Longing
By Ghost of Eternity
She could see someone there in the darkness, and suddenly there was a light in the room, a sort of soft mellow glow. When she saw who the someone was, her heart began pounding. This had to be a dream, right? There was no way in hell that this person was here, gazing at her with loving eyes.
She sat up, and realized she was on a bed. She looked at the person standing there, then back at the bed, then back at them.
"Is this...real? Am I dreaming?"
She sat on the bed next to her, "It isn't a dream," She whispered soothingly, "It's real."
"I...There's no way."
"Yes there is." She said in that sweet voice like honey, the words rolling off Her tongue. She leaned close to her, their lips almost touching, "There's always a way."
She realized she was trembling as she touched Her cheek, her heart threatening to leap out of her chest as she whispered, "I love you."
Then she kissed Her, and the whole world went away. She could hardly remember her own name as the kiss deepened.
They broke away from each other, and She queried softly, "Do you want me?"
"Oh yes." she breathed out, gazing into Her eyes.
"Then take me." She invited.
She wasted no time in kissing Her again. *Oh god, Her lips are so soft... * She put her arms around Her neck and felt warm arms around her waist. She was dying; if this was a dream, she didn't want to wake up.
She slipped her hands under Her shirt (She was wearing clothes? When did that happen?) and worked her way up, taking the shirt with her hands. They parted and She lifted Her arms so she could take off the shirt.
She grinned wickedly, which she thought was impossible for Her, took the hem of her shirt and pulled it off.
They both sat there, looking into each other's eyes. She noticed that She was wearing a lacy turquoise colored bra, and she could see Her nipples straining against the cloth as both of their breathing turned heavier. I arouse Her? Ok, then this is a dream.
She smiled again and reached around Her back, unlatching Her bra and letting it fall into Her lap, exposing Herself.
"Oh God," she breathed out, "You're gorgeous." She tentatively reached for Her, then jerked her hands back. She was trembling again, and tried to steady her hands.
She took her hands in Hers and brought them to Her breasts so that she was cupping them in her palms. She could feel the wetness between her legs building as she nervously squeezed. She moaned, and she answered back with her own groan as she squeezed again.
"Oh goddess, yes." She hissed as She arched Her back, pushing Her breasts into her hands.
She couldn't believe this: here She was, sitting on her bed, letting her touch Her, and enjoying every minute of it.
"I love you." she whispered as she lowered her head down to Her chest. She let go of Her breasts and kissed the top of Her left breast, then moved down to Her nipple and latched onto it with her lips, suckling gently.
She cried out and moaned her name, then whimpered softly, "Harder." She obliged and sucked harder, enjoying the texture and feel of Her nipple, lazily swirling her tongue around it now and then. She let go of Her left nipple and moved to the right, still sucking harder. She moaned as she felt Her grab onto her shoulders and knead them. Everything about Her was intoxicating: Her hair, Her eyes, Her skin, Her voice, and the way She talked all enchanted her, had made her fall in love with Her in the first place.
She heard her name again, and, letting go, looked up into Her eyes. They were dilated, and She was breathing heavily as She said, "Your turn."
Her heart began pounding as she was pushed back onto the soft bed. She realized at that moment that her bra was gone. How did that hap--
She didn't have time to finish her thought as she felt Her hot mouth encompass her nipple. She let out a yelp and began whimpering and moaning; saying Her name over and over as she started thrusting her hips forward.
How long had she wanted this? How long had she longed for Her to come to her and ask if she wanted Her? This had to be a dream...
But, then, it wasn't because She was here, loving her, and showing her how much She did.
Oh god, this was pure torture. Why didn't she see what she really needed? Not that she didn't mind her paying attention to her breasts, but didn't she see... As if almost reading her thoughts, She moved from her breast and gently kissed down her stomach, reaching the top of the curls at its base. She looked up for any signs of hesitancy, obviously.
She vigorously shook her head, and She smiled wickedly again, then lowered Her lips and kissed her in the most intimate way she could think of.
"Oh god!" she screamed and bucked her hips wildly, grabbing Her head and pushing Her closer, tangling her fingers in Her hair. She extended Her tongue and began lapping up her juices as Her thumb came up and pressed her clit hard. She screamed again and began moaning Her name over and over. After a few moments, She looked up and said her name. She opened her eyes and gazed into Hers as She asked softly, "Do you want me to...?"
"Please."
"Please what?"
"Please take me." she begged.
She nodded and moved up her body, leaving Her right hand between her legs. She asked again when they were face to face; "Are you sure?"
She told Her 'yes' by pulling Her down and capturing Her lips hungrily, tasting herself in the kiss.
With that She gently entered her with two fingers.
"OH GOD," she shrieked, "YES!"
Her fingers moved inside of her slowly as She trailed kisses down her neck and across her shoulders, sucking at her pulse point and leaving a mark that claimed her as Hers.
No longer did she think this was a dream as she thrust herself against Her hand as she begged, "Harder". She obliged; beginning a harder rhythm as Her thumb curled up and rubbed her clit hard and fast. Her hands reached down and pulled Her up to her face, kissing Her fast and crushing as she felt the impending release. She cried out as She reached her g-spot.
Finally, it happened, and as her orgasm erupted she screamed out Her name:
"TARAAAAA!!!"
It was at that moment Dawn awoke with a start. She was breathing hard and had her hand jammed down the front of her pajama pants. She pulled it out and sat up. She listened and could hear Buffy snoring in the room next to her. If she listened even more, she could hear the sounds of passion coming from Willow and Tara's room. She put her head in her hands. She could almost see Willow and Tara on their bed, locked in a passionate embrace as they made love, could almost taste Tara's skin and smell her hair. She began crying as she fought with her own longing, realizing that it had been a dream...........