Title: It Didn't Suck
Author: Lady Jesca
Email: jesca10@attbi.com

Buffy smiled as she walked into her bedroom and closed the door. She looked at the amulet a moment before tossing it to her bedside table. She plopped on the bed with a sigh and started to take off her shoes.

All she could think about was tonight and the fight. And Faith. She lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. What was so difficult about this? Schoolmate, kind of co-worker, friend…GIRL! Hello! Wasn't so hard to get. But all she could think about was Faith describing how the juices were flowing after a fight and the writhing and the grunting. Buffy closed her eyes, her cheeks a bit pink. She opened her eyes and rolled them in disgust of herself.

"First off, Buffy, you're alone, and thinking internal thoughts. No one can hear you." Her tone was sarcastic as she berated herself. "Second off, it's ok to have a fantasy." She smiled a little and then thought of Angel. Wasn't he her fantasy? "Third off, why are you talking to yourself?" She grimaced and sat up, her eyes finding the window in her room.

Why did she have to complicate everything so much? She didn't love Faith. She loved Angel. That part was cake. It was the lusting department that made her stomach tie in knots. Lusting after Faith wasn't necessarily good, but if she slept with Faith at least it wouldn't be as bad as Angelus.

She shuddered when she thought of Angelus. A slow familiar ache started in the pit of her stomach as she went over the same deliberation about Angel she always felt when the subject of sex came about. Sex and Angel…didn't mix.

Of course she'd never cheat on him. There wasn't another guy in Sunnydale that made her heart flutter and the butterflies in her stomach do aerobics. But being with Faith wouldn't be cheating, would it?

Buffy smiled and started to finish undressing when a soft knock at her door interrupted her thoughts.

"Come in."

Instead of her mother's familiar face peeking around at her from the partially opened door, Buffy saw Faith. She felt the heat rise to her cheeks as she remembered the thoughts she was just having about Faith. And now here she was. In the flesh.

"Faith! What are you doing here?"

Faith put her finger over her lips and scrunched her eyebrows to warn Buffy to be quiet. She gently closed the door behind her and locked it.

"Hey B. I was just in the neighborhood and I saw your light on. Thought maybe we could wind down from tonight together." She flashed Buffy a smile.

Buffy swallowed. "Together?"

"Yeah, girlfriend." Faith looked around at her room and then back to Buffy. "So what do you usually do to work out all this energy?" Faith paced the floor.

"Sleep." Buffy said quickly causing Faith to smile and jump on the bed.

"Well that's one idea." She patted the bed beside her and Buffy hesitated.

"I'm not going to bite you, B." She licked her lips a little and continued when Buffy didn't move. "You don't want to sleep with me?"

Buffy's eyebrows shot up as her eyes widened. "Faith…I…"

Faith laughed a little. "Come here, B. I'll be gentle. Promise." Faith patted the bed again.

Buffy looked toward the door.

"No one's coming in. I promise."

Buffy looked at Faith, her mind warring with herself. Wasn't this what she was thinking of before Faith came?

Tentatively Buffy put her knee on the bed and then leaned over, touching the bed with her hands as she crawled on all fours to the middle of the bed and slid gracefully down beside Faith.

"Better." Faith moved to make room for her. Buffy looked so scared and unsure of what was about to happen, Faith had to laugh.

"W-whats so funny?" Buffy looked confused.

"You are. You're usually all in control and it's funny to see you so confused." She smiled conspiratorially to Buffy. "Look, B, I'm not gonna do anything you don't want me to. We can stop anytime."

Buffy looked her in the eyes. She nodded. It seemed to be all the permission Faith needed.

Faith's body closed in on Buffy's, her head tilting opposite of Buffy's as her lips brushed Buffy's causing her to close her eyes, and tense her body, as she hoped Faith would think she was a good kisser. She concentrated on what was happening, trying to sort it all out as she felt the electricity created by Faith's lips on hers. Faith's tongue then traced her lips, begging for entry into her mouth as her lips reclaimed Buffy's, and with that Buffy opened her mouth and her mind to the girl beside her.

She could feel Faith move closer as she started to relax. She let her head lie back on the pillow and an arm go up and around Faith's shoulders, bringing her closer. Their lips began to move together, the softness of the lips against the hardness of the kiss was an exciting contrast. Buffy could taste the urgency in Faith's movements as she started to feel some urgency of her own. The awkwardness of the situation fell away as Buffy began to think about how sexually frustrated she was and how this was going to be her answer.

Faith now had her on her back as she straddled Buffy's slim hips and continued her assault on Buffy's mouth. Buffy had started out struggling to keep up with her kisses but was now meeting Faith half way. Buffy tasted Faith's mouth with her tongue. She could taste the chocolate candy bar Faith was eating before coming here, and the arousal she felt. She groaned against Faith's mouth, making Faith spring into action.

She suddenly felt the cool air on her skin as her shirt and bra uncovered her breasts. Faith's hands started to work and tease her nipples until they peeked and were aching for more. Faith broke the kiss from Buffy to fasten her lips around a nipple. Buffy gasped in surprise and arched her back toward Faith. She opened her eyes and looked down at Faith, who was staring at her while her mouth suckled at her breast. Buffy quickly closed her eyes and laidu her head back, not wanting to break the moment.

Faith's lips moved off of one nipple only to fasten onto the next, her hand beginning to free Buffy's lower half of her clothes. Buffy moaned as she felt the mouth leave her breast and Faith's tongue dance around her midsection in a complex series of flicks and licks that drove Buffy crazy and made her writhe in anticipation.

Then she was gone.

Buffy looked up to see Faith standing by the bed, tearing out of her clothes. She watched as beautifully rounded breasts were exposed, a thin but muscular waist revealed, and long toned legs were bared. Faith was certainly a sight.

Undressed, she leaped back onto Buffy, using her usual roughness in a way that made Buffy feel moisture building between her legs. She felt Faith's hand guiding her legs farther apart and she anticipated what was to come.

"B."

Buffy opened her eyes.

"Look at me."

Buffy looked at her.

"I want you to see me make you come."

Buffy swallowed but the words spoken made her even more excited.

"Faith…"

Buffy was cut off when she felt Faith's hand trail down her stomach and into the small trimmed hairs between her legs. She moaned loudly and her head lulled back.

"Look at me, B."

Buffy's head gently rolled up as she tried to do as Faith asked her to do. When she felt one finger slid into her already moist pussy, Buffy's hips rose to meet her hand. Buffy locked eyes with Faith, determined to do this.

Faith smiled at her as a second finger was immersed into her. Slowly Faith started to pump her fingers into Buffy while Buffy stared her in they eye as best she could, moaning and rocking her hips to Faith's hand. The moment was so surreal and everything in Buffy's world was reduced to this one girl and her hand and how it was making Buffy feel like she had never with anyone but Angel before. Faith started to pound harder into her and Buffy could feel the climax that was building about to surface.

The friction of Faith's fingers and her pussy was starting to make Buffy moan louder and louder until Faith leaned down and covered Buffy's mouth with hers. Her tongue slid into Buffy's mouth, as her fingers slid into Buffy as well, Buffy's hips now thrusting madly as she could feel the dam in her break and part of her flow out onto Faith's hand. Faith moaned as she continued pumping her fingers a few more times, slowing to a stop.

"There now, that wasn't so bad, was it?" Faith smiled down at her. Buffy shook her head slowly.

"Now. My turn." Faith gently pushed Buffy over so that she way lying on her back and looked over at a stunned Buffy.

"What are you waiting for, girlfriend, come and get it."

"Faith, I…" Faith propped herself up on her elbow.

"Come on, B…I want you." She gave Buffy a seductive smile and Buffy smiled a little in return and nodded.

Buffy moved her body so that she was on her side, while Faith was on her back looking up at Buffy. Buffy closed her eyes and leaned down, kissing Faith fully on the mouth. They had done this enough times that Buffy was comfortable with this. She wanted to work into the rest.

After a bit of kissing, Buffy started to feel brave and she started to trail the kisses down Faith's collarbone but once she started she realized there was only one place she could go. Buffy quickly and experimentally flicked at Faith's nipple with her tongue. Faith arched up and hissed a little. The reaction emboldened Buffy as she fastened her lips around the harden nub. Faith started to moan.

Buffy took her time with the breasts. She let her tongue trail lazy circles around Faith's midsection going from breast to breast and down the stomach a little. Faith, unused to so much foreplay, was starting to get frustrated, but she knew if she wanted what she came for she'd have to be patient.

Finally her patience paid off when she felt Buffy's hands slowly slide downwards.

Buffy watched Faith's face as she slowly inserted a finger into Faith. Her hand was instantly wrapped in warmth and fluid, but she didn't mind. Faith moaned and arched herself up. Buffy smiled and slipped another finger into Faith. Faith pushed Buffy's hand in deeper with a flick of the hips. She was ready.

Experimentally, Buffy started to move her fingers slowly inside Faith, making the other slayer start to whimper like she was frustrated, but Buffy continued her slow ministrations. Slowly she watched her fingers disappear inside Faith and reappear again, glistening with moisture. She seemed utterly fascinated with the whole thing.

Faith, frustrated to the point of needing to come, finally lost her patience. One hand came up to hold Buffy's as she started to move her hips furiously, fucking herself on Buffy's fingers. Buffy's eyes widened in shock. Buffy watched a moment but felt like something was being taken from her so she eventually pushed Faith's hand away and started to go again, only at a faster pace.

"Faster, B…" Faith groaned and Buffy moved her hand faster.

"Faster…" Buffy again moved faster.

"Come on, B…faster…" Faith said as she felt herself starting to climax.

Buffy pushed her fingers in farther and faster, with only one goal in mind: get Faith off. She pushed her speed, borrowing from slayer endurance until she finally heard a moan rip itself from Faith's lips and hot wetness flood over Buffy's fingers. Buffy continued until Faith seemed finished…laying there contentedly, her energy spent.

Buffy lay back on the bed. She wondered at everything that happened tonight. What was going to be the reaction later? Was this going to change things? Was Angel going to find out?

Her thoughts were interrupted as Faith got out of bed and started to dress.

"Where are you going?"

"Thought I'd go to my place." She quickly finished dressing.

"Oh. Uh…thanks."

Faith smiled. "Anytime, B, anytime."