Title: My Kingdom For A Spikebot
Author: PaganBaby
Email: paganbaby73@hotmail.com
Rated NC-17, do not read if you're underage. Strong sexual content and adult themes. Pairings are M/F, M/M slash, implied M/M/F, and pseudo-nonconsensual sex.
Spoilers: This fic takes place during season 5, after the episode 'I Was Made to Love You' and around the time 'Intervention' was set. Joyce did not die at the end of 'IWMTLY' and Spike did not have a Buffybot made.
Summary: Buffy has the hots for Spike, but can't admit it. She has Warren do her a little favor...
Disclaimer: Joss and ME own the show and characters, I own nothing.
The poem, "My Lady's Presence Makes the Roses Red" is by Henry Constable
Thanks to Tiana for the excellent beta-ing!
Story Status: Complete

Chapter 4b


"Spike! Were--were you spying on me again!?"

"Aha! So you adm-mit it then? I know I don't 'ave a snowball's chance in Hell with you...I never did." He looked down, his voice became rougher. "I-I hope you'll be happy. At least this guy can give you a good seein' to. I won't come 'round anymore, don't worry 'bout that..."

"Spike...I--don't know what to say..."

"Don't say anything. Just leave me be. I'm clearin' out of this fucking town...once my hangover's gone. I promise you won't see me again."

Her heart constricted painfully in her chest. "Oh?"

"Yeah, so let's just say 'Goodbye' now, eh?" He looked back up at her with bloodshot eyes. "Goodbye, Buffy. Good luck with the--whole Slayin' thing...hope you beat the--odds, luv."

She stared back at him, looking into his eyes, and she wasn't able to form words. The thought of him leaving, not being here anymore, was surprisingly painful.

"Buffy?" he tilted his head.

She loved when he did that, it was so fucking cute, but seeing it now ripped her heart into a million pieces. She leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his lips.

"Goodbye...Spike."

She turned and ran out of the crypt, only allowing her tears to spill once she was out the door. Her only thought was to get away before she could make a fool of herself, or maybe it was too late for that already.

Spike sat there, stunned, for a full minute after she left. Had she just kissed him? Or had he hallucinated it? He stretched out on the slab to think about it, but it was only a few moments before he passed out.

"Here we are." Xander walked through the door. "Home sweet home."

He was turning around to invite Spike in when he bumped into him. Xander stared at him.

"How did--I didn't invite you in...How...?"

"Should I go back in the hall so that you can invite me in?" Spikebot asked, backing up into the hallway. "Did I do something wrong?"

Xander wracked his brain trying to remember a time when he'd invited Spike in his apartment before but came up empty. Maybe Anya had invited Spike in and didn't inform him.

He shook his head. "Never mind. Come in, Spike."

Spikebot smiled and stepped into the apartment.

"Thanks, mate. It's very nice, very posh," he said looking around.

Xander closed, then locked the door. "Thanks...Umm--Spike...about what you said before...about me being your--boyfriend..."

"Yes?"

"You've been with guys before...right?"

"Yes. I enjoyed lots of sex with Angel."

"Right...well, um--I've never....with another guy before..."

"You haven't?" Spikebot tilted his head to the left.

"No." Xander swallowed hard. "But...I wouldn't--rule out just trying it...you know--once..."

"You should! It's different, but still fun." The Bot smiled.

"God, you're going to make me say it, aren't you?" Xander ran a hand through his hair nervously. "Spikedoyouwanttohavesexwithme?" he said all in one breath. "Just one time--to see what it's like!" he added.

Xander squeezed his eyes shut and looked away, waiting for Spike to insult or laugh at him.

Spikebot thought about it. 'Buffy's the only woman for me. But she didn't say I shouldn't have sex with other men. She seemed to enjoy me telling her about Angel and I having sex quite a bit. Xander is her friend and he wants to indulge in sexual experimentation. She would be happy if I helped him. And I can tell her about it later, that would turn her on. I'll win her heart yet!' It only took a split second for him to decide.

"Okay, I will have sex with you Xander!" He smiled.

Xander gaped at him for a few seconds. "O-okay...Um--how do--what do we do...first?"

"You are very nervous. That's common with virgins," Spikebot said, coming over to pat Xander on the shoulder.

"Hey, I'm not a virgin! I've been with lots of--a few women in my time!" Xander said defensively, puffing out his chest.

"But not with a man," Spikebot purred seductively.

"Uh, yeah...I guess I am one...as far as men are...concerned. But I don't know about letting you...you know...penetrate me...I was hoping we could do--other stuff."

Spikebot ran through all the information he had about his and Angel's sexual escapades. He could easily adapt the programs for Xander, no biting though. Humans didn't like that as much.

"Where is your bedroom? Or would you like to have sex in the living room? I'm up for anything, luv." Spikebot curled his tongue behind his teeth.

"It's over--there." Xander pointed with a shaky hand.

Spikebot took his hand and smiled as he pulled him along.

Once in the bedroom, Xander walked over on to the bed on unsteady legs and sat down.

'Don't freak out! Don't freak out! You're not gay! You're just trying something--new.' Xander thought.

Spikebot closed the bedroom door, walked over to the bed and kneeled on the floor in front of Xander.

"Would you like me to take out your cock, Xander-pet?"

Xander spluttered and choked. Spikebot clapped him on the back.

"Are you alright?" he asked with concern.

"Yeah...yeah. I'm okay. Uhh--In answer to your other question....Yes. I'd like you to--do--that."

Spikebot smiled and started undoing the fastenings on Xander's beige Dockers. Xander held his breath as he alternately looked into Spike's eyes and watched him undoing his pants.

"I--I can't believe I'm doing this," Xander laughed anxiously.

Spikebot smiled at him and pulled the pants and boxers down over his ass, causing Xander's already erect member to spring out. Xander leaned back to rest on his elbows, breathing rapidly.

Spikebot took Xander's rigid cock in his hand and pumped it slowly. Xander gasped then moaned, marveling at what a gentle touch Spike had.

"Do you want me to put it in my mouth?" Spikebot licked his lips.

Xander's eyes followed the path of Spike's tongue as it swept across his bottom lip.

"Oh God, yes--please," he said roughly.

Spikebot dipped his head down and flicked the head of Xander's cock with the tip of his tongue while looking up into his eyes. Xander moaned and thrust into Spikebot's hand.

"Spike--Uhh! More!"

Spikebot proceeded to bathe Xander's staff with his tongue, licking up and down the sides, swiping over the head, teasing the slit with the tip of his tongue while he stroked the base in a twisting motion with one hand and massaged his sac with the other. Then Spikebot took the head into his mouth, running his tongue over and around it while lightly sucking.

"Jesus Christ! Uhhh--Spike--Oh yeah--Oh--fuck yeah!--that's good!" Xander's eyes rolled up.

Spikebot took Xander's entire length in his mouth and down his throat, hugging the base with his lips while his tongue swept back and forth tirelessly.

"Ohh God! Spike! Oh!--Shit--You're really good at this! OH FUCK!" Xander bucked his hips. "Wait! Stop!" he panted.

Spikebot took his mouth off of Xander and looked at him with such a heartbreakingly sad expression that Xander actually felt guilty for stopping him.

"Didn't you like it? I wanted to please you..." He pouted.

Xander reached out and stroked a hand through Spikebot's hair, wanting to comfort him. "It was great, I liked it--I really liked it!" He smiled lopsidedly.

Spikebot tilted his head.

"Then why did you tell me to stop?"

"I--I want to take off my clothes. I'd like you to--I want to see you naked..." he breathed.

"Oh!" Spikebot stood up and started stripping off his clothes. "That's good."

Xander whipped his own shirt off and quickly removed his shoes, socks and kicked off his pants while he watched each gorgeous inch of smooth, pale skin as it was exposed. Spikebot stood in front of him, gloriously naked, his long, pale cock pointing straight out from his body.

Xander's eyes drank him in from head to toe.

"You're...so beautiful..." he said in awe. No man's body had ever excited him like this. "How do you get your body to look like that?"

Xander felt inadequate, his body wasn't nearly as tight and toned as Spike's.

Spikebot smiled proudly as he moved into Xander's personal space, running his hands over Xander's face and through his hair.

"This is the way I was made."

Xander looked up at him, dragging his hands over Spike's thighs to his hips. Spikebot pushed gently at Xander's shoulders, lowering him back to the mattress, and draped himself over Xander's body.

Xander whimpered when Spikebot pressed his lips against his, kissing him slowly, while his hand trailed down to caress his cock again.

"Spike...Oh God--feels good," he said between kisses, letting his own hands wander over the hard muscles of Spikebot's body.

He never imagined kissing Spike could be so incredible, he would have tried it a long time ago if he knew.

Spikebot broke away and laid on his side, his legs towards Xander's head, his face at Xander's groin. He spread his own knees apart invitingly as he took Xander back into his moist mouth.

Xander groaned as Spikebot gobbled his cock. It took him a minute to realize what Spike intended, he wanted to 69. Xander looked at the hard cock in front of him and licked his lips, he reached out and took it in his hand, pumping it.

"Your skin's so soft," he whispered, bringing his lips down to the head and giving it a tentative lick.

Spikebot groaned around a mouthful of Xander's cock, which sent the most delicious sensations shooting through Xander's body. He knew he wouldn't last long at this rate. He cast aside his nervousness and reservations and took Spikebot's cock in his mouth, circling the head with his tongue. It wasn't as bad as he thought it would be, in fact it was good--really, really good. He licked and sucked on it like a popsicle. The most delicious popsicle he'd ever had in his mouth, and he'd eaten a lot of popsicles in his day.

Spikebot increased his efforts, sucking harder, bobbing his head up and down from root to tip faster and faster, tugging on Xander's balls and rolling them in his hand.

Xander moaned loudly and started bucking his hips rhythmically, casting his eyes down to watch as he fucked Spike's mouth.

'God--that's so fucking hot!' He was going to cum any second now.

He sucked at and jacked Spike's dick harder, wanting to get him off too. Spike gave unbelievably good head.

Spikebot felt Xander's body tensing up, he was happy that he could bring him pleasure. He started his own ejaculation program to coincide with the human's.

Xander went stiff as a board as his orgasm hit him like a freight train. He whimpered, quivering and shaking as he exploded into Spikebot's mouth and down his throat. It was the most intense orgasm of his life and it seemed to go on and on. He moaned and groaned, rocking his hips when he felt Spikebot tense and start cumming in his mouth. He continued pumping the shaft and swallowing convulsively, savoring the thick, ropy strands of vamp cum (or what he thought was vamp cum) that were squirting onto his tongue.

Finally, Xander released Spikebot's cock and collapsed onto the bed, breathing hard. Spikebot crawled up the bed to lay next to him, smiling beatifically down on him.

"Thank you, Xander. I liked that. Did you enjoy it as well, pet?" He stroked Xander's chest lovingly.

"Fuck, Spike!" he panted. "That was--incredible!"

He opened his eyes and looked up into Spikebot's smiling face, he broke out into a huge goofy grin too.

"Would you like to do more, or are you satisfied?" Spikebot said in a low, growly voice.

"More...I want to do more!" He felt himself getting hard again already. "I want to--fuck you," Xander said with hooded eyes.

"I would like that very much, Xander-luv! But we have to get you hard again first."

Spikebot started licking at Xander's neck and playing with his nipples.

"Oh God, Spike!" Xander tilted his head back, running his hands over Spikebot's shoulders.

'He's so good. Oh God! This can't be the only time we do this! I'll have to make Anya understand!'

"Spike--can we do this again? I mean, after tonight?" he rasped.

"Of course, Xander."

He kissed Xander on the lips, pushing his tongue into his mouth.

Buffy sat on the couch in her living room, exhausted, nervous, depressed. She'd looked everywhere she could think of for Spikebot. She even took a peek back at Spike's crypt to find him sleeping soundly.

Her mind felt like mush. Too many thoughts were buzzing around in her head to concentrate. She had to go to school in a few hours, she couldn't find the Bot, she was worried the Bot would kill the real Spike in a fit of jealousy or Spike was going to leave Sunnydale for good...All of it was her fault. Because of her selfishness, her pig-headedness. She knew she couldn't let Spike leave. The Bot had been a wonderful distraction, but it made her realize that the real Spike was the one she wanted, the one she needed. She liked the Bot's sweet and sunny disposition, but the real Spike, with all his quirks, mood swings and snark, was the one she couldn't live without.

"I'm such a freak...here I go again with the vamp lovin'."

As awkward and tense as things would likely become, she had to tell him she wanted to give them a shot...preferably before it was too late. But then there was the Bot to deal with. She didn't want to hurt him either. Even though he was a machine, he had his own personality and feelings. She didn't know what to do.

Xander was in Heaven. That was the only explanation for the bliss he felt. He'd spent hours having the best sex of his life with Spike, taking time out for showering (also with Spike). And right now, Spike was doing something that Xander hadn't thought physically possible. Spike was fucking him and sucking him off at the same time. He gripped Xander's knees, holding them apart as he reamed him. Spike's body was practically folded in half as he fucked and sucked, and he was doing both amazingly well.

"Now, that's what--Nnggghha!--OH FUCK!--I call multi-tasking!" Xander exclaimed, panting for breath, he was getting off watching Spike go at him just as much as the physical pleasure it produced.

It was indescribably erotic. Spikebot moaned in response. He fucked Xander's ass wildly as he pulled harder on the cock in his mouth at the same time, his cheeks hollowing with the force.

"OHHGODOHHGG--GGODDDD!--AHHH! SPIKE!" Xander screamed, his body arching like a bowstring and spasming violently as he came even harder than before.

Spikebot came with a grunt into Xander as he swallowed the cum shooting into his mouth. He pistoned his hips gently until he was spent. He eased out of Xander's hole and lifted his mouth off the softening rod.

Xander went totally limp and sank into the mattress, breathing hard. Spikebot crawled up to lie beside him, pressing light kisses to Xander's chest and shoulder.

"God, Spike...how did--how did you do that? Holy shit! You must do Yoga!" he breathed.

Spikebot beamed. "I'm glad you enjoyed it, pet. I'm very bendy."

Xander laughed, "Oh yeah, you can say that again!"

"I'm glad you enjoyed it, pet. I'm very bendy," Spikebot repeated as per Xander's request.

Xander chuckled and stroked Spikebot's smiling face. "I have to...talk to Anya about it, but I'd like to...do this again...and again and then again. Would that be--okay with you?"

"Yes! I would like to have sex with you many more times. It was very good." Spikebot trailed a finger down Xander's chest.

"Yeah, it was." Xander lifted his head to press his lips against Spikebot's, kissing him tenderly. He smiled. "I thought fucking you was as good as it could get but--God! It feels--I can't even tell you how good it felt to have you inside me. I guess you can forget about that other guy you were looking for before," Xander said with a chuckle.

Spike couldn't possibly want another guy after the amazing night of sex they'd shared.

Spikebot stopped and sat up in bed, a look of renewed purpose on his face. "I have to find that bastard. He can't have her."

He got out of bed and started pulling on his clothes. Xander sat up.

"What? Where are you going? I thought--"

"I must find him," Spikebot said, buttoning up his jeans.

It took a lot of effort to move in his boneless state, but Xander got out of bed and stood in front of him.

"Spike, forget about that other guy. You don't need him anymore," he said softly, caressing Spikebot's neck. "I thought you understood that I--like you. We can work something out with Anya, I know we can."

Spikebot smiled. "I like you too, Xander-pet. But I have to find him and kill him first."

"Kill? You're really going to try and kill him just because he dumped you? Spike, you couldn't if you tried, the chip, remember?"

"I love her, she'll see that she loves me too once I kill him." Spikebot put on his boots.

"Who are you talking about? You're in love with a woman?"

"Yes. I'm in love with Buffy. She's the Slayer."

"I thought--you were gay?"

Spikebot tilted his head. "No. I was made to love Buffy. But I enjoyed sex with you and Angel too. You were quite good. You should be proud."

He stood up and put his duster on.

"Spike--I--what the Hell is going on? Did you or did you not tell us that you were gay?"

Xander felt a million emotions at once. Most of all his feelings were hurt that Spike didn't want to stay with him--in bed.

"I did not say that. I hope that we can have sex again at another time. Goodbye!"

He moved towards the bedroom door, but Xander jumped in front of him.

"I don't understand what's going on, but I know for a fact that Buffy's not seeing anyone. She would have told us." Xander tried to keep him from leaving.

"She told me she loved me, but it's him she really loves." Tears popped up in his eyes. "Why won't she love me, Xander? I was made to love her..."

Xander moved closer, putting his arms around the distraught Spikebot. "Spike...forget about Buffy. She's--the Slayer, you're a vampire. It wouldn't be right for the two of you--I'm sorry." Xander nuzzled his neck. "But you have me now, right? I'll--"

"No." Spikebot broke away from him. "I do like you, Xander, but I need Buffy, she's everything to me. I want it to be like it was before. When she'd come home from school and we'd play sex games all night. It can be like that again, but I have to get rid of him first. Maybe she'd like to have sex with you and me together some time. I'll have to ask her."

"Spike..." Xander said with growing concern about Spike's mental state. "Are you okay? Did anyone hit you on the head recently or anything?"

"No, but thank you for asking."

Without another word, Spikebot went to the front door, unlocked it and bolted out of the apartment.

Xander stood there in a state of confusion, not knowing what to make of everything Spike had just told him.

"Buffy's been boning Spike--too?"

He felt a touch of jealousy along with extreme shock.




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