Title: Unforgivable Sinner
Author: Angelina
Email: angelina2006@hotmail.com

Subject: Hey Guys!
Date: 04/23/02
From: 43100@lacorrections.gov
To: enquiries@angelinvestigations.com




Hey!

It’s me. Faith. You probably guessed that from the address though right? I bet you don’t get a lot of mail from the LA Women’s Correctional Facility. Anyway, you’re probably wondering why I’m writing. I’m on this program that teaches cons how to use computers and shit. I found your website – lookin’ good by the way – and I thought I’d write you guys a note.

I wouldn’t blame you if you stopped reading after “Hey, it’s me” I got no right to expect you to read anything I write. But I just really wanted to say that I’m sorry. For everything. I know I coulda written before now. I did. A bunch of times. But I always ended up ripping the letter to shreds for sounding so lame. So I’m hoping that I’ll be able to just press ‘Send’ before I can have too many second thoughts about this. Plus, this way you won’t have to read my crappy hand-writing.

So, like I said, I’m sorry for everything I did to you guys. Wesley, I know you could never trust me again. I’m really ashamed of what I put you through. I don’t have any excuses for what I did. But I am sorry. I’ll understand if you don’t want anything to do with me but you can write back to me if you want to. They check the mail though so don’t mention anything weird. OK?

Angel, I really appreciate you taking the time to visit me. It’s nice to see a friendly face. Even if it is a dead guy’s face. Kidding. I read that book you brought for me. It was really cool. I’ve started going to the prison library. Who knew books could be so interesting?

OK guys, could you maybe stop reading here? The next bit’s for Cordelia. Thanks.

Faith

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TURN BACK NOW
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FOR CORDY’S EYES ONLY
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Hey C.

I’m writing this knowing that you’ll probably never read it. But I gotta do it for myself. Some things never change huh? I’m still a selfish bitch. I really just wanted to say that I know I hurt you the most and I’m truly sorry for that. I don’t mean hurt physically (that was definitely Wes) although I am sorry about hitting you in the face that time. I mean that I know I was a complete bitch to you back in Sunnydale. I used you and I played you and I can’t say sorry often enough to make up for it. But I really am sorry. I know that one little word doesn’t even start to cover it but I can’t think of anything else to say. I wish things were different. I wish I’d treated you better. I did like you. I liked you a lot. But I couldn’t show you. So I’m sorry for that too. But I’m grateful for the time we spent together. I’m happy that I got to be with someone as classy and as beautiful as you, even if I didn’t deserve it. And I don’t deserve anything from you now. But I’d really like to hear from you. If you want to I mean.

Stay five-by-five (that looks weird huh?)

Faith.