Buffy wants to keep her memory loss

Buffy has lost her memory I don't remember if it's from the resurrection or something else but she doesn't want them back. She decides that she is happier than the Buffy she has heard about. She of course is drawn to Spike and the others want to force her to get her memories back. I hope this sounds familiar to someone.

Amnesia fics that could fit, one S6, the others where, as I remember it, Buffy is happy enough without her memories.

Wiping The Slate Clean by ya_lublyu_tebya *I have this in word if you would like it drop me a pm with your email address
AU Season 6. The reversal of the Tabula Rasa spell doesn't quite go according to plan and our favourite slayer and vampire are left memoryless. Just how will no memory of the past change their relationship?

When She Was Younger by kittiekat
Set S4. Buffy makes a wish to get back to being fifteen and unSlayery. A wish that will have dire consequences, not only for herself. What will this do to the SlayerVamp relationship, one can only wonder.

You an' Me Against the World by sweetprincipale
Set immediately after Something Blue. A run in with commandos ends up modifying Spike and Buffy's memories and isolating the pair. Believing themselves to be estranged lovers, they try to reconcile and still beat the Initiative.

Hi could also be Addie Logan's Just a Teenage Crush... You can find it on this site.

Nope, i tried all these but they weren't the one I was looking for. But thanks for trying. Anybody else remember this? I would love the help.

Could it be His Girl by dreamweaver?

Summary: Buffy loses her memory when she and Spike both fall through Glory's portal.

http://spikeluver.com/SpuffyRealm/viewstory.php?sid=30179&ageconsent=ok&warning=5

Buffy and Spike go through the portal, end up in a forest. Buffy has lost her memory, Spike hasn't. They are quickly (in terms of the story) saved and brought back to Sunnydale. Buffy finds herself drawn to Spike, the rest of the scoobies (specifically Xander and Giles) try to prevent that and rush to try and find a way for her to get her memories back.

My Memories Are Made of This is a season 6, "Joan and Randy" Tabula Rasa story where they don't get their memories back quick as quickly and are happy together until the spell is broken. Maybe?

Is it possibly Ipseity by Baphrosia? Buffy loses her memories after Chosen and is reluctant to go back to the Scoobies and her old life. She finally ends up reconnecting with Spike and Dawn.

http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=4232