Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?


Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and at Spuffy awards for Most Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Nominated for round 11 Fang Fetish Awards for Most Original and Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!) and Nommed at The Readers Have Chosen for the July 2009 Fanfic poll, too. OH, and I forgot Spark and Burn Awards, Reader's Choice, RD 6 for Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, and Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!
***Awards Won***
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18
-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner
-Best Angst - Runner Up
-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
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Chapters: 29 Completed: No Word count: 50629

Summary: Birthday pressie for Always_jbj: This is my idea of what might have happened if Spike had made a couple of different decisions that night during Smashed.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence
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Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 5917

Summary: AU Buffy and Spike are assassins hired by their bosses, Angel and Cordelia, to kill each other. What happens when their passion for killing turns into a passion for each other? (Think rebel Buffy in “The Wish”) Soundtrack: “Man” Yeah Yeah Yeahs, “I Know What Boys Like” The Waitresses, “Sour Girl” Stone Temple Pilots, “It’s Only Love” Heather Nova, “Kiss Me Deadly” Generation X, “Chocolate Jesus” Tom Waits, “Untouchables” Generation X, “I Want You” Third Eye Blind, “Get Free” The Vines, “Sweet Jane” Velvet Underground, “Cocaine Eyes” Neil Young, “Closing Time” Tom Waits
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 15274

Summary: RESPONSE TO CHALLENGE #157 AU: Breaks from canon after Season Four...Five years after the Initiative disaster, the world is a very different place, where society in general knows about demons and vampires, and have found ways to dominate them. Buffy is trapped in an unhappy marriage to a man who doesn't seem to want her, trapped in a world that doesn't seem to need her anymore...can an old ally and enemy, sold into her home as a slave, teach her the meaning of freedom? Buffy/Other, temporary
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 86 Completed: Yes Word count: 253147

Summary: Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
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Chapters: 49 Completed: No Word count: 138261

Summary: Giles tells Buffy she can't get pregnant, but later she finds out it takes a special type of mate. Will she and her mate be able to overcome all the outside influences trying to keep them apart? Loosely based on a challenge at BSV and has rewritten canon with Spike not coming to town with Dru in Season 2

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Chapters: 15 Completed: Yes Word count: 32622

Summary: The story is set in the mid 1300's, but this isn't a gallant knight story: Sir William d'Aurelius is a berserker, a feared warrior who fights in an uncontrollable trance of fury. Though human, he is cursed with a supernatural blood lust. The origins of this curse are mysterious and will affect the life of Lady Elizabeth of Harris, a young woman who offers to marry him after he saves her from rape. But she also has her own secrets, the least of them being her mission to bring down his King.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Rape
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Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 7631

Summary: Angelus is back with a new plan that will change veryone's life forever! Can Spuffy survive?

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 7896

Summary: Set at the beginning of season 2- when Buffy stakes a vampire on patrol one night, she had no idea how her life would change. And when a master vampire shows up in Sunnydale looking for vengeance, the last thing he expects is to find the one thing he needs.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 19 Completed: Yes Word count: 25696

Summary: Set in Season 1. Spike is souled and a good guy. Begins at the end of season 1. Buffy has died and Spike has found her but he cannot revive her. So, he goes and kills the master and makes Willow do a spell to take them back in time. She takes the to the night of the Harvest. Spike and the group remember everything only Buffy doesn't and what happens when the love that Spike once knew with Buffy isn't there?
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1576

Summary: Okay my summarys suk but here we go...Buffy and Spike have been going to the same highschool for years, and have never met even though they share mutal friends....when they finally do meet, sparks fly, if only spike had gotten the pretty blond girls name!
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Buffy/Other
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Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 8375

Summary: Spike has a plan to stop Dracula, but will Buffy accept it? And mostly.. what about the consequences? AU: in this story Dawn doesn’t exist, and Joyce isn’t sick, but she’s away due to work. WARNING: This is a story of a dark seduction, and there’s A LOT of bloodplay, so if you easily get squeamish.. don’t read it!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Parody Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
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Chapters: 42 Completed: Yes Word count: 42897

Summary: A seemingly young man stumbles through one of the few cobble-stone streets left in Prague, a light dusting of snow blankets the ground, although he pays neither it nor the cold any mind. It has been almost a year since he lost her; a year since he's followed one dead end lead after the other. There is never any form of release, for life's nightmares follow him into the world of unconscious, sending him blissfully torturous dreams of her. Always of her…
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 4643

Summary: *Updated!* Buffy has picked on Spike for years of high school, blackening his very existence and making life hell. The skittish little guy just takes everything she throws at him and bottles it up. He has, amazingly, found love for her, despite her harassment and valley girl persona. But when Spike’s parents split, he decides to make a few changes, one of which includes having her. All human; set in high school; really angsty at times.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 27 Completed: No Word count: 63235

Summary: Spike and Dru are captured after the attack in Prague
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 24866

Summary: or, For the Vampire Who Lost Everything. Spike and Buffy have to save Angel from the worst birthday present ever.
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Genres: Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 9303

Summary: Season 4 Spike comes back into town but quickly dumps Harm and decides on a strategy to stop Buffy from interfering with his plans, but what's a poor vamp to do when he starts enjoying his teasing too much? Even worse, when the Slayer decides she's got plans of her own for him?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 2654

Summary: Dark futurefic. Buffy has been missing for several years. When Spike goes to find her, he’s in for a very deep shock.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
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Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 7613

Summary: Hank Summers is caught embezzling from Spike while Spike has eyes for his daughter, Buffy
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
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Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 34492

Summary: Buffy and Co own an estate agency and 'kindly' offers to take a client to see a supposedly haunted mansion on the out skirts of Sunnydale.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
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Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 2584

Summary: **This is kind of a sequal to "My Lover" ** Buffy finds out what Spike has been doing season 6. Buffy POV
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 91

Summary: Buffy Summers moves in to a five bedroom house for her first year at UC Sunnydale. She meets Spike and there's an instant attraction, but his dark past and her own insecurities may keep them apart.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
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Chapters: 39 Completed: Yes Word count: 136761

Summary: A young woman goes looking for revenge and finds more than she bargained for… (set in an alternate season 2)
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 49 Completed: Yes Word count: 121638

Summary: set 4 years after season 6 (season 7 did not happen). Spike did not return to SunnyDale after his trip to Africa. Now, in NYC, Spike reunites with someone he never expected to see again. With a new (or perhaps not so new) evil on the rise Spike is thrown into a world of deceit; a world where everything is not quite as it seems. Can evil be forgiven? Even if it can ... should it?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 10441

Summary: Response to Challenge #195 at BSV. Early Season Four, Giles finds an ancient ritual that may solve their problem of what to do with the recently chipped, but not-so-harmless William the Bloody...but Buffy gets a bit more than she bargained for in the process....
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 109 Completed: Yes Word count: 335000