Home | New/Updated | Completed | Authors | Titles | Search | Sweet Temptation | TopTen | Betas | Challenges | Tools | Chat | Help | Login If I Had to Do It All Over Again by Shaddyr Entire Story 1 7 Reviews This fic is not for the squeamish. It addresses Evil!Spike as alluded to by Spike this season in "Never Leave Me". "Cuz it's no fun if they don't cry..." a/n-DO NOT READ if rape fic makes you queasy. Makes me queasy and I wrote it. Set in Season 4. What if in "Wild at Heart", Spike had never been nabbed by the Initiative, and he and Buffy had fought? Dark fic. CHARACTER DEATH Season 4 Rating: NC-17 - Genre: Drama, Angst - Warning: Character Death, Rape/Attempted, Rape/Actual Words: 5715 - Updated: 09/30/2005 06:03 pm Disclaimer If you are under the age of 17, please use your head and do not read fics that are labeled "NC-17". Parents, I cannot control what your children are reading, so please be advised that the majority of the fics archived here are NOT suitable for those under the age of 17. I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer and I am in no way making any profit from this site. This is for pure entertainment purposes only. 2004 copyright-bringonthebloodshed.com