"Secrets & Lies"

Author: Gia
Email: gia@everysixseconds.com
Notes: Angel's comments are somewhat of an hommage to "As Good As It Gets" albeit unintentionally since I've not seen the movie. *g* And just for reference, I've read tons of romance novels in my life so I wouldn't be surprised if there's an occasional similiarity from authors such as Jude Deveraux, Johanna Lindsey, Beatrice Small, Susan Johnson, Stephanie Laurens, Heather Graham and no doubt others that I can't even remember their names. *g*
Curiously enough (so much so that it’s worth noting here) there actually is an "Angelus Funeral Home" in Los Angeles, but I choose not to use this one since it was a little *too* coincidental. Think Angel wouldn’t have opened an envelope of *that* name had he come across it while snooping through Buffy’s things? Exactly…
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"Damn you to hell!" Cordelia cried, flinging the dark orb at Nikkos as she turned and bolted for the door as if the hounds of hell were nipping at her heels.

Nikkos caught the flying object easily, chuckling at the look of fear and horror on the dyed blonde’s face as she raced for the exit.

The chuckle turned to a hearty burst of laughter as the door slammed hard, shaking on its hinges and rattling the chime loudly. The glass shuddered and threatened to break under the force, even though it was magically reinforced to withstand a variety of attacks, both natural and supernatural.

Nikkos picked up the phone and returned to the caller who had been put on ‘hold’. If Cordelia had looked carefully she would have noticed that it had actually been on speakerphone.  Still smiling, he chuckled into the phone. "So, Angel? You catch any of that?"


Buffy muttered a few choice curses under her breath as she hauled the heavy box the short way down the street and to the car. What the hell had Angelus bought at Wicked Pleasures? What had he been doing in a lingerie shop anyway?  Something Angel had said about Angelus and his plans to ‘get her back’ stirred vaguely in her mind and she wondered for the briefest second if there was some connection before she shrugged it away.

Lifting the heavy box, she set it in the trunk next to the broadsword and axe that Angel had left in there and then closed the lid with a slam. Opening that up later should prove most interesting…

Placing her bag of lingerie in the back seat next to her other purchases, Buffy re-locked the car and once more made her way down the street to her original destination, Magos Exousia.

The honking of horns drew her attention and she glanced up to see a bright yellow jeep roar away from the curb just two blocks down, the tires squealing as the driver cut off the oncoming traffic in an apparent haste to leave.

Buffy shook her head. LA drivers.


Nikkos smiled in recognition as the door opened and Buffy stepped through.

Cupping his hand over the mouthpiece of the phone, he called out in friendly welcome. "Buffy! Buffy Summers! What brings you to Los Angeles?"

"Pleasure, actually. I’m on a bit of a vacation." Buffy returned his smile as she approached, hugging him as he stepped around the counter to meet her.

"And a long overdue vacation that would be, no doubt. Here, let me look at you." Holding out one hand, he twirled her around. Against his shoulder, he thought he could hear the faint sound of Angel growling through the phone.

Nikkos’s perceptive blue eyes missed nothing as they took in the sunny smile on her face, the sparkle in her mossy green eyes and, despite the collar of her jacket, the recent bite mark and fading purple bruise surrounding it. He suppressed a frown; Angel had obviously been impatient to reclaim his mate. A little too impatient, perhaps. In their phone conversation thus far, Angel had not admitted that things had already progressed to this point with Buffy.  Nikkos sighed resignedly; he hoped that the vampire had at least given serious consideration to his warning before he had acted.

"You look radiant, darling. Absolutely, positively glowing. Want to tell me what – or who – has put that sparkle in your eyes and the blush on your cheeks?"  He teased, his smile widening to a grin at the color heightening on Buffy’s pink cheeks. His concern was lessening somewhat at the obvious signs of her happiness.

"It wouldn’t happen to have anything to do with a certain tall, dark and brooding vampire that resides in Los Angeles now, would it?"  He knew Angel could hear him, but it amused him to tease the vampire about his mate in any way he could. 

Looking up into Nikkos’s kindly blue eyes, Buffy took a deep breath before she answered simply, "Yes."  She wasn’t surprised that he knew; even if he hadn’t simply guessed knowing her amorous history as he did, the world in which they moved was small and certainly news about Slayers and certain vamps traveled fast.

"I need to talk to you." Buffy said quietly, glancing around the shop to ensure that no one was within range of hearing her words. "About the spell."

Nikkos studied her carefully, a concerned expression on his face. "You want to know why it broke."

"Yes." The blonde Slayer replied nodding her head almost imperceptibly.

"Okay then my dear. We’ll talk. I’ll make us some tea and it’ll be just like old times." Nikkos gestured toward the rooms in the back, "Let me just finish this call, chase out the few lingering window shoppers and I’ll be right along. Want to put some water on?"

Buffy nodded and made her way back to the warlock’s small apartment.  As she put the small kettle on the stove, she was reminded that her life had changed once before in this small room. Would it change again?


Her arms loaded with packages, Buffy unsteadily turned the knob on the door and pushed it open with her knee. She carried the grocery bags into the kitchen and sat them on the table, then returned to the car three more times to retrieve her other purchases of the day and Angelus’s box.

As she closed the door behind her, she couldn’t help but notice how sparkling clean the house was now. There was no sign of any dust or cobwebs whatsoever. The hardwood floors gleamed richly, the stained glass window sparkled brightly leaving an impressive jewel pattern on the floor. Even the sage green couch appeared to have been thoroughly swept free of any lingering dust.

She smiled. Angel must have worked hard today. Upstairs, she could hear the sound of the shower running.  Returning to the kitchen, she unpacked the groceries that she had bought on her last stop before returning to the house. 

The blood from the butcher when straight to the fridge, alongside the various grocery items that he’d put on the list for her that morning.  She made a face at the eggplant and put it in the fridge next to the other vegetables. She had no idea how to pick one of those out, even less of an idea what Angel intended to do with it and she wasn’t at all certain that it was something she wanted to eat. The cookie-dough-fudge-mint-chip ice cream that went into the freezer hadn’t been on the list. It had been an impulse buy from a distant fuzzy memory from her stay in heaven. Maybe she could even convince him to let her eat it off his chest again and she could experience it for herself first hand…

Tucking Angelus’s box in the closet and picking up the packages that she had left at the bottom of the stairs, she carried them up to their room. Their room. Buffy said the words in her mind, rolling them around and delighting in the sound. Their. Room. She smiled, enjoying those two small words more than she had ever thought possible. With Nikkos’s information about the spell and his reassurances about her life and about Angel’s affections she was even more optimistic that they would somehow manage to muddle through and make this thing called a relationship work.

Putting away the last of her purchases before Angel would see them, wanting to save them for just the right moment, Buffy turned in the direction of the bathroom door. The shower had stopped just seconds earlier.

With an impish smile on her face, she opened the bathroom door and stepped inside.  She knew that he could sense her presence just as she could feel him. Those feelings, those pangs of familiarity, of connection between them had returned with a vengeance now that the spell was broken. Of course, she thought with a slight pout, with his other vamp senses he probably even heard her moving around downstairs or picked up on her scent as soon as she entered the house.

Angel stood with his back to her, wrapping his hips in a black towel after drying off briskly.  Her eyes were drawn to the dark ink of the Gryphon tattoo on his back and she felt an overwhelming desire to lick away the small droplets of water that clung to it and to his shoulder blades.

Closing the door behind her quietly, she leaned against it for a moment and absorbed the sight of him: powerful and potent and overwhelming. Intoxicating tremors of desire swept through her much like the champagne she consumed earlier with Mona, spinning her head and heating her blood.

Sensing her presence behind him, Angel turned to face her. "Hey." Pleasure at seeing her inundated his senses without the slightest delay, but a second later a voice in his head reminded him to be less desperately happy and more wary. Why had she gone to see Nikkos?

"Hey yourself." Buffy walked up and peeked around the glass block wall of the shower that separated the enclosure from the rest of the room. The bathroom had been remodeled in the last few years, a tall shower in deep blue mosaic tile surrounded by thick glass block on one end, a large Jacuzzi tub with room for two in an alcove on the other.

"Someone was busy today."  Buffy murmured playfully, turning back to face her lover as he watched her intently.

His gaze was shuttered, uncertain of her mood or the result of her conversation with Nikkos. The warlock had adamantly assured him that he would not use any magic on her or for her, but Angel hadn’t been so sure that the blue-eyed sorcerer would have been able to withstand any of Buffy’s pleas had that been what she really wanted.

"Yes." Angel replied noncommittally, his concentration on his tenuous self-control. He wanted to grab her and shake her, he wanted to kiss her senseless and he wanted to demand that she tell him why she had gone to see Nikkos. Had he done something – or not done something – to assure her that he was serious about their relationship this time?  Was there something more that he should have said or done to convince her that he was wildly in love with her and would never leave her again?  Was the thought of being in love with him such a frightening thing to her that she would rather be without it?

"Squeaky clean." She smiled, interrupting his thoughts and running her fingertips along the now clean counter before stepping directly in front of him. Her eyes, shining brilliant green and happy, met his.

He studied her carefully. There were no changes with her or her attitude that he could detect. His fear dropped a notch yet he still watched her carefully.

Buffy wondered about the apprehensive expression on his face as she traced the arch of his brow with her fingertip. She had a sudden urge to clasp his head to her breast, to soothe away his worries and fears, whatever they may be.  Her eyes dropped to his lips and then lower to his bare chest and she shivered slightly, the idea of comforting him replaced with a stronger and more carnal emotion.

Her eyes flitted up to his briefly again. Maybe she could find a way to distract him from his worries, at least for a little while. With a slow teasing smile, she leaned forward and licked a drop of water from his chest, just above his pebbled nipple. "Mmm. Clean Angel."

He almost jumped at the next swipe of her tongue, directly on his nipple. She laved it gently, rolling her tongue around it with teasing slowness before whispering softly against his skin, "Definitely squeaky clean here."

His skin was slightly warm from the hot shower, yet her touch felt infinitely warmer. He stood completely still, mesmerized by the feel of her soft tongue against his skin and the warm, affectionate look in her eye.

"What about…" With an almost hungry look, Buffy’s gaze roved over his chest. Her palms came up to rest on his waist as her eyes shot up to him in a quick seductive glance. Leaning forward again, she licked a slow path across his chest stopping when she reached his other tan nipple and treating it to the same delicious pleasure. "Here?"

"Mmmm…" Her head moved lower, tracing his ribs then his abdomen. "Or, here?"

Angel closed his eyes as the tension seemed to drain from his body with each small lave of her tongue on his flesh. Her voice seemed to drift around him, caressing him with loving whispers as she slowly moved, exploring every inch of his torso. Instant need raced along his every nerve at her touch.

Slipping behind him, she licked the water droplets from his back with languid patience then she traced his tattoo with her fingers then her lips then again with her tongue.  Her hands slid around his waist, caressing his stomach as she pressed her warm cheek to the cool skin of his back. Desire was coiling in the pit of her stomach, flame-hot and spreading with every beat of her heart.

Gently unclasping her hands from his waist, Angel turned to face her. 

"Welcome home." He murmured softly as he drew her into his arms, bending his head slightly to brush a gentle kiss across her lips.

Prolonging the kiss by pressing her lips firmly against his, she lifted her arms to his shoulders and rose up to her toes, sliding the quivering fullness of her breasts against his bare chest and delighting in the abrasive pleasure as she rubbed the taut peaks against him. Despite the layers of her clothing between them, she could feel him against her acutely. Her nipples tingled and firmed even more as the pleasurable ache intensified.

Her lips parted beneath his with a slow melting sigh and she wiggled slightly in an attempt to get even closer to him. The clean scent that was pure Angel washed over her as he filled her senses, overwhelming her mind and body with his physical presence. Buffy sighed softly into his mouth at the familiar touch of his hands on her back, the cool heavy weight stroking gently and holding her to him.

With a soft groan, Angel changed the slant of his head and slipped his tongue into her mouth, tasting, licking, and twining with hers in a sensuous pattern of penetration and withdrawal. One hand slid under her sweater to caress the warm smooth skin along her spine as he forced her head back with the intensity of his kiss. His other hand tangled in her hair as he reached up to hold her securely under the pressure of his lips.

While his mouth ate at hers, tasting the sweet mint and tangy champagne flavor of her, he gently accommodated her body to his, easing her up to fit more snugly against his unmistakable erection. He wondered briefly where she had been that she had had champagne, but the thought drifted away as she lifted her leg, rubbing his calf with hers in a sinuous caress.

"I missed you," Angel whispered quietly, lifting his head a fraction to allow Buffy to catch her breath.

"I can tell." Buffy replied, her smile playful. Her hips undulated against him in a slow inducement of promised pleasure. Even bare foot, he towered over her, lean, powerful and fit. He was so beautiful, she thought as she looked up into his dark eyes, eyes that were touched with a predatory wildness that thrilled her beyond measure.

"Do you want your surprise?"

"Yes." His hand on her back slipped down to her the swell of her behind, cupping the firm flesh in his large hand and arching her back even further. He nuzzled her ear as he squeezed the cheek of her bottom drawing her into him tightly. Buffy let out a soft gasp of pleasure, her lashes dropping marginally as his arousal surged against her. 

"Now or later?" She murmured, brushing his throat with soft nipping kisses, her fingers playing in the soft short hairs at the nape of his neck.

"Depends." Angel whispered as he straightened and released her, reaching for the buttons on her sweater in one smooth move.  When he slid the soft cotton down her arms he bent and kissed the healing bite on the smooth curve of her neck.  A rush of throbbing passion swept through her at the touch of his lips on the bite mark and she trembled, clutching at his hair and closing her eyes.

He lifted his head and looked down at her face, feeling a perverse thrill that his bite seemed to be an erotic pleasure point for her. He gently untangled her arms from his neck as he pushed her sweater off.

"On?" Buffy opened her eyes and smiled as she let the sweater drop to the floor behind her before returning her arms to their earlier position around his neck. Reaching up, she ran her hands through the damp spiky locks of his dark hair.  She loved the soft, thick unruly mass.

"What it is." He returned her smile, gratified to have his golden goddess home, with him. Bending slightly he swept her back into his arms and buried his face in her neck, content to hold her for a moment, relishing her nearness, the feel of her tiny body pressed tightly to his.

Nikkos’s words to her – that true love should not be denied, that it was rare and precious and should be reveled in with one’s entire spirit and heart and soul – suddenly echoed in her mind. How many years would she be able have the simple pleasure of being held in his arms? Slayers didn’t live long lives and they’d already wasted so much time.

"Angel…"

Lifting his head, he looked down at Buffy in the bright light of the bathroom. Their faces were very close, his forehead nearly touching hers. Buffy’s green eyes staring up at him were wide and deep green and almost frightened.

"I-I love you." She murmured softly, her voice thick with emotion. "I really love you. More than I ever thought possible."

It was the first time in more years than he cared to remember that he had heard those words from her and his own emotions surged with a ferocious intensity. He wanted to laugh, to cry, to shout with triumphant joy all at once. The fear that he had been unknowingly holding on to dissolved in a rapid exhalation of breath. He had underestimated how important those little words were to him, how much he had been waiting to hear them from her again. How much it mattered.

His hand came up and lightly brushed her cheek, the Claddagh ring he wore glinting in the light. "I love you too, sweet, with all my heart."

"Don’t ever leave me," She breathed on a soft exhalation, burying her face in the curve of his neck, "please."  She hated the almost desperate plea in her voice, yet was powerless to prevent it. No one had ever affected her as deeply as he did. No one had touched her heart the way he had from the first moment she had seen him. No one could hurt her as much as he could.

"Never, love…" Angel lifted her head gently and tenderly touched her lips with his. The desperate plea in her voice nearly brought tears to his eyes, forcing him to swallow hard to hold them back. "I’ll always be with you, Buffy, I promise. Now until forever."

"Promise?"  Buffy demanded as the tremor of fear that flared began to subside. She could set aside what had happened between them in the past, but the pain would not easily be forgotten even after all these years.

"I promise," He murmured, his lips brushing hers, "and if I ever give you any reason to think otherwise…" He kissed her then, a slow heated kiss that curled her toes and chased away all but the most stubborn lingering doubt in her mind about his feelings. Planting a last soft kiss on her lips, he finished with a small smile, "You can take a stake to me."

Buffy studied his face for a moment as if searching for the truth. With a small smile, she stretched up on her toes and slid her tongue along the upper curve of lip, whispering teasingly, "Deal."

Returning her smile, he kissed her. It was a sweet, tender kiss, a reaffirmation of love.

"But for tonight," She murmured softly, pushing away from him and stepping back. Reaching behind her, she unhooked her lavender lace bra and dropped it to the floor. Her skirt followed along with her dainty lace panties and shoes. "I have a much better idea."

Reaching out, she tugged the towel lose from his hips and dropped it to the floor next to her clothing.

"I want to touch you." Buffy whispered in a soft breathy voice, her eyes drinking in his lithe, muscled body and rampant erection with undisguised eagerness. Her small pink tongue darted out and licked her lips. Her voice was husky purr, "To taste you."

Standing completely still, Angel quietly waited as Buffy dropped to her knees in front of him. When her lips touched him, her tongue licking across the swollen crest of his erection, his eyes closed and his hands slid into her hair. Her hands stroked his thighs, her hair gently caressing his lower body as she moved her head up and down in a slow deliberate rhythm. Taking her time and concentrating on his pleasure, she licked and nibbled, at turns sucking him deep into her mouth and throat before releasing him to run her tongue across the sensitive tip.  Opening his eyes he looked down at her, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.  He watched every plunging movement as she took him deep into her mouth, moving with lingering slowness until finally the exquisite sensations broke his tenuous control and he released his cool seed into her mouth.

His eyes were heavy-lidded when he looked down at her a long minute later. "Was that my surprise?" he asked in a soft murmur, a contented smile playing on his lips.

Licking her lips like a cat enjoying a taste of cream, Buffy’s heavy-lashed eyes opened and her gaze lifted to his face from her position on the floor at his feet. "Part of it..." She breathed softly, still wanting him with an insistent pulse of desire that hummed through her senses and went directly to her wet, heated core. 

Bending, he lifted her with one arm and turned, swinging them around and placing her on the edge of the counter. Nudging her legs, he parted them and stepped forward sliding his palms up her thighs.

"But now you want something?" He whispered huskily, bending his head to kiss the curve of her neck. Already he was hard again, hard and aching with want as if he had not just climaxed moments ago.

Buffy’s breathing quickened at the touch of his fingers near the damp apex of her thighs and her legs parted wider, inviting him in. His fingers swept over her wet cleft with deft expertise and pleasure flooded her mind in blissful waves. One long finger slipped inside her and she crooned softly, arching against him and wanting more. With his hands on her body all thoughts fled from her mind. She could no longer think, she could only feel. His lean fingers moved inside her, stroking deeply with the controlled expertise and dexterity of an artist, pushing her ever closer to the edge of ecstasy. 

"I love you," She sighed softly, reaching up to pull his head down to hers. Her voice was ripe with passion as her lips met his, informing him with a heated demand, "and I need you. Now." When her tongue invaded his mouth, softly demanding, his arm encircled her, pulling her roughly into the hard strength of his body.

He felt her breath hitch in his mouth as he entered her in one swift thrust before closing his eyes against the lust consuming his brain. He forced away the ramming mentality screaming through his mind, along with his demons lewd comments.

"Angel…" Buffy mewled softly, arching her back to sink down on him further as her arms tugged at him, wanting him closer, deeper, harder. Heat spiraled upward through her body, along with unbridled longing. "Please…"

"Slow, baby," Angel murmured, withdrawing gently and rocking forward again to glide inside her with exquisite slowness.

"Angelll… now."

Her next breath was an explosive sigh as her vampire lover capitulated, giving in to her demands and burying himself in the hot, silky, sweetness of her body with increasingly hard and rapid strokes. He flexed his hips and thighs, thrusting with barely controlled strength as her tight channel clenched around him. He kissed her then and she kissed him back wildly, lost to everything but the sensations pounding through her veins in a primitive, driving rhythm keeping time with his thrusts.

"I love you." She breathed against his ear just as her first explosive climax washed over her. She clung to him, melted around him and he reached between them to find the swollen nub of her clitoris, working her with gentle expertise to keep her on the edge of ecstasy before reigniting the fires of her passion as she undulated her hips against him.

He matched her tempo as she wrapped her strong legs around his hips and braced her hands on his shoulders and rode him hard with a fevered eagerness that would not be denied. She was erotic, wild and unrestrained. With her arms laced around his neck, she arched into him as reality melted away into oblivion, as pleasure inundated her every sense and nerve, until at long last she shuddered around him with a high keening cry that echoed throughout the room. Unable to hold off any longer, Angel poured into her with his own soul-stirring, tumultuous climax.

When he carried her to their bed a long while later, he made love to her again as if it were for the first time: with infinite patience, exquisite tenderness and unending love. Their kisses were sweet and slow and languid, each one powerfully etched in their hearts and minds.

Between kisses, he told her in soft whispers of her beauty, of his love for her and his visions for their future. When he finished his litany, his expression was tender and solemn and Buffy had tears in her eyes from the intensity of her emotion. She kissed him then with a desperate hunger before telling him of her love for him with whispered words against his lips.  Unlike the earlier storm of their passion, their lovemaking this time was slow and sweet and gentle.

After, when the delicious pleasure had hushed to a sated calm, Angel lay next to her on their bed with an overwhelming contentment running through his languorous senses and a low purr rumbling in his chest. He wondered briefly how he could experience such perfect happiness, such flawless, complete and boundless love and still have his soul intact much less not burst into a thousand small bits of ash.

Just before her eyes drifted shut in dreamy abandonment, Buffy had a lurching moment of jealousy, watching him lie next to her, his eyes closed in contentment. He was too perfect and too sinfully beautiful and she thought with envy of the many times Cordelia must have seen him like this …  But then, he had never loved Cordelia, never really loved her for more than a friend or a sister perhaps, he had even said so. In the peaceful bower of their bed, the unexpected surge of envy slowly began to dissipate.

"Love you." She murmured softly, drowsing against his shoulder. She somehow knew, with sudden unquestionable certainty, that it had never been like this between Angel and Cordy. Never. Nikkos was right. What she and Angel shared was rare and precious.

"I love you, Buffy."

After a few minutes of silence, Angel whispered against her hair, "I’ll give you everything." She deserved the treasures of the world for the love that she had brought into his life, for the joy that simply being with her gave him. "Anything your heart desires, love, it’s yours."

Buffy’s lashes fluttered against his skin as her eyes opened with his soft words. Her luminescent green eyes met his deep golden brown ones.

"I only want you." She murmured softly, closing her eyes again and snuggling closer and twining around him, her face buried in the crook of his neck, her arm across his chest and her leg over his thigh.

"You have me, love," He replied, his eyes closing as he pulled the thick comforter from the floor and settled it over them, "always."

She smiled in her sleep, content.


It was just after eleven p.m. and Buffy nibbled on the remains of the grilled chicken breast and steamed vegetables that Angel had cooked for her while she waited for him to dress and join her downstairs. She had teased him endlessly about cooking while wearing only a pair of black silk charmeuse pajama bottoms, to which Angel good-naturedly teased her back about the appropriateness of high-heeled sandals for slaying.

She looked up when she sensed him standing in the doorway and her mouth dropped open in surprise.

"Uh, these were in some of the things that I- that Angelus left here. Other than the pants I’ve been wearing for three days that can almost stand on their own and the pajamas that you saw earlier, this is all I’ve got."  Angel stated uncomfortably as she continued to stare, her mouth agape.  Meanwhile, Angelus began to chortle with glee. Told you so! Told you so! Told you she loved them!

"I’m going to have to make a trip to the hotel to pick up some things."

"Uh, you look…" Buffy stammered, her eyes drinking in the sight of her lover. He was dressed in all black, from the silk shirt he wore to the leather pants. A black leather belt circled his waist, clasped with a silver buckle embossed with a Celtic design. She cleared her throat, forcing out the rest of her sentence, "uh, great."  Which, to Buffy’s mind, was the understatement of the century. He looked somewhere just on the other side of magnificent. God, if only she could get him to wear those more often. A familiar bolt of lust shot through her and she clenched her thighs together. Despite the many times they had made love this afternoon and despite the touch of lingering soreness between her legs, she wanted him. Now.

As the delicate scent of her arousal tickled his nostrils, Angelus once more howled with lust and laughter. Angel glanced at her speculatively, a slow smile crossing his features.  Okay, so you were right this time. He mentally acknowledged his demon and stepped forward as Buffy stood. It’s too bad you don’t get to reap any of the benefits. You can watch though. Angel finished with a mental smirk, ignoring Angelus’s angry and expletive laden response.

With shaky fingers Buffy placed her dishes in the sink. So he’s wearing leather pants. So what? They’re just pants. Just … leather… pants. Okay, so he looks great in them. Great? What I am saying? Great. He looks absolutely totally fuckable in them. Steady, Buffy. Patrol first, then…

Angel’s arms slipped around her waist from behind and he dropped a kiss on her shoulder effectively interrupting her thoughts. "You look great yourself."

Without thinking, Buffy rocked back on her heels and ground her bottom into his groin. Splaying one hand on her stomach, Angel held her against him. Thought you were going on patrol, Angelus snidely commented. Whatever. Angel mentally replied, considering revising his plans with Buffy pressed so tightly against him.

Knowing that Angel had to be stir crazy from being in the house all day and not wanting him to think she was some sort of lust-crazed nympho, Buffy took a deep breath to calm her racing senses and then turned around in his arms.

"So…" She cleared her throat and looked down at her outfit, searching for a distraction. Holding out her arms she questioned flirtatiously, "You like?"

Angel’s looked her up and down, his heated gaze roving over her and taking in the form-fitting, pale purple top, the short black mini-skirt and the black high-heeled boots. 

"Isn’t that skirt a little short? For patrolling?" He frowned slightly, his eyes riveted to the sight of her exposed tanned thighs. "It’s still cold out, even if it is LA."

"It’s the style. And besides, you’ve seen me in less." Buffy smiled, wrapping her arms around his waist again. She couldn’t seem to stop touching him. The table was close… Maybe she could just lean over it and he could…

Angel grunted softly. Just because *he* had didn’t mean he wanted anyone else to see, well, any part of her.

"Besides, honey, I thought you’d like it." She pouted slightly at his continued frown, forcing her thoughts away from the lascivious activities she had almost begun to envision that they could pursue on the table. "I bought it today just for you."

"I love it, sweetheart. I just…" he grumbled, suddenly feeling very old fashioned and prudish at the moment. Of course he loved it, just as he had always loved seeing her patrol in those short skirts that she always used to wear…  The table was close… he could just lift her up on it and flip that little bit of nothing up to her waist…

Okay. Patrol. With effort, he forced himself to drop his arms and take a step backward while running the reminder through his mind that they were going out on patrol. A quick, short patrol, he thought, his eyes once more drifting to her bare legs. He turned on his heel and walked to the closet to get their coats. If he didn’t take her out patrolling with him as he had promised before they left Sunnydale, she might think he wasn’t intending to keep his word. No matter how much he wanted to take her back to bed... or the table... he had to see this through.

Buffy’s eyes lingered on the snug fit of the leather on his ass and thighs as he crossed the room. She sighed softly. Maybe she could talk him into a quick, short patrol. Maybe just the surrounding neighborhood…

"You just what?" She teased, reaching out to take her coat from his hand when he walked back toward her.

"I just don’t want you to catch cold." Angel mumbled, knowing the excuse was feeble but it was the best he could come up with without sounding priggish.

"If I get cold, then you can keep me warm. You have your big long coat on." Buffy slipped on her leather jacket, pulling her hair from the collar and tossing it over her shoulder as she reached for her bag.

Angel eyed her briefly before following her to the door. That comment did not help cool his ardor at all. A quick patrol just down to the nearby cemetery and back. It’d take an hour, max. Then they could be back here and …

Buffy cast an impatient look at him over her shoulder before stepping out the door.

Sighing heavily, he flipped off the light switch and followed her out into the dark night.


Angel crossed his arms over his chest and watched as Buffy punched the vamp she was fighting, sending him flying backward into the crumbling tombstone behind them. He hadn’t realized how much he missed this: watching her, fighting alongside her. He grimaced slightly at the brief view of her lacy panties that was revealed when she whirled into a graceful roundhouse kick and slammed the fledgling into the tombstone again before pulling out her stake and driving it straight into the vampire’s chest.

With a smug smile, Buffy dusted her hands off and walked over to where her lover stood waiting for her by the tall crypt.  "That’s two for me."

"I missed this." He smiled at her, holding out his hand. She returned his smile and took his hand as they walked toward the entrance of the small cemetery.

"Missed what?" Buffy questioned, peering into the dark intently as was her usual habit when out hunting for creatures of the night.

"Patrolling with you, watching you fight," Angel replied, squeezing her hand as they rounded the corner. "Getting a glimpse of your little lacy underpants…"

"Just a glimpse?" She asked, her voice light and teasing.

With a sudden preternaturally fast movement, he swept her into his arms. His voice was husky against her ear, "Or maybe a feel…"

He backed her into the marble wall of the crypt behind her, his lips finding hers in a demanding, heated kiss as memories of nights spent together in the distant past crept into both of their minds. Nights spent kissing, exploring each other with greedy mouths and impatient hands. Nights when he taught her about passion, learning her body and teaching her to respond to him. He had shown her pleasures beyond her imagination, yet despite the breath-taking, earth-shattering orgasms he had orchestrated in her, when he left her each night at her house with a chaste kiss she had still shivered with longing, wanting something more of him. It wasn’t until her seventeenth birthday that she found out exactly what it was that she had been wanting from him…

A branch cracked in the dark somewhere off in the distance and Angel reluctantly broke off their kiss and raised his head. Looking in the direction of the sound, the tall vampire cocked his head as if searching for a scent on the breeze.

Buffy felt a low rumbling growl from Angel’s chest, and she glanced up at his face, running her hand soothingly along his arm as she peered over his shoulder.

"What is it?" Buffy whispered, unable to ascertain the source of the tingling she was now beginning to feel. It was another vamp most likely, but that didn’t explain Angel’s peculiar behavior.

"Connor." Angel murmured in reply, dropping his arms from Buffy just as a dark flash seemed to disappear over the far wall.  Without a word between then in regards to a plan or strategy, Angel bolted after his son and Buffy made a hard right for the cemetery entrance.

Reaching the exterior wall, Buffy darted through the gate and leaned casually against the wall. She heard fast running footsteps around the corner to her left, but she stayed in position, calmly examining her fingernails. Her casual demeanor belied her readiness to stop whoever or whatever it was that was racing toward her.

Connor had never expected to find his father in the old cemetery, much less with Buffy and the two of them making out like a couple of teenagers. Buffy’s blonde hair stood out like a beacon in the dark night, which was how he had easily spotted them immediately after climbing over the wall. In an angry panic, he fled, uncertain if either of them had spotted him.

Originally he had come looking for the vampire out of concern. He knew that his father tended to take himself off alone and brood when things were wrong; certainly, things with Cordelia would fall into that category now. He also wanted to know what was going on. Had Angel found Cordelia?  Or now that he was back with Buffy, did he no longer care?

He had known that his father wasn’t staying at the Hyperion since he’d been there several times, and he wasn’t staying with the rest of the AI team at the Four Seasons - which led Connor to suspect that perhaps the address for the house in Santa Monica that he had found in father’s things might be where he could find him. He’d been on his way there when he heard noises in the cemetery and so had slipped over the fence to investigate… which is when he had spotted them.

Connor glanced behind him over his shoulder. Seeing nothing, he slowed to a jog and turned the corner, only to stop short as he came face to face with Buffy. She now stood in the center of the sidewalk, having pushed away from the wall when he rounded the corner.

"What are you doing here?" Connor spat jealously. Would his father always have someone in his life that was more important than he was?

"She’s on vacation."

Connor whirled around as his father dropped silently from the fence to the sidewalk behind him. 

"But I think the question is what are *you* doing *here*?" Angel asked calmly, adjusting his coat collar as he walked toward them.

"I was looking for you." The young man replied petulantly, glancing at Buffy then back at Angel. His father looked more like Angelus than the man he remembered seeing last. Had he lost his soul? Connor’s eyes shifted back to Buffy suspiciously.

"Does Gunn know that you’re here?" The tall vampire asked quietly, even though he suspected he already knew the answer.

"No." Connor grumbled, looking down at the ground.

"I didn’t think so." Angel sighed, glancing at Buffy briefly before his gaze returned to his son’s face. "You forget how the phone works? Or is there another reason why you didn’t just call?"

"Whatever." Connor spat angrily, casting a dirty look at Buffy before he stalked off. "Like you care anyway."

"Connor, damn it-" Angel called out after his son, his exasperation obvious by the tone of his voice.

"Angel…" Buffy said quietly, touching the tall vampire on the arm. She knew how important his son was to him, how much he wanted to repair their relationship.  She was even willing to give up their idyllic paradise that consisted of just the two of them if it would help. "Go after him. Talk to him. If you want, bring him back to stay with us."

"Thank you." Angel cupped her cheek in his hand. "I love you."

Buffy smiled and held his hand to her face for a brief moment. "I love you. Now go. I’ll meet you back at the house."

"Be careful." His eyes narrowed as he spotted Connor’s retreating back in the distance. "I’ll be back as soon as I can. Alone. It's best that Connor stay at the hotel with the others right now."

He leaned down and kissed her, hesitating. He didn’t want to leave her alone period, much less on the darkened street.

"Go." Buffy ordered, looking at him sternly and pointing in the direction that Connor had gone. "The sooner you go, the sooner you’ll be back." Her eyes swept over him again, memorizing his image in the leather pants. The last thing she wanted was to let him out of her sight tonight, but she knew that he needed to do this. She sighed softly.

Angel pulled her into his arms for one more kiss, this one teasing, sweet and tender.

"Wait up for me?" He couldn’t keep the touch of eagerness out of his voice.

"Only if you promise to bring me…" Buffy’s voice dropped an octave and she ran her hand teasingly over his crotch. Her smile was mischievous, "… a big surprise."


Buffy lounged in the oversized tub, enjoying the relaxing heat of the water and daydreaming of the future with Angel. Already she missed him, his absence from her rare in these last few days.

Dipping down lower into the liquid warmth of tub, she wondered how long he would stay with Connor. Already she wished that he were home beside her. Or rather, home and inside her, she thought with a dreamy smile. Her nerves, her body, all of her senses seemed to be on constant carnal alert and she wondered briefly if such a single-minded focus on passion was normal.

Pulling the stopper on the tub with her toe, Buffy rose and stretched languidly, wrapping herself in the thick cotton towel. After drying off, she slathered her body head to toe with the silky vanilla scented lotion and pulled on Angel’s robe that he had left hanging on the back of the door. She inhaled deeply, drinking in the lingering trace of his scent. It was a cheap substitute for having his arms around her but it would have to do for now.

Glancing at the clock in the bedroom, she saw that it was almost two am. She stirred restlessly.  Angel should be back soon.

She picked up her book and tried to read, but the words were just ink dots on the page. After five minutes of fidgeting she sighed and dropped the book on the nightstand. She wanted Angel.

Suddenly she smiled, recalling the box that belonged to Angelus that was tucked in the closet downstairs. Now there was something to pass the time while she waited for his return. Inspired, she lugged the heavy box up the stairs and sat it on the floor next to the bed.  She carefully peeled back the tape sealing it shut, her eyes widening when she finally pulled back the flap on the box and glanced inside.


The light in the bedroom was still on when Angel returned to the house almost half an hour later. He smiled, pleased that Buffy had waited up for him.

Taking the stairs two at a time, Angel came to an abrupt stop just inside the doorway to the bedroom. His eyes widened and he sucked in an unneeded breath at the resplendent spectacle of his mate’s beauty as she sat in the center of their bed. His gaze swept over her slowly and his lips curved into a smile, his eyes darkening with appreciation and lust.

"Welcome home." Buffy shifted her attention away from the object in her hand and looked up at him with a smile. Wearing a black strapless corset, she sat with her stocking clad legs tucked under her, facing the center of the bed. Her hair was pinned up messily with several jeweled dragonfly clips, the pale green stones decorating the dainty insects’ wings glittering in the light. A thin black velvet choker circled her neck.

"Hello, love," Angel murmured softly, his gait predatory as he advanced slowly into the room. "Had I known what you were planning, I would have been back earlier." That is, if I could even have left.

He was unable to tear his eyes away from her.  He was almost certain he was going to combust and it took several long moments and several unneeded breaths before he noticed anything other than his beautiful and seductively clad mate.  It took him another minute before he was able to focus on exactly what she held in her hand and identify it as a vibrator. A bright red vibrator. His jaw dropped.

Hey! That’s my stuff! Angelus declared with a surprised bark.

At his demon’s loud proclamation of ownership, Angel glanced at the items on the bed with no small amount of trepidation. A coil of gold chains dominated one pile, nearly covering jars of what he assumed to be oils or lubricants although one distinctly said "liquid latex" in big bold letters. On top of the chains, Buffy had placed the red vibrator that she had been holding in her hand alongside another silver, bullet shaped vibrator and a jade cock ring.  Next to that stack of objects, was another similar pile, this one consisting of a string of beads, two sets of nipple clamps and a braided bullwhip. The last group of items was smaller: a ball gag, a metal bar with cuffs at one end and a collar on the other and a particularly vicious looking set of clover clamps.

"Buffy..." Angel stammered slightly, uncertain what to say. He had no idea where she had found the box. He had no real memory of bringing it to the house although he did remember Angelus ordering the things from a shop down on Montana, but that had been years ago. The box hadn’t been in the house today though – he was certain of that. He, or the perhaps the house cleaners that he had hired, would have found it.

"So… this shop I went into today… they had a package of yours. Well, your demon’s anyway." Buffy glanced up at him playfully as she bent down and retrieved the next item from the box at his feet: a black leather riding crop. She looked at it carefully then bent it slightly as if testing its flexibility. She released it and it sprung back to an upright position. Her green eyes met his again as she looked up at him with a wicked gleam in her eye.

 "Uh,-" He struggled for words, a muscle in his cheek twitching. Angelus’ insistent demands to simply ravage her like a plundering barbarian went unheeded. He ran a hand over his eyes trying to compose himself. Thankfully she didn’t seem … offended or disturbed by any of the things she had found, but what must she be thinking of him?

Fully aware of her lover’s discomfiture, Buffy continued airily, a teasing tone in her voice. "The woman who runs the shop – Mona – she was so very sweet. We were talking and, as it turns out, Angelus bought these *very* expensive things from her and so she asked if I would take them, since I ….uh, knew him and well, know you." 

"I see." Angel cleared his throat, "So, uh, what are you doing?"

"I’m sorting them." Buffy replied matter-of-factly. Using the riding crop as a pointer, she gestured to the pile containing the gold chains. "These are yeses."  She paused, smiling up at him. "These are the maybes," she pointed at the stack in the middle which surprisingly contained the braided whip, and these," she paused again, this time frowning and looking up at him with a slight admonishment as she pointed to the remaining group of items, "are the not on your life’s."

Conflicting sensations of lust and embarrassment raced through him. If he could have blushed, he was sure he would have, yet at the same time he was more than a little intrigued, not to mention, turned on. Inside his head, his demon was objecting to her rejection of some of "his" toys and offering lewd suggestions about how best to show her that they would be enjoyable – at least for him.

Staring directly into his dark eyes, she placed the riding crop on her "maybe" pile. Her sparkling green eyes exuded a mischievous sensuality that beckoned to him.

Angel swallowed hard.

Buffy dropped her gaze and reached into the box, this time retrieving a black velvet jewel case. She let out a small gasp as she opened it, exclaiming softly, "Oh, Angel. These are beautiful."

Angel glanced down as Buffy turned the box slightly so he could see what she was looking at.

Inside the box on the crushed black velvet were two delicate gold chains about two inches long with teardrop shaped rubies on each end. Another longer gold chain connected the two just beneath the circular opening at the top. Beneath them, nestled in the black velvet was another item: a "U" shaped clip. At the opening of each end of the clip there were two more strands of the delicate gold chain with three smaller teardrop shaped rubies suspended in a row along each chain.

"Earrings?" She questioned softly as she ran her finger lightly over one of the fine gold chains. She was intrigued by the unique and stunning jewelry. She glanced up at Angel where he stood next to the bed, still unmoving.

"But how do they stay on? And what is this clip thing?"

Angel’s eyebrows lifted at her question and he stared down at the objects in the velvet box, his mind filling with images of Buffy wearing the delicate gold chains with the rich rubies, the gold shimmering richly against her skin, the deep red of the rubies like drops of blood. He felt an immediate and essential need to see her clad in the exotic body jewelry.

With deliberate movements, he reached around her and collected all of the objects strewn on the bed, returning them to the box, which he then pushed aside. Almost as an afterthought, he bent and retrieved the riding crop, placing it on the bed next to her. He then took the jewel box from her hand and sat it down as well before returning his gaze to her face. His dark eyes were intense and Buffy felt a shiver of lust creep along her spine at the way he looked at her. 

In the back of his mind, Angelus was still crowing loudly about "his" stuff and continuing with his apparently unending suggestions. Well it may be your stuff, but I get to play with it and with Buffy. Watch and learn. Angel smirked to his demon and shrugged out of his coat, tossing it onto the nearby chair. Angelus went silent, angry and pouting.

Standing behind her where she sat near the edge of the bed, Angel placed his hands on her bare shoulders.

Buffy felt goose bumps form along her arms at the light touch of his cool fingers stroking her skin, sliding from the nape of her neck to her shoulders then slowly down her arms only to reverse direction, retracing the now tingling path back until he reached the healing mark on her neck. He traced the mark with his fingertips as Buffy closed her eyes and tilted her head, his touch like wildfire to her senses.

"Those aren’t earrings, love." His voice was low, husky and close to her ear. His hands slid down her arms as his lips brushed along the nape of her neck following the path his fingers were making along her skin. He was painfully erect and throbbing, his arousal blatant and straining in the tight leather pants.

"Trust me?"  He questioned in a soft purring whisper, nuzzling the healing mark on her neck.

The black and white Venus pearl earrings swung gently from the lobes of her ears as she turned her head slightly to look at the two objects that sat next to her on the bed. After only a brief pause, she turned her head further in order to see his face. Without hesitation, she nodded.

"Stay there." He murmured against her ear, brushing it with a kiss as his hands dropped from her arms.

Angel moved silently around the room, lighting the tray of scented candles that now sat on the dresser before turning off the lamp and leaving the room dimly cast in a golden glow.

Buffy watched him as he stripped off his shirt and kicked off his shoes. She had always thought him the most beautiful creature, powerful and tall, graceful. So handsome she felt compelled to look at him whenever he was near, as if she hadn’t already committed every detail of his image to memory years ago.

Moving back to the bed and stopping behind her once again, Angel planted kisses along the nape of her neck and her bare shoulders, his hands once more running along her arms, his fingertips grazing her breasts through the black satin. His hands moved over her possessively, as if he couldn’t get enough of the feel of her. He inhaled deeply, savoring the intoxicating scents that encompassed her; the sweet vanilla fragrance that wafted from her skin; the delicious tang of her blood that called to him and her sweet-scented dewy sex, wet with desire.

"Stand up for me, love. Let me see you." Stepping back, he leaned against the wall and waited.

Turning slightly, putting first one foot then the other on the floor, Buffy glanced briefly at the items on the bed next to her before she rose gracefully to her feet. With a tremulous murmur, she gestured to the outfit that she wore, "This was in the box too."

Angel simply nodded, his eyes never leaving the arresting beauty of his mate. He was bewitched by the contrast of her golden innocence with the dark salacious attire she wore.

With his heated eyes watching her intently, Buffy posed for him, twirling in a slow circle as the heat swirling through her belly shot through her veins in a fierce surge of lust.

Her skin fairly gleamed against the black satin corset, the cinched in style minimizing her waist and pushing her breasts up in an almost ostentatious display. The corset laced up both the front and the back, the tightly pulled crisscrossing silk cord tied neatly into bows at the top. A matching black satin garter belt rested just above her hips, the garters framing the rounded curves of her behind and connecting to seamed black stockings. A g-string made of the merest wisp of fabric covered the neatly trimmed curls of her mound, revealing as much as it concealed. Her long muscular legs were exquisitely displayed in the sheer black stockings. Lastly, his eyes dropped to her feet and the shiny black patent leather stiletto heeled pumps encasing them.

His demon’s excellent choice in lingerie could not be denied. 

She was temptation incarnate.

Buffy paused, having come full circle back around to face him. Her eyes shimmered with heated invitation as she stared back at him.

"Touch me." She breathed softly, her words breaking the hushed silence.

Her breathy words pushing him in to action, Angel shoved away from the wall and took a step forward to stand directly in front of her. Bending slightly, he lowered his lips to hers as his arms encircled her waist.

Buffy tilted her head back as his lips settled on hers in a slow, leisurely kiss. His kiss was gentle and unhurried, intended to heighten passion yet not hasten it along to the inevitable conclusion. When she parted her lips under the insistent pressure of his, the velvety caress of his tongue swept into her mouth, exploring and tasting before intertwining with hers. 

Her breathing quickened and Buffy’s hands came up to his arms. She gripped his biceps as his kiss grew more demanding, her mouth opening wider under his as his tongue probed with skillful, assertive insistence.

"Mmm… You feel so good, Angel." She murmured with a breathy sign when he lifted his head slightly to allow her to take a breath. Her hips undulated against him, her high heels allowing the apex of her thighs to meet the hard ridge of his arousal in perfect carnal invitation. 

"You look…" Angel whispered as he brushed his hand over her straining breasts. The plump mounds quivered with her every breath, threatening to spill over the top at any moment.  "…incredible." 

His lips brushed hers lightly with a kiss, "and you taste…" Grasping her gently behind the neck he pulled her to him and kissed her… a deep, heated intrusive kiss that ate at her mouth caused, he noted with satisfaction, her pulse to beat faster and her breathing to change to short, little pants. "…delicious."

His gaze drifted from her closed eyes to her kiss swollen lips, then lower to the healing wound and reformed scar on her neck. He took perverse pleasure in the mark. It was a sign of his ownership, undeniable evidence that she belonged to him, wholly and completely. It reminded him of Buffy’s total acceptance of him. All of him: man and demon.

His fingers splayed over her narrow waist and hip as his other hand moved from her neck to the silken cord tie that held the corset together. With deft fingers, he loosened the fabric until he could ease it away from her body and slip it down past her hips to the floor. After helping Buffy step out of it, he tossed it aside.

He stood for a moment gazing at her, struck once more by her ethereal beauty. His golden Venus. His lover, his mate. 

Reaching up, Angel cupped her bare breast in his palm. His fingertips stroked the outer curve gently as his eyes drifted over her, admiring her lush, opulent curves and satiny flesh in the golden glow of the candlelight.

"I love your breasts." He whispered as his fingertip traced a lazy circle around one jutting nipple.  Taking the peaking crests between his forefingers and thumbs, he squeezed gently then with more pressure, watching as they engorged and hardened even more.

Buffy’s eyes drifted shut, her breathing hushed.

"Perfect, pink hard nipples." Angel whispered, tugging on the taut peaks again. "Do you like it when I touch them?"

Her only reply was a soft moan.

"You have to tell me if you like it, sweet, or I won’t know how to please you." He murmured softly, placing a soft kiss on her neck before tugging on the distended peaks firmly again. "Tell me… Do you like it?"

Her green eyes opened to look at him, her gaze tantalized, restless. "Yeesss…"

Smiling, he bent and flicked his tongue over one rigid nipple barely grazing it with the tantalizing caress.

Buffy shuddered at the delicate touch, her hands lifting to sink into the thick mass of his hair.

Angel shifted slightly, grazing the other taut peak with the same teasing lick.

"Annnggellll…" She whined softly, tugging on his hair in an attempt to draw him closer. Her back arched as she pressed forward, offering herself to him.

"Hm? Did you want something else, love?" He murmured, the query provocative with suggestion. Blowing a cool breath over one firm tip, he asked softly, "Do you want me to suck on your pretty little nipples then? Is that what you want?"

She nodded, unable to find sufficient air to speak and her fingers tightened in his hair.

He slowly drew the rigid jewel of her nipple into his mouth, teasing it with his tongue and teeth for long minutes until Buffy thought she would swoon. When she felt the first gentle sucking pressure of his mouth, a soft gasp escaped her lips. When the gentle sucking pressure increased to forceful pulls, Buffy whimpered at the bewitching rush of pleasure and clutched him tightly, holding him to her breast.

Her pulsed raced and little sounds of pleasure escaped her lips as he licked and sucked, his mouth closing wet and hungry over each cresting tip as he lavished them equally with attention, teasing them into hard arching peaks.

When her nipples were swollen, wet and engorged to his satisfaction, Angel lifted his head and reached for the jewel box on the bed.

Buffy opened her eyes and mewled softly in protest when he pulled away, but watched with fascination as he removed the delicate jewel chains from the box. The dark rubies glittered blood red in the golden candlelight while the delicate chains that held them appeared to be almost liquid gold.  While the chains looked delicate, they were actually designed to be exceedingly strong.

"They’re beautiful." Buffy murmured softly her eyes flitting to Angel’s somewhat nervously.

"You’re beautiful."  He whispered in reply, brushing her lips with a kiss. His gaze moved from her face to the taut peaks of her full breasts. He paused infinitesimally. "Still trust me?"

"Yes." She breathed softly, her nerves tingling in anticipation.

She watched closely as Angel opened the circular fastening at the top of each of the two chains and slipped them around his fingertips. The teardrop shaped ruby swung slightly, suspended from his finger as he slipped the circular opening around one jewel hard nipple.  Buffy gasped when he pulled it closed with a quick jerk, adjusting it to fit tightly before fitting the other jewel on her other breast. The rubies dangled just above her ribs, while the third chain that connected the two dangled between her breasts. The rubies swung gently with each of her breaths, pulling on the snug pressure of the delicate loops and sending shockwaves of pleasure from her nipples through her body straight to her wet, heated core. 

"Does it feel good, baby?" Angel murmured, his dark eyes fixed on her face as his hand toyed with the dangling jewels, flicking them with his fingers so they would swing, tugging on them gently.

"Tell me." He softly prompted, his eyes dropping to the elongated crests of her nipples so erotically adorned with the jewels. They were exquisite on her, just as he had expected them to be.

She inhaled but said nothing, the insinuation in his voice tantalizing. She felt another flood of moisture between her legs, adding to the slippery wetness, her readiness for him. It both excited her and frightened her how much she craved this dominant side of him.

"Talk to me, love." He whispered, flicking the dangling rubies with his fingers once again. He tugged on the suspended chain roughly and Buffy cried out softly at the painfully erotic sensation. "You want more?"

"Yesss…" She purred in a throaty contralto, her lashes fluttering as she opened her eyes. Her hands had slid from his hair to his shoulders were gripping with almost bruising strength.

"Want to try your other jewelry on now, sweet?" He brushed a kiss on each hard, rosy nipple then swirled his cool tongue around each engorged peak before biting down gently. 

Buffy’s breath hitched as she nodded and murmured a barely audible affirmative reply. In the next instant, she gasped loudly as Angel ripped the tiny g-string from her with a quick tug.

"Pretty thing." He murmured softly, tossing it carelessly away. A small smile graced his lips.

"Lie down for me, love," Angel pulled her forward gently as he reached for the last item remaining in the black velvet box. "And spread your legs."

Her breath coming in shallow pants, Buffy slowly laid back on the big bed her legs dangling down the side. She parted her thighs slightly, her muscles tensed in nervous anticipation.  

Standing between her legs, Angel lifted her thighs and propped her feet on the bed. Running his hands slowly along her inner thighs, he eased them apart while savoring the feel of her heated, silken skin beneath his palms.

Buffy’s eyes closed under the riveting sensation of his touch as his fingers brushed over her rosy, swollen vulva. She moaned deep in her throat as the flames of desire licked at her every nerve.

"You’re beautiful, sweetheart." He said quietly as he adjusted the bend of her knees and pushed her thighs further apart, leaving her beautifully and intimately exposed to him.

"So hot and wet for me." The low, husky whisper of his voice drifted over her as his fingers parted her pouty folds, opening her and massaging the pliant flesh with gentle, erotic caresses.

His fingers were cool on her as they danced over the throbbing, engorged nub of her clitoris, rubbing it gently before dipping between her folds to slide inside. Buffy felt a quiver race through her senses, and she trembled, suddenly feeling close to the edge of climax.

As he leaned down, his hair brushed her thigh with the lightest brushing caress and she stirred restlessly on the bed. In the next instant, his tongue slid over her dewy wetness and Buffy arched her back, stifling a scream in her throat as the liquid evidence of her desire flooded his tongue.

"Let’s try this, shall we?" Angel planted a soft nipping kiss on her inner thigh, his fingers once more drifting over her wet cleft.

Buffy was unable to reply, her words stifled by the intoxicating sensations consuming her.

Taking the jeweled u-shaped clip in his fingers, he slid the opening carefully along the taut flesh of her clitoris from the top, forcing it down until it fit snugly around the engorged nub. The clip fit tightly as it was meant to, the device designed to create more powerful orgasms by pinching together the bundle of super sensitive nerves. The gold chain with the dark rubies dangled enticingly down either side of her succulent feminine opening, framing it perfectly for his attention.

Buffy let out a soft whimper when he released the jewel and Angel glanced up swiftly at her face. Assured that the small sound wasn’t one of pain, he covered her wet cleft completely with his fingers and squeezed gently.

She gasped, stunned for a moment as hundreds of tiny vibrations of pleasure crept over her, all seemingly concentrated at the gently imprisoned bundle of nerves between her legs.

Leaning back, Angel’s eyes swept over the enticing view of his mate’s body so erotically adorned. He reached down and flicked the tiny gold chains between her legs.

"Stand up, love," He murmured softly, reaching for her hands. "Walk for me."

Buffy whimpered softly when he helped her to her feet, closing her eyes tightly against the riveting sensations coursing through her body. She took a step forward and stopped, taking a deep breath of air as she absorbed the shattering sensation; a low almost indistinguishable moan vibrated in her throat. Her body was already on fire and the gently swinging rubies only added to the feverish desire.

Her eyes drifted open slowly and she turned around to look at her lover where he now lay lounging on the bed and watching her. She shifted her stance, clenching her legs together.

"Can you feel it?" His question was rhetorical. Her face was flush with passion, her eyes dark and internally focused, her breathing erratic.

The tiny vibrations continued to hum through her body in heated waves.

"Spread your legs for me." His voice a silky purr as he lifted the riding crop from the bed.

"Buffy." He commanded when she hesitated, her overwrought passions quickening with an alarming pace.

At the slight demand, she took a deep breath and shifted her legs easing them apart. The dark rubies appeared darker against her golden skin as the chains swayed slightly between her legs.

Lifting the crop he traced a path along one thigh beginning at her knee, up her hip and across her abdomen. He teased her belly button before moving up to her ribs and the under curve of her breast with only the lightest touch of the soft leather.

Buffy shivered, her skin rippling under the featherlike touch of the leather. She’d gone completely motionless when he had picked up the wicked looking black crop, but it had not slowed the tremors of desire that continued to bubble inside her. Desire now mixed with a hint of apprehension.

"Turn around." He demanded softly, his eyes roving her; her strong and perfectly formed legs covered with the black silk, the rounded swell of her bottom framed by the straps of the garter, the firm smooth, muscles of her back. With the same light touch, he traced a pattern with the crop, moving slowly from the back of one knee to the curve of her behind.

"Did you like what you saw in the box, Buffy? Did it excite you?" He purred, as he continued the teasing brush of the riding crop along one hip. He was enticed by her lush beauty, her obvious passion, and the wanton display she made in her jewels and the black stockings. "Did it make you wet, thinking about the lascivious plans that Angelus had for you?"

"Yes," Buffy breathed, barely able to speak, the tiny clip and the swaying rubies sending wild frissons of rapture coursing through her body, his voice adding to her feverish desire.

He was beside her then, moving so swiftly and silently that she hadn’t heard him get off the bed. She could feel the cool leather of his pants against the warm skin of her behind and she unconsciously shifted back to rub against in him a shameless cat-like caress.

One of Angel’s hands slid over her hip to splay across her stomach. Reaching around her with his other hand, he drew the tip of the crop up her thigh in a slow caress moving upward until it reached the very center of her desire.  Buffy’s breath hitched and her arms lifted over her head to twine around his neck.

Beginning at her knee, he guided the crop up her other thigh. This time when he reached the apex of her thighs, he slipped the leather rod between her legs, tracing her wet and swollen cleft.  He held her tightly against him, his lips nuzzling her neck as he guided the crop between her legs, moving it with steadily increasing strokes. The liquid evidence of her desire coated the shaft as it slithered between her legs with his increasing friction.

Buffy’s head dropped back against his chest in abandonment, her hips writhing against the sweet pressure and gentle friction.

"Do you like it, sweet?" Angel murmured against her ear, his voice low and husky, "Do you want me to touch you?"

"Yes… yes… Angel… please… whatever you want." Her voice drifted away, all her senses focused on the hot pulsing core of her body as the trembling rapture intensified. She was hovering just on the brink of ecstasy, her own wetness running down her thighs in lush profusion.

"Mmm… What I want…" He whispered, a faint smile on his lips. "…is to make you scream with pleasure."

He pressed his erection firmly against her bottom as he stopped the motions of his hand, drawing the riding crop away from her wet and quivering flesh. After a breath-held moment, he struck her with it, the crop swinging with a soft swish in a carefully applied stroke to the sensitive and distended flesh of Buffy’s clitoris. 

"Annhhh-geell!" Her scream was loud as it accompanied the first glorious spasm that washed over her, followed by the countless sublime peaking orgasms that curled through her with such savage intensity that she thought she would explode.  His arm tightened around her waist when her knees buckled and he held her against him until the quivering sensations subsided. She was panting softly, her breathing the only sound in the hushed room. 

"Oh god." She whispered, her eyes opened slowly and she lazily rocked against him, not wanting to relinquish the blissful rapture still strumming through her body.

"I never… That was…"  Her voice was touched with a bit of wonder. "Oh…"

"Amazing?"  He smiled at her, his hand moving up from her stomach to cup her breast as she regained her own footing.

"Mmm… no, way better than that…" Buffy purred softly as she stretched upward. She flinched slightly when she moved, feeling the jewel between her legs exerting a now almost painful pressure on her hypersensitive clit.

"I love you." He whispered against her ear, nibbling on the lobe. Leaning against her back, his hand slipped between her legs and he carefully removed the small jeweled clip from her body - a procedure which, given his nimble fingers and skill combined with the delicate touches, powerfully incited her desire.

"I love you." She purred in reply, rubbing her bottom firmly against the ridge of his arousal that she could feel behind her. Turning to the bed, Buffy leaned over and placed her hands flat on the mattress. Looking over her shoulder at him, she parted her legs further in obvious invitation.

"So beautiful." His dark eyes swept over the swell of her bottom, the long legs in the black stockings, her smooth firm back. Buffy’s head was down, her hands clenching the heavy comforter that covered the bed.  The dark rubies on their gold chains hung from her breasts still, swinging beneath her as she leaned on the bed waiting for him.

His erection straining against his pants, Angel moved behind her and leaned over her to press nipping kisses down her back along her spine. She jumped slightly when he bit down with blunted teeth on the rounded curve of her ass and he smiled against the firm flesh.

Buffy felt the smooth leather of the riding crop brushing along her spine, moving lower across the dimples in her back before moving with lingering slowness over her behind.  She inhaled sharply when the soft leather swept over the puckered rosette between her bottom cheeks before traveling down to her dewy wet vulva.

A small needy moan escaped her lips as the crop came in contact with her sensitive and engorged clit. After a minute hesitation, Buffy rocked her hips against the leather object that was now stroking the sensitive spot with such delicious intent.

He continued the tantalizing enticement until her breathing became erratic and she was once more quivering with need. Dropping the riding crop on the floor, Angel replaced it with his fingers. He slid one finger inside her then a second as her back arched and her hips thrust back to meet the firm strokes of his hand.

"That’s it baby, show me what you want." He whispered, leaning down to nip at her back. His other hand gripped her hip, guiding her and encouraging her movements.

Buffy immediately responded to the heat in his words, parting her legs wider and rolling her hips harder. She was flagrantly and wantonly open to him, her breath coming in panting gasps.

"Angel…" Buffy whimpered softly, bucking back against him provocatively. "Fuck me now. Please, baby."

Her words his undoing, Angel unzipped his pants, shoving the leather down his hips and kicking then away.  Wanting her with a greedy desperation that was becoming habit, he positioned himself at the entrance to her body, rubbing the crest of his erection back and forth over her pouting lips for a teasing moment before he thrust inside her with barely restrained violence.

"Yes…" She crooned softly, bracing her arms against the driving thrusts as he withdrew almost completely before slowly, deliberately slamming into her again. Each thrust was deliberate, probing, complete.

As his hips continued their driving invasion, his hands roamed over her, stroking the curve of her bottom and hips, skimming her waist. He shifted slightly and pressed his chest to her back, his hands reaching under her and closing over her breasts, his fingers kneading the soft mounds of flesh.

Buffy gasped and arched into his hands and his fingers found the jewels dangling from her nipples and tugged. Her hips rocked against him in a restless fervor, soft cries of pleasure escaping her lips as each thrusting stroke reached home. Angel’s throaty growls only added to the rapidly increasing wildness of their mating.

He drove into her, over and over. She enveloped his senses completely: her breathy cries of passion sounding in his ears, the lush profusion of her liquid body heat nearly burning him, the scent of her arousal creating an erotic fragrance that filled his nostrils.

A primitive need for possession stirred.

Another low growl rumbled in his chest and his eyes flashed gold as his vampiric nature began to surface. Rather than push it away as was his habit, he savored it. His tongue traced a path over his teeth, as his fangs lengthened and his features began to morph.

Sunk deep inside her he paused, savoring the tight, wet, scalding heat that surrounded him. One hand cupped her breast, his fingertips rolling the tight aching bud of her nipple firmly, while the other hand splayed over the quivering tautness of her belly, holding her to him tightly.

She wiggled her hips and her vaginal muscles flexed, closing tightly and intimately around him. She felt him growl, the sound harsh and deep and he surged powerfully against her again. Buffy grew frantic as each impaling stroke drove her relentlessly just to the edge of release but not allowing her to spill over.

Angel nuzzled the nape of her neck, his fangs scraping.

Reaching up with one hand, she removed the black velvet choker that she wore, instinctively moving it out of his way. Her need was as excruciating as his.

He bit down, sinking his fangs in her throat in a primitive act of dominance and a wild cry escaped her lips as a delirious rapture arced through her. He drew on the bite, tasting her blood as he continued to move, pushing into her in a relentless act of possession. 

The large hand on her stomach moved lower, brushing over her soft curls to probe intimately between her legs and suddenly she was there.

"Ahhnn-gell!"  Screaming his name, her voice high strung and fill of yearning, Buffy slammed her hips backward into his as reality fractured, hurling her into blissful, heated darkness. She heard only the sound of her thundering heart and the matching vibration of Angel’s purr, as he gathered her close and joined her in scorching, cataclysmic release.

After the shimmering rapture was reduced to manageable levels, they finally roused. Angel patiently removed Buffy’s jewels, including the dragonfly pins in her hair, then her garters and stockings as she languidly lounged on the bed. Actions which, given their current heightened sensual awareness, soon led to additional intimate pursuits…

Much, much later Angel tucked a very sated and content Slayer under the covers, smiling as she mumbled sleepily and clutched at him. 

Closing his eyes and pulling her closer, he dropped a soft kiss on her hair.

It was good to be home.


The loud crash outside the window startled them both out of a sound sleep, Angel rolling quickly and coming to his feet on one side of the bed, Buffy scrambling to her knees still on the bed. Their eyes met briefly, then Angel began tugging on his pants with one hand as he reached under the bed for the sword that he had placed there with the other. Buffy scrambled to her feet and threw on the first thing she could grab – Angel’s silk shirt.

A tinny rumbling rattle sounded again, echoing through the quiet morning air.

"You are not going down there in just that." Angel hissed quietly after he glanced at Buffy where she now stood next to him, her bare legs peeking below the hem of the shirt. Granted, because he was so tall and she so small, the shirt came almost to her knees, but still… she *was* naked underneath. Leaning cautiously through the bedroom door, he looked down the hallway toward the stairs.

"Well, you’re not exactly going out *there*." Buffy retorted indignantly, her sentence punctuated by the stomp of a small foot.

With the lift of an eyebrow, Angel glanced back at her before he quickly moved into the hallway and down the stairs.

"You’ll get a sunburn."  Buffy called out softly in warning as she followed him, glancing meaningfully at the bedroom across the hall where the gray light of the breaking dawn could be seen clearly.

"You’re *still* not going outside in that." He grumbled, reaching the bottom of the stairs and turning into the kitchen. He moved toward the door and peeked carefully through the blinds covering the window.

"And you’re planning on checking out the noise how?" She questioned in a sweetly sarcastic voice just before pushing him aside and opening the door. She smiled sweetly and stepped out into the backyard before he could stop her.

"Buffy… damn it!" Angel barked in a loud frustrated whisper as she flounced away from the door and disappeared around the corner. He quickly debated his options with the sun now creeping steadily higher in the sky and filling the yard with deadly golden rays of sunshine. Before he had a chance to reach a decision, Buffy reappeared at the door, a fluffy gray and white cat in her arms.

"Nothing demony, just a kitty. She knocked over the garbage cans."  Still petting the loudly purring creature, she smiled up at her almost snarling boyfriend. 

"Stop growling, you’re scaring her." She admonished lightly before murmuring soothingly to the squirming cat that was now staring at Angel with wide blue eyes.

"Buffy-"

"Poor thing, she must be starving."  Buffy interrupted, glancing up thoughtfully.

Angel blinked as Buffy shoved the gray ball of fur into his arms and then swept past him and opened the refrigerator. Calmly, she took out a leftover chicken breast and shredded it into pieces with her fingers. She talked to the young cat in a baby voice as she worked, completely ignoring her glowering vampire as he watched her with stunned confusion while attempting to hold on to the wriggling mass of fur.

Putting the chicken on plate, she retrieved the cat and set both the cat and the plate of food outside the door. "There you go kitty. Now be good. No more playing in the garbage." 

Closing the door and returning to the sink, Buffy quickly washed her hands and then swung around to face Angel where he still stood in the same spot just near the door.

"Now then…" she seductively murmured, reaching for the top button on the shirt she was wearing. Slowly she padded across the room toward him, slipping a button free with every other step. By the time she reached him, the shirt was completely unbuttoned and parted enough to teasingly reveal her navel.

"You think you’ll convince me to not turn you over my knee for that little stunt?"  Angel growled, his dark eyes assessing as his gaze instinctively drifted down her shapely form. "You didn’t know what was out there. You could have gotten hurt." Or seen!

"Hmm…" Buffy murmured softly, her hands toying with the silk collar absently as she stared up at him. His words created an explosive shocking heat that flared through her body in a wild rapacious jolt. Her eyes held his for a shuddering moment.

"Or some big bad lusty demon might have seen me..." She whispered, sliding the shirt off her shoulders but still clutching it over her breasts modestly.

Me! Me! Me! Me!  Angelus blurted in a sudden rapid staccato.

"Buffy…" Angel’s brows rose marginally, his gaze now trained on her nipples which were rising beneath the black silk. The material clung precariously to the tips, the rosy hue of her aureolas just visible.

"You really think that a demon like that would be interested in little ole me?"  She coyly asked, the shirt slipping down another inch, baring her breasts.

Oh yeah, baby. Bring that to over here to the big bad demon… the demon lustily purred, the mental images he was forcing through Angel’s mind ratcheting up his desire.

Reaching out with one hand, Buffy idly walked her fingertips up the center of his chest. Peeking up at him from under her the thick fringe of her lashes, she murmured, "Do you think he’d…" She paused before continuing in a breathy whisper, "want to see me naked?"

Yes! YES! Angelus’ loud reply echoed Angel’s own thoughts. His eyes narrowed, his anger and fear fast giving way to a potent need. His desire for her was unquenchable, beyond reason or sense. It was an insatiable craving, a burning ache.

"Do you think he would… ravish me?"  The shirt fell silently to the floor as Buffy’s husky voice once more licked at his senses.

"And… would he tie-" The rest of her sentence ended in an abrupt squeak as Angel, possessed and impatient, swept her over his shoulder and strode out of the kitchen. Taking the stairs two at a time with lust burning in his brain and through his body, he made his way to their bedroom.

With her face pressed against the Gryphon tattoo, Buffy smiled. This was much preferred to arguing when it came to methods of dealing with her vampire’s anger; most definitely something to keep in mind.

 

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