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Spoilers: Amends (BtVS, Season 3)
Author’s Notes: Buffy’s thinking about Angel’s real thoughts as they walk through the snow. Buffy’s idea of what Angel is thinking.
Rating: G
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Summary: Buffy’s thoughts on Angel as the snow falls in Amends. Buffy’s POV.
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Is the evidence not enough?
Even as the snow falls from the sky,
Blanketing everything around us,
Shrouding the harmful sun,
I can still feel it inside you,
That ugly demon called doubt.
You claim to hate yourself, my love,
But I know that’s not true.
Your soul is too beautiful.
Your heart is too kind.
You devote your life to saving the world,
Saving hundreds, maybe thousands of lives...
Yet you won’t save yourself.
The snow is cold and bitter to the taste
And I can feel your eyes on me.
No matter how much I try,
No matter how hard I push,
I can’t turn the utter love shining in your chocolate depths,
Inward.
And on some sane level I understand that,
But it doesn’t mean I will stop trying.
Because I love you.
You and only you.
And as long as I can hold you in my arms,
I will carry that weightless burden.
Because you are everything to me.
The End
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