QUE SERA, SERA (7/?)
Willow sat in the chair that Angel had pulled out for her. She smiled
softly
at him as she scooted forward towards the table. She saw Xander
sit down,
picking up the menu without even looking at Cordelia. She saw Cordelia
glare
at him as she sat in the chair, pulling it forward. Angel sat down
beside
Willow, his leg brushing hers under the table. He sat up straighter
and
mumbled, "Sorry."
"No problem," she smiled at him. She opened her menu, trying to
avoid the
tension between Cordelia and Xander. She had noticed it as they
had walked
towards the cafe. It wasn't very obvious, but she had heard enough
from
Cordelia to know that there was trouble in paradise. It appeared
though that
Xander had no idea there was anything wrong.
"What are you getting?" Xander asked his girlfriend, looking at
her.
"I don't know. Probably just a salad," she said, her tone somewhat
cross.
"C'mon, Cor. You need to eat more than that rabbit food," Xander
said. "Get
some pasta."
"I don't want pasta," Cordelia said, her tone low and even as anger
passed
over her.
"You have to eat something. It isn't healthy," Xander said, wondering
what
was wrong with her. She had been standoffish since she had returned
from her
outing. Add to that to their latest argument and he knew something
was wrong.
They had actually been fighting a lot more lately, without the
make up
sessions he had grown accustomed to. In fact, when he thought about
it, she
had been pushing him away for the past month or so.
"I don't need a parent, Xander," Cordelia said, wondering why he
couldn't pay
as much attention to her as he did to his stupid stomach.
"OK. What's wrong?" Xander asked, frowning.
"Nothing. Nothing at all," Cordelia said.
"Are you going to get anything?" Willow asked Angel, trying to avoid
listening to Cordelia and Xander argue.
"Just something for show," Angel said quietly, his eyes concerned
as he
glanced at the two teens that were now in a heated, whispered argument.
"I'm not hungry. I'm going back," Cordelia suddenly said, standing.
She
looked at Willow, smiling weakly. "I'm very sorry, Willow. I just
can't
handle this right now."
Xander watched her leave, his face broken as he looked at Willow
and Angel.
"She can't walk home alone."
"I'll go with her," Willow said softly, standing. "Meet you back
at the
villa."
Angel watched her go and sighed softly. He found himself looking
at Xander,
feeling sorry for the teen. He had a completely confused look on
his face as
he continued to stare in the direction Cordelia had gone. "Xander?"
"Huh?" Xander shook himself, looking at Angel. He sighed, "What
did I do? I
don't want her to get sick from not eating well. I mean, all she
ever eats
lately are salads that she picks at."
"I can only tell you this," Angel said. "I'm over two hundred and
fifty years
old and I still don't understand women."
Xander laughed weakly, "I don't either. I mean, I love Cordy. Have
for two
years almost. I can seriously see myself being with her when I'm
old and
senile. Is that weird to have already found the woman I want to
be with for
the rest of my life?"
"Not at all. If anything, it's rather lucky. It took me almost three
hundred
years to find mine," Angel said softly.
"I thought you were over Buffy?" Xander said quietly, watching the
vampire
that had become a friend.
"I am," Angel said, catching Xander's eyes.
Xander smiled softly, "Ah. Willow."
Angel didn't respond, looking at the door the girls had left through.
"Cordelia doesn't seem herself. She's worried about something.
I can see it
in her eyes and the way she carries herself."
"You can?" Xander frowned. "Why haven't I noticed?"
"I think she hides it well," Angel said in response.
"I love her, Angel. I don't want to lose her." Xander looked at
the table,
trying to figure out what had happened between him and Cordelia
that would
make her so upset. He couldn't think of anything. In fact, they
had hardly
anything together the past few months except research and other
mundane
tasks. He straightened up, looking at the vampire. "You have to
help me,
Angel. You're old. You have experience at this womanly trouble
thing. What
can I do to get Cordelia to love me again?"