Rating: NC-17 (Sorry, no kiddies allowed.)
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Summary: Willow claims her mate.
Notes: Octa,
you inspired this. It's your fault. I know this was supposed to be a one
page PWP, but this is what you got, hope you like.
Also, For CareBear,
who kept me going. Also Erin for helping beta this when I sent it to here
without even a spellcheck.
Author's Notes: Willows POV - also there is a prequel in the works I am just writting it now.
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In his bedroom with a pale light of the waxing moon bathing my nude skin against the pale black satin of his sheet I wait for him to come home to me. I am his lover , his mate. He is mine. That night as he claimed me in the heat of passion marked me as his equal. The demon accepting me as it could never accept her.
He was always mine. I always knew that it was a given as the moon would rise.
Though I wasnt really aware that the price of it would be so high. Tonight I pay that price willingly knowing the full impact of my actions.
The scent of tbe dragon's blood oil the annoited the candles with fill the air with its sensual fragrance as the candle add to the mystical air and mood of the room tonight. As I lay on his bed waiting for him tonight to complete this final sacred rite into his world leaving my inoccence behind. This isn't about my virginity that has been gone awhile now. This is about submersing myself in his world to accept it as my own to no longer see the gentle fantasties that we kid ourselves with to help us sleep. Tonight I would walk that fine line between pleasure and pain with my lover. The waiting game is finally over I hear him almost silent steps on the stairs traveling to his room. I feel a wave of pleasure hit my body as I hear him at the door knowing that he doesn't know that I am waiting for him. Angel opens the door. He looks straight into my eyes after this sultry gaze lingers over my nude body barely covered by the satin sheets. For a secound feel all the old insecurites of youth the shy child that I had been reamergers in my eyes for that one secound.
I watch him take in the seduction scene set before him. The realization of what is about to happen I see the acceptance and love in his eyes.
Wthout a single word he began stripping his clothes off. This gaze never leaving mine. Just his look arousing me the little tremors of antipation running up and down my body. Soon he stood before me completely nude and fully aroused . The pale moonlight giving his body a silvery sheen. Then at long at last he spoke "Are you sure?" was the question that Angel asked not only with his sensual lip but his eyes.
I thought about what I was about to do what I was going to leaving behind me.What I was giving up to be with him not only for this one night but for the rest of my life. Then I thought of the emptyness my life would be without him to share it with. All the desire and love I felt for him he could see shinning in my eyes at the moment that answered him.
"I knew all that I giving up when I made this decision.I know the line between pleasure and pain we walk together is a fine one. One day I could lose. I love you Angel, Angelus, whatever name you wish to be called. I know you blame yourself for the actions of a souless demon. Just as I know as much as you hate it and to a point hate yourself that demon is a part of who you are. I dont just love the soul or the man I love the whole demon and all. Yes, I am sure. Now are we going to talk all night or are you going to let me seduce you like the gentleman you are?" I anwered with equal conviction
"I think that it would be rude not to after all the work you put into it " he said a smirk on his face. He laid down on the bed his hands behind his head a smirk still on his face. I pulled the satin sheet away from my body while getting out of the bed totally comfortable with my nudity. I thought about making him pay for that smirk by letting him cold down while by leaving the room but thought that there are better ways to make him pay. I slowly move towards him when I reach his body I run my hands up and down his chest playing roughtly with the nipples. I straddle him needing to feel his body against mine. the coolness of his body only causes mine to enflame more. I graze the tender flesh of this neck with my teeth I hear a soft growl coming from his body. I run my nails roughly up this thighs as the growl gets steadly louder.
"Willow" he rasply says as if warning me from some unknown force.
"Shhhh, I know what I am doing just enjoy it. I trust you. Now, let me have my fun" I tell him.
"Never let it be said that I spoiled a ladies fun" Angel said amusment lighting his eyes.
I began kissing and biting my way down his body enjoying the growls and prrs of pleasure I heard coming from my lovers body. Soon I came to his velvety shaft. I ran my tongue up and down underside before taking just the head in my mouth. Using a light pressure on just his head my hand cupping his balls playing with them in my hands loving the feel of them.
He reaches out to run his hands over my breast. I pull away letting go his balls and stopping the assult on his shaft. I grabb his wrists forcefully and pin them back above his head with one hand. I reach under the bed and grab the heavy duty silken rope and tied his hands to the post Angel growling the whole time.
"This is my game no fair playing till I give you permission. Tonight I show you that you are Mine. Only Mine." I told him forcefully
The only response I heard was a low growl. I turn my attention back to his shaft running my hands along the base and suckling the tip lightly scraping it with my teeth. I slowly begin to take more and more of him into my mouth enjoying the taste of him . I pull away as his growling became more violent knowing the signs in my lover that he was getting close. I didnt want this to end so soon this was just getting to be fun. I move my lips up to his nipples bitting them roughly.
"You are mine, tell me who is your mate ?" I asked him as I run my nails light up his length.
"You are" Angel rasps over shuddering in pleasure
"Say my name and I will reward you if not I withold your release all night" I told him with a lightly veiled threat in my voice.
I see the defience in his eyes before he answers "No" was his simple reply challenge tinging that simple word.
I though about how was going to change his mind for a split secound and decided it was time to play rough. I see him pulling against the ropes that bind him seeing that challanging my claim. Of I wanted him for a mate I was going to have to dominate him to do it this was one longer gentle lovers play anymore. If I wanted him I was going to make submitt first. I checked the bonds on the rope and saw that they were secure then heedless of my lack of clothing I left the bedroom. I walked to bathroom were I left a few things that would make this battle of wills alittle more interesting. Once inside the bathroom I picked up discarded leather belt and a small perfume bottle of holy water. This night was turning out to be more and more of a surprise. A thrill runs through me as I know that I am giving into my darker urges without remorse. I head back to the bedroom where I can hear his loud growling and taunting.
"You don't have it in you little girl to claim me." Angel taunted me. I entered the bedroom with a slam of the door.
"I am not the one all tied up and I really dont think that you are in any postion to tell me what to do now. I am going to give you one last chance to make this easy on you. Who is your mate? Say my name and I go easy on you. You are mine. I dont share my mates. Answer me" I told him in a rough voice.
"You couldn't hurt me if you tried your way to soft to dominate me."Angel relatiated a glint of Angelus in his eyes.
Responding to the challenge I took the belt in my hand wrapped it around my knuckles and hit him hard across the jaw. I see the damage I cause his face starting to bruise across the jaw. Angel vamped out instantly growling loudly eyes glowing .
"Little girl has spunk. If you really think that getting a little rough is going to work you have sadly under estamated me " He growled.
I continue my assult on his body. I hear him grunt in pain then moan in pleaure. I remove the belt from hand droping it on the floor rubbing my knuckles which are slightly throbbing from the assult. Next, I am running my nail sharply up and down his thighs drawing little bleeding cuts. At the smell of his own blood he moan and growled at the same time.
"Do you think that you taste as good as you smell ? Who is your mate?" I taunt.
"Not you little girl why dont quit trying to playing like the big kids,"he relatiated
I then run my tongue over the cuts tasteing the coppery sweet blood of my lover my mate. I hear his moan I as run my tongue higher and higher up his thigh. I move my lips up to above the head of his shaft. I blow softly on the head my warm breath hitting his cold shaft. Angel shivered in torment from my soft teasing.
"Who am I Angel ? This can be over soon "I ask him
"A little girl" he harshly raspsed out.
I could hear the weakening of conviction in his voice that it would a matter of time now. On to the next torture. I take the discarded perfume vial of holywater in hands. I ponder using it then I get a better idea as I see the candles on the mantle flickering in sensual heat. I place the vial on the mantle and take the candle instead. I take to his body careful not to spill the hot wax just yet. I straddle is legs carfull of the candle. Then I tip the candle just right to hit the cuts on his upper thighs. Angel howled in pain. His body twisting and turning in pain as the hot wax hit his cold tender flesh covering the cuts.
"Who I am Angel ?" I question him.
"Willow" he answered somewhat roughly
"What I am Angel?" I continue my questions
"A little girl." He answered with a small smirk of triumph.
"Bastard! you wanna play? I can play" I tell him with a smirk to match his.
I straddle him my hot center here is warm shaft. I start playing with is masculine nipples alternating between rough and soft. Suckling and nibbling one nipple. While I am caressing and rolling the other in the between my thumb and index finger. I rub my hot core against already rock hard length teasing him to no end. Finall something inside Angel snapped I could see it in his the moment he surrendered to my sensual assult.
"Mine, You are mine Angel body, soul and demon. What am Angel ?" I question him.
"You are my mate," he said is voice low I could hear the submission in his voice.
At the sound of those words I felt a wave of passion so strong rip through my body I almost climaxed at that one moment. I slowly raised up my hips and sunk myself on his rock hard shaft loving the feel of him filling me. I start a slow teasing rythm with my hips. Teasing him with my entire body as I suckle his neck.
"I you are not allowed to climax till I tell you or what I have been doing to you will seem like the childs play." I warn him
"Yes, Willow" He says with a moan as I thrust down again on his hard shaft.
I steadly pick up the pace moving up and down as the tremours of pleasure rock up down my body. I moan with pleasure as I give him permission to thrust up against my minstrations on his shaft. I can feel my rising up my body. My breathing becomes rougher more harsh, more labored, faster. my nail rake down Angel's back in ruthless abandon. I bring my lip near his throat scraping it with my teeth. I feel my climax hit my hard . I bite down on his neck hard almost breaking the skin.
"Angel Who am I ?" I call out needing to hear him say it now
"Mine, you are my mate" He tell me as his thrust increase making my climax seem endless.
"Let go Angel "I tell my lover
Soon I feel his cold seed fill me and lips call out my name. I ride him through the waves of his climax milking him for all that I could. Soon I felt him moan and his body sagg. I got up off the bed and I untied my lover. Then I softly kissed his lips.
"I love you, Angel" I tell him as he pulls me close and kisses my lips.
"I love you too, Willow. You amaze me more and more everyday. Who told you about claiming me? You took a big risk I could have killed you the demon could have hurt you. Why?" Angel asked me tenderness and concern in his voice.
"Well, actually it was Spike. I love you and I wanted to prove that I accept all vampire,demon,and soul of you beyond a shadow of a doubt. Now you had already claimed me months ago. It was only fair that do the same. I knew the risk but I faced them because I love you. Now will you shut up and make love to me.For a broody vampire you sure do talk alot." I told him with a playful gleem in my eyes.
Without a single word he kissed me moving me under him. I felt him carress my pulling me closer to his already hardening shaft. I moaned in pleasure feeling him pressed against me. I soon felt his lips at my breast suckling and nipping. I knew that this time with Angel would be the complete opposite of the earlier joining. I felt him lay me on the bed and a trail of moist kisses from my breast down my stomach and naval to my hotcore. I moaned with sheer delight at this sweet torment. The soft sucktion on my clitoris drove me crazy. I repeatly called out Angels name begging him for release. I feel him enter a single digit into my hot center thrusting in and out. Soon the waves of pleasure got so intense that I was shaking from all the wonderful thing that he was doing to my body. Angel the blew softly on my excited clitoris the sensation of the cold air hitting my enflamed center was too much. I climaxed hard almost screaming out "Angel" as the waves of pleasure rode over me hard.
" Oh, Angel" I moan when I finally reagained the abilty to speak. I pulled his lips to mine kiss him passionately tasting myself on his lips. I run my hand to his shaft carassing it feeling how hard it loving the texture of it. Soon he pulls my hand away with a moan. He spreads my legs apart and enters me deeply.
"Willow, My mate " he calls my name out I hear the love passion and desire in his voice calling me I as shudder with pleasure at his words.
The rythm that he has set seems as natural as breathing to us. The temors and shocks of pleasure wash over us fulling not only the needs of our body but the ones of our heart and soul as well. Soon at the same time we both tensing or bodies giving in to teh pleasure we have found tonight in a final seemly simulatous climax. Its hits us we cling to each other. After bodys calm down and the feeling of complete satiation has fill our bodies and souls I watch my mate sleep as I caress his hair.
The thin line between
passion and pain I walked tonight can never be undone as I bound myself
to this man that I love so much though I know that I will never regret
the price I paid. Just as I drift off to peacefull oblivion to join with
my lover and mate there in world of dreams a wave of peace gently rocks
my body knowing that I am safe and loved.
The End