Rise to Grace

In Shadow Series V

Author: FemailoftheSpecies

Disclaimer: Joss is the man

Distro: Mystifying Dreams, WWOMB, WLS, RedsSoulmates and others

Spoilers: season 5

Pairing: Spike/Willow

Rating: PG

Summary: Sometimes people surprise you.

A/N: Thanks to Jennillu and Kat for the beta.

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His crypt is better lit when I enter this time.   He is standing there, jaw clenching, clearly disturbed by my presence.

"Um, here.some blood.  They told me about the."  I trail off as he takes the blood with a grunt, which I'll consider thanks, and heads to a microwave that he has set up in an area that he's designated as his kitchen.

I walk around while he heats it and ignores me.  The place is not bad looking for a house of the dead.  He has a sofa, a big soft chair, a few throw rugs, and a television.  The kitchen has a small dorm refrigerator, a hot plate as well as the microwave.

"How do you get water?"  I ask, my voice sounds particularly loud against the silence.  Is it always this quiet here?

He takes his mug of blood and goes to the couch, which is where he was before I came in, I suppose.  "Don't need water."  He replies, resting his head on the back of the sofa.  He is tired.  Healing must take something out of him.

"Oh.how do you wash dishes?"  I say, pointing to the mug that he is using.  "Or shower?  I mean, you never smell bad.I mean unless you and Buffy fought something stinky, then hey, you both are kinda down with the stinky, but normally.no, so I figure you, you know, needed water for that."

I don't like the look on his face.  I'm sure he'll say something mean and kick me out soon.  After all, he is grouchy vamp tonight.

"You did something."

I don't understand and am about to say so when he explains.

"That spell.you did something."  His eyes narrow as mine widen.  "Just before Giles gave me the okay to go in, I felt you.all over me and in my, stealing from me.  What was it, witch?"

Downgraded back to a generic name.  I sigh and take a seat that he hasn't offered me.

"It's just me, my magick.  I needed more power to strip his away.  Tara was already tapped.  You were the next logical choice.  I don't have any control over that, Spike."

I expect yelling and swearing, obnoxious vampire style, but he just sits there, sipping the blood, a strange look underneath the pleasant human features.

"What's wrong?"  He's too darned agreeable.

"Nothing. Getting late.  Best you go.  Lot of nasties out there."

I nod and stand, but instead of going to the door, I lean over him and press my hand to his abdomen, touching the black cotton tee.  It comes back stained a pinkish red.

"Gods, Spike," I gasp while lifting his shirt. Annoyed, he tries to pull away, but hurts himself more.  "Stop it. Be still."

I don't let him push me from him and he doesn't exert much effort.  Eventually, I have his shirt off, revealing a pale expanse of  perfect solid muscle, marred by a deep angry wound, that presumably goes through him.  The flesh around it is reddened and warm, totally not okay.

"Why aren't you healing?"  My voice is a whisper and the question is rhetorical; I know he has no answers.  But I wonder if the Hingdura is poisionous to vampires or if I took too much from him and his demon, the mystical, magical part of him, is just slowed down.  A groan from him tells me where it's paining him most.

"Spike...I have some stuff in my bag.  I wanna try to help you."

His eyes meet mine and I hope he finds what he's looking for so that he will let do.something.  After nearly a minute of his silent interrogation, he relents and I go to work making a salve.

He remains still, only moving to light a cigarette.

"You know that second hand smoke kills."  I tell him while debating whether to add some of my own blood.

"Boo, bloody hoo."

Nope.none of my own blood.

"Whatever, Mr Cranky."  The mixture is done and I begin spreading it over the hole in him.  He leans up to sitting so that I can get the back and then I wrap him up in gauge.

He seems more at ease already, his jaw is not so tightly clenched and he is not breathing which is normal for him.

"Better?"  I smile at him.

"Yeah.You're a regular Marcus Welby."

I'm sure my eyebrow goes up.  He says the weirdest things.  British.

"I'll assume that's a good thing."  I gather my goodies and clean up the mess as best I can as he watches.  Something about him watching; I like it and find it unnerving in equal parts.

"Downstairs."

I stop what I'm doing and look at him.  "Huh?"

"The water.  I've a line for a shower and basin downstairs."  He motions toward a large hole near the rear of the room.  Its darkness is only slightly darker than the shadows there.  A twinge of fear creeps over me and he smiles, smelling it I'm so sure.

I roll my eyes at him and grab the items that need washing along with a candle.  "I'll be back."

"Thanks, Red.for this."  He's done teasing. for the moment

"It's alright, Spike, you're welcome."

The End

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