A/N: Well, here it is, the long awaited sequel to Family Ties. It starts a few weeks after Faith's journal entry and from there, the dates will be listed because it will cover a five-month period before the final battle as Faith foresaw in her slayer dream.
Severed Ties
Prologue
Bless This Child
May 22nd, 1983
"Push, Mary, push," Doctor Stephens urged the woman on the table. It had been this way for the past three hours for Mary Jansen and her soon-to-be son or daughter. She listened to the distant voice encourage her. She barely had the strength to break through the fog of pain interfering with her other senses. Never had she thought anything would hurt as much as losing her husband, Joe, four months ago but the agony that cascaded through her lower regions temporarily numbed that heartrending memory.
"You’re doing fine, Mary," her younger sister, Jackie, encouraged. The short woman held Mary’s hand, never once complaining of the tightening grip of her laboring sister. "Come, sweetie, we’re almost there. Almost there," she cooed while her free hand stroked Mary’s thick mane of black hair affectionately.
"Come on," Mary grunted, trying to push forward the small city that seemed to have taken residence within her womb. "Come on!" She screamed as the pain intensified, ripping through her and for an instant, Mary thought it would kill her. That was until she heard the distant cry of life somewhere in the room. She glanced around with sleepy eyes, noting that Doctor Stephens was holding something before her gaze drifted to her sister. The tears pouring from her sister's eyes at first alarmed Mary until Jackie met her gaze and smiled.
"It’s a boy, Mary," she sobbed with tears of joy, "it’s a boy."
Mary reached a hand up to brush the tears away from her sister’s cheeks, returning the smile. "A boy…a boy…" and then everything went black and Mary succumbed to stringent embrace of unconsciousness.
*&*
"There’s Mommy. Say hi to Mommy," a familiar voice cut through the nothingness that surrounded Mary. Slowly, she opened her eyes, immediately blinking back the sudden glare from the lights before her eyes adjusted.
She scanned the room briefly before fixing her gaze on the beaming brown skinned woman to her right. Save for the woman’s perky nose and short, dark hair, she was very close to being Mary’s twin. Mary stared into her sister’s green eyes, smiling at the love and adoration that shone from them. This ‘little person’ as Mary jokingly called her younger sibling was the only reason she had survived the past four months after Joe had been killed in the line of duty. They had been best friends, one another’s "diaries" for the last nineteen years, ever since Jackie was old enough to talk and it had only solidified as they got older. Jackie was a perfect opposite to Mary’s shy yet fiery demeanor; there to light her older sister’s fuse when needed and, at the same time, acting as Mary’s rational frame of mind when the older sister’s emotions bubbled over.
Thankful for all her sister had been to her, Mary smiled at Jackie and reached her hand out when a telltale whimper escaped from the bundle in Jackie’s arms.
"Oh baby, you want Mommy, don’t you?" Jackie cooed and Mary’s eyes were alit with shock. "Baby boy’s hungwie, isn’t he. Well Auntie Jackie doesn’t have the foods, baby boy. That’s Mommy over there that has that," and with that, Jackie stood and handed the baby over to her older sister.
Mary carefully took possession of the mewling child, marveling at the bronze glow of the infant's skin. Not infant, she reminded herself, my son.
"Our son," she whispered as the child stared up at her with his chocolate brown eyes, the same eyes that his father possessed.
The child bit into his fist and cried when the limb gave him no sustenance. Wasting no more time, Mary lifted the hospital gown enough to expose her bare breast and brought her son to her chest. He immediately attacked the bare nipple and both women laughed.
"Somebody's hungry," Mary cooed as the baby suckled her teat aggressively. "So," she said after a few minutes of watching her son in amazement, "how long was I out?"
"Few hours," Jackie said, brushing a strand of hair out of her sister's face. "Doctors said you were just exhausted. They were astonished that you recovered so quickly."
"So, where's Doctor Stephens at now?"
"He stepped out for a few."
"And let me guess, you talked him into letting the little guy here stay with you?"
"What can I say?" Jackie fanned herself mockingly. "I guess I just have a way with people."
"That you do, lil' sis," Mary said before turning her attention back to her son.
"So," Jackie said as her nephew drifted off into sleep, "have you thought of a name for him?"
"Cedrik."
"Cedrik? But wasn't Joe's middle name…"
"I know. But I like Cedrik better. It's close to the original but far enough away for him to make his own name. And that he will. My Cedrik Tobias. Cedrik Tobias Jansen."
"Tobias?"
"It means 'God is good'. And he has to be to give me such a special gift." They both looked at the now sleeping infant before Jackie spoke, her voice filled with emotion.
"Joe would be so proud of you."
"Yeah, he would," Mary replied before brushing a kiss across her son's brow. "You're gonna make your father so proud, Ced. You're gonna make him so proud."
Chapter 1
Two of a Kind
April 29th, 2002
“You’re still telegraphing your left, Bitlet,” Spike called over to Faith as he watched his daughter take on two rather ugly vampires. She threw the smallest one into a tree near him before turning her attention back to the larger one.
“Am…” she threw a left at it, ready to shoot a funky retort to Spike when the vamp blocked it and delivered an uppercut to her exposed chin, sending her spiraling to the ground.
“…Not,” she finished lamely while shaking the cobwebs from her mind. She barely had time to wipe the blood from her lips before the biggest vampire pounced on her.
“Can’t be a gentleman and help a girl up, huh?” She quipped while holding the snarling vampire at bay. Though she was stronger, she had yet to recover fully from the fight at the Bronze a month ago. She was still leery about her once shredded leg and, without it, couldn’t get the leverage to hurl the vampire off.
Spike watched with an arched eyebrow at Faith’s obvious struggle with the burly vampire. He saw out the corner of his eye as the second one finally rose and focused in on Faith. Before it had the chance to pounce, Spike intercepted the fledgling by the throat and slammed it into the same tree Faith had just thrown it into. Seeing that this particular threat was thoroughly neutralized, Spike turned his attention back to Faith
“You know,” she said lightheartedly to the vampire above her, “this just isn’t working out. I mean,” head butt, “I know you’re really trying and all,” right cross, “but I really do have other things,” left hook “to do.” The last punch knocked the vampire off of her and Faith shot to her feet, not giving the vamp time to breath before its eyes widened in surprise and pain as the tip of the stake pierced its heart, quickly followed by the swoosh of another dusted vampire.
“Bout time, ‘let,” Spike drawled, clearly annoyed. “What were you waitin’ for? A bleedin’ invitation by way of a bite on the neck?”
“I had it under control,” Faith responded, brushing the dust off the sleeves of her leather duster.
“Yeah, that’s why it took you five minutes to dust a soddin’ minion,” he retorted sarcastically.
Faith ran a hand through her lengthening golden locks and simultaneously rolled her emerald cerulean eyes. “Daddy,” she sighed in exasperation, “he’s dust, I’m alive. Happy endings all around. And it didn’t take five minutes,” she muttered the last part under her breath.
“Like ‘ell, Bitlet. There is no reason that you need more than five moves to stake that sorry mistake for the undead. ‘Specially when there’s another one just waitin’ to snack on the tasty morsel of a slayer.” He jerked his head towards the now struggling vampire caught in his iron grip.
Faith smiled patronizingly before responding. “I knew you had him.” And with that she turned to walk away.
Spike was incensed. How many times had he wanted nothing more than to strangle this girl while on patrol in the last week? She had been so attentive to his instruction the week before when they sparred but now that she was out in the field, her head had grown quite large. The British vampire didn’t know what it was, but his little girl had a way with infuriating him to no end with her brash cockiness and stubborn attitude. It reminded him of a certain slayer that…
Without thinking, Spike released his hold on the vamp and its eyes traveled between the infuriated vamp and the woman with her back turned. It took two tentative steps away from the tree before charging at the unsuspecting Faith.
Faith smiled, knowing that she had struck a nerve with her dad. She surmised that pushing Spike’s buttons was ingrained into her DNA considering the ways Buffy had always sent him off the deep end. Of course, it worked both ways and Faith knew she had been lucky to get to him first, because he was definitely pushing her Anger-o-meter to the top with his overprotective ways. If it wasn’t for…
Faith stopped in her tracks and delivered an elbow to the face of the vampire charging behind her. She then connected with a backhand before triggering the blade from the gauntlet on her right arm. Bringing it around in a wide arch, she sliced through the neck of the vampire, severing bone, tissue, cartilage and nerves. The vampire stood there in shock before its head slid off and its remains matriculated with the dirt lining the ground of the cemetery.
Satisfied, she peeked a glance at Spike, who was now fighting a smile before turning her head and flicking her hair back (though it wasn’t quite long enough to have much an effect in the way of flair) before walking away. Two steps out and she tossed over her shoulder, “That was three moves. Good enough for you?” She almost wet her pants when she heard the frustrated growl of her father and the distinctive crash of another broken tombstone.
“He’s gonna kill me,” she said to herself before skipping the rest of the way through the cemetery.
*&*
The rest of patrol was relatively quiet between father and daughter. They had traversed three more cemeteries and, after nine dustings and three demon kills, called it a night as Spike didn’t want Faith overdoing it her first week back out. Now, on their way back to ‘Hotel Revello’ as it was not affectionately known, both were lost in their own thoughts concerning the other.
Ever since the night at the Bronze, Spike was torn between absolute pride, utter frustration and spiraling despair. He and Faith had continued to bond, two of a kind in almost all things. They had trained and patrolled together, watched the telly and even hung out on top of his old crypt just talking. Spike watched his daughter with a critical eye, marveling the speed at which she polished her technique. Everything had been going rather smoothly up until the last week. Whereas Faith was usually attentive to his observations about her fighting style, now she would snap at him, always having something smart to say. It’s not like she didn’t huff at his teaching before but now-something was wrong that she wasn’t telling.
Of course, it could be the fact that her Mum’s in the hospital with no signs of waking that’s got ‘er on edge, he thought. There was no question in Spike’s mind that the anxiety of Buffy’s coma continued to wear on the gang with each passing day and Faith was no exception. To be honest, his mood hadn’t been overlaid with rays of sunshine, either. Were it not for Faith and Dawn (and to a lesser extent, the Wiccans) Spike knew he would have careened into the depression he had felt thrice before: the first time was when he had to watch Dru and Angelus together while he was stuck in the wheelchair. Then there was when Dru left him for good and those first months after the chip was shoved into his brain. Buffy’s death was not on that list; the emotions he felt then were beyond description and hopefully he’d never have to have a repeat visit of them.
Faith was still wrestling with the premonitions her dream had given. Though she had shared with them all what she saw coming about Gabriel, the one about Buffy’s awakening she kept to herself. Giles wasn’t sure whether or not Faith’s dreams of Gabriel were real or a post-traumatic stress response of the situation involving Seth in her time. That had made Faith question her own belief that her mother would awaken within the next couple of weeks. No, she had decided that she would keep that to herself, not seeing the need to get everyone’s hopes up only to be disappointed. So she had lived with the uncertainty gnawing at her insides and though she usually covered it well, her attitude during slaying had gotten progressively worse.
“Bitlet,” Spike’s voice snapped Faith out of her wandering thoughts.
“Yeah?”
“ ‘M sorry bout snappin’ at you the past couple of days.” Spike ducked his head and shoved his hands deep into the pockets of his duster.
“Daddy,” Faith said and interlocked her arm around his.
“No, ‘ve be actin’ like a right git these past few days. Guess it’s just comin’ out more when we patrol for some reason.”
“Pent up aggression?” He chuckled briefly before returning to the topic at hand.
“Truth is, I miss your Mum. Miss ‘er so much.” Faith ground her teeth to keep the sob that clawed at the back of her throat from making itself known.
“I know,” she whispered. “I miss her too.”
“I know she’ll wake up but then again I don’t know. Hell, just last year, I thought that I’d never see ‘er again but out of nowhere, there she is, descending the steps like an angel. I don’t know what is worse; that or watchin’ ‘er sleep forever.”
“It won’t last much longer,” Faith said with conviction. Spike couldn’t help but smile at his daughter’s adamancy.
“You know, you and your Mum are so much alike with the stubbornness. Soon as you get somethin’ in your bleedin’ head, you’ll stick to it, come hell or high water.”
“Just like you, huh?”
“Not like me, Bitlet.”
“Piffle,” she said, waving her hand in front of them. “If you didn’t stick to pursuing Mum when she was in her-and these are her words-‘Buffy the bloody Bitch’ mode, then this little miracle,” she pointed to the top of her head, “would have never been.”
Spike grinned, knowing exactly what Faith meant. All the times Buffy beat him down with words, he still remained constant in his love for her. Sometimes he had wondered if it was the pain, like she said in the abandoned building, that he was addicted to that kept him coming but now…now he knew it was just the pull of his unnatural love for his mortal enemy. It was a love that was more potent than a thousand suns to him that fueled him. And his gift-their gift-was the beautiful young woman draped on his arm this minute.
“Faith,” Spike said, forcing his mind to the present and future.
“Yeah?”
“You know I love you.”
“Yeah, Daddy, I do.”
“And that I would do anything for you.”
“Daddy, what are you getting at?”
“Well,” he stopped and grabbed her shoulders firmly, giving her a somber look. “I don’t know how to tell you this…”
“Just tell me,” she demanded, stomping her foot.
He lowered his eyes and, for a second Faith was afraid that what he said would break her heart but when he stared back at her, he couldn’t quite keep his smirk hidden.
“You’re still telegraphin’ your left.”
“Daddy!” She roared and slapped him on the arm.
“And you are slightly off balance when you throw your left kicks.”
“Argghhhh!” She growled and assaulted her father with light slaps on his chest and arms. When Spike turned to run, she pounced on his back, sending him to one knee. He struggled to get up while she playfully worried his right shoulder with her teeth. That only lasted for a minute before she spat out the taste caught in her mouth.
“Ewww. You really need to clean this thing,” she said between hacks before wrapping her arms comfortably around his neck.
“I didn’t get it for its tasty flavor, ‘let.”
“Well, still…”
“I don’t suppose,” Spike said after standing, “that I can persuade you to get the bloody hell off me, can I?”
“Nope,” she said, popping the ‘p’.
“Figured.”
“Horsie Go,” she whined and her heels dug into his upper thigh.
“Hey! Watch it.”
“Sowwie.”
“Yeah,” he harrumphed before starting up the trek towards home. “Don’t think your Mum’d ‘preciate you neutering her stallion.”
“Oh God,” she huffed and Spike could hear her eyes roll. “As if catchin’ you guys in the bathroom when I was five wasn’t traumatizing enough.”
“You what?”
“You heard me. Yep, my mind shut down. Couldn’t speak for weeks. Guess that’s what happens when you see your parents goin’ at it up against the bathroom wall.” She could almost feel the vampire’s embarrassment even though he had not had that experience yet.
“Relax, Daddy, I’m kiddin’.”
“You were?”
“At least about the not being able to speak part. Actually, you guys couldn’t shut me up about it for weeks. I think I told everybody. Auntie Dawn and Aunties Tara and Willow. My kindergarten teacher…”
“So much better,” he drawled sarcastically before breaking out into a light jog.
“Yay,” Faith exclaimed. “Horsie Go!”
“Just don’t expect me to do any bleedin’ horse sounds.” But Faith didn’t hear him as she was absorbed by the exhilaration and comfort it all was. And, for the first time since Tara came out of her coma, Faith Joyce Summers was content.
*&*
"Down you go, luv," Spike told Faith as he stepped onto the porch.
"Do I have to?" She whined before setting her feet down. Spike smiled at her childish pout, reminding him even more of the woman that carried Faith in her womb for nine months. The same woman that even now lay unconscious. Buffy had come back immortal but that didn’t me that she was indestructible. And with no knowledge of her brain's condition (though the doctors said there was no major damage) she could conceivably lie in that state forever. The simple thought of it made him shiver and Faith caught the slight movement.
"Daddy? You okay?"
"What? Oh, right. Yeah, I…" Faith kissed him on the cheek before staring him in the eyes.
"Don’t lie to me. Please."
Seeing her concern, Spike sighed before telling her his fears.
Faith listened intently as her father told her things that she, too, had given thought to. She wanted to tell him what she saw in her dream but what if she was wrong? What if her mother never woke up? She couldn’t do that to him, not after everything he had been through when Buffy died the first time.
"So you see, Bitlet?" Spike steadied his shaky voice. "See why I want you to slay fast and not play? Losing Buffy was bad enough the first time and now--even with Dawn around, without you here I would never have survived that first week. You're all I have left of 'er. If anything ev'r happened to you, I'd…I'd…" but he couldn’t finish as an aching sob broke free and Spike fell into his daughter's arms.
The young Summers could do nothing but hold her father as he fell to the ground and wept. It was the first time since the night at the Bronze that he had cried in front of anyone and in a way she was relieved that he finally released the anguish locked up inside. A silent tear trailed down her cheek but she dared not let loose the anguish that threatened to seep from her soul, knowing that right now Spike needed her strength more than ever.
Spike's cries tapered off after several minutes and it took him just as long before he was strong enough to push away from her. The stood simultaneously and brushed the other off before making eye contact.
"I love you so much, Daddy," Faith said and brushed a stray tear from Spike's cheek. "I'm sorry I've been so difficult these last few days but I've just been…"
"No worries, kitten," Spike assured and ran his hand through her hair. "Just remember that I only want you to be the best. I can't bear to lose you, Bitlet."
"You won't. Lose me. I love you guys too much to leave you. And she will wake up." Spike could only nod at the confidence in her voice before kissing her on the forehead.
"Thank you, baby. I needed that."
"So," she said as she turned the key in the door, "going to see her tonight?"
"Reckon I should. Been a couple days since I 'ave."
"Be back before dawn?"
"Always, luv." He kissed her once more before spinning away and walking towards his De Soto parked in the driveway.
"Daddy?" Faith called from the threshold.
"Yeah, Bitlet?"
"I'll wait up for you."
Spike could only smile, knowing that telling her not to was as effective as telling Buffy not to do something.
Faith watched as he got in the car and pulled out. The red taillights winked at her before disappearing around the corner.
Faith sighed and closed the door. As she walked downstairs to Spike's bed she prayed once again to God to wake her mother up. She had already lived through one parent dying before her eyes; she didn’t have the strength to do it again. Even with Spike at her side, Faith wasn’t sure how much more she could take without her mother by her side.
Hopefully, she wouldn’t have to wait too much longer.
TBC…
Chapter 2
Still I Rise
South America
April 30th, 2002
3:17 am
The pale moon howled, its light blanketing the night, leading the distant stars in the gleeful chant as rulers of the night sky. They illuminated everything; the secluded villages, the passing strangers that braved the night and the canopy tops of the jungles. But rarely did they touch the sacred grounds of those very jungles, shut out by the selfish leaves of the trees that claimed it as their own. At times they were forgiving, opening up just enough to give the night lights a taste of the dirty basin of the wild but never enough to satiate. Never enough to survive.
Survive. That was the only thought that ran through the two yellow-skinned Miquots that tore through the foliage. The larger one held up his smaller kin whose right arm dangled by his side after a shotgun had barreled through the flesh.
"MaKri," the larger one whispered to its barely conscious clansman, "we must hurry. He is close by. I can feel him."
"I don’t know if I…the pain…Ulklan…"
"We are warriors, spesinsido! Pain is nothing to us," Ulklan spat and hoisted his brethren up by the waist and continued dragging him through the dense underbrush.
They hadn't gone twenty yards before the air whistled as a projectile tore through it. Neither Miquot had a chance to react as the bolt pierced MaKri's skull, ripping him from Ulklan's grasp.
"MaKri," Ulklan bellowed as he turned to his fallen kin. Though he knew the other one was dead, Ulklan still surveyed MaKri's body in search of finding life. He was so intent on the body that he didn’t hear the rustle of foliage as a black shape dropped from the trees.
The stranger watched the scene before him with emotionless eyes. It had been a little over a month since he had returned from--well, Master had never told him where they had gone. But when he had returned to this place, this realm, already forged with a new strength, one that had been granted by sharing his Master's blood, he had set forth to kill each and every demon that crossed his path and even those that ran from his presence. The first night, his silver blade had cut down six Fyarls with the help of the silver shots that sang from the barrel of his shotgun. The second night he had slaughtered a nest of vampires and leaving one alive, albeit disfigured, to spread the word. He made sure that the vampire knew that he was no slayer though to them he offered them the same fate. He had whispered into the vamp's ear, the mask that covered most of his face garbling his words though they rang true enough. And the vamp had spread the word.
The Executioner had come and no demon would escape his wrath.
"He's dead, you know." Ulklan spun around as the flat voice of his pursuer carried to his ears. He snarled when his eyes focused on figure before him.
At first glance, Ulklan didn’t see what was so deadly about the demon before him. He was not a giant as many had whispered. He stood about six feet tall and was covered in black. The mask that he wore stopped just below his eyes, shielding the rest of his face from view. On his left hip hung the crossbow that had fired the bolt that had killed MaKri while his shotgun was holstered comfortably against his right hip. Several knives and stakes populated his ankles and waist while, in his right hand was the silver katana that had cut through most of Ulklan's clan so effortlessly.
Ulklan stood slowly, the blood of his kin calling out for vengeance. I will tear this demon's heart from his body and feast on it, the Miquot thought viciously right before he looked the stranger in the eyes.
Even in the shrouded darkness of the jungle, Ulklan could see the red cores of the Executioner as they surveyed the Miquot with unsettling casualness. Though they didn’t scream 'evil', those eyes did shout deadly and the trickle of fear that snaked down Ulklan's back was enough for the Miquot to know that the only way he was getting out of here alive was by killing the shadow before him.
Cocking his arms in front of him, Ulklan grunted as boned blades popped out of his forearms. In one motion, Ulklan spun and hurled the projectile at the man in black.
He saw it coming a mile away. Though Miquots were decent fighters, having to wait for one's weapon to pop out kind of took the surprise out of everything. Of course, he thought as the blade sailed past him as he rolled to the left, nicking him in the shoulder, they do have superb aim.
He was on his feet in an instant and brought the blade of his sword up just in time to deflect the second attack that would have impaled him through the eye. He smirked behind his mask at the mounting rage of the other demon before throwing out a snarky laugh.
"Please tell me you're gonna make it more interesting than this." He shrugged his shoulders, relishing in the tightness of his back and neck muscles. This was what he lived for now: the thrill of the hunt, the satisfaction of the kill and-sometimes-even the pain of wounds. He welcomed anything that would erase the agony of watching her die, to destroy the powerlessness he had felt as her life seeped from her veins as he held her. He had come here in search of power, so he would never feel helpless again.
"You will die, demon," the Miquot spat and charged the man in black.
The red-eyed man spun away from the slash of the Miquot's blades and countered by cutting across Ulklan's exposed belly. He finished with another spin that brought him behind the yellow-skinned demon and his blade sliced through the air, severing the Miquot's head from his body.
"That was too easy," the man in black chuckled and sheathed his sword in the scabbard strapped to his back as the now lifeless body of the demon fell to the ground in two separate pieces.
Running gloved fingers through his hair, the man in black headed back to the one place he saw as home.
*&*
Diohbin-Zi had never really understood the fascination humans had in games. Well, that wasn't entirely true. There were the gladiatorial spectacles of American football and boxing that always intrigued him. Games of the mind, such as chess also drew his interests though that was about it.
Now, as he stared over the seven stacks of cards, the Elwvenian knew that solitaire was not a game that he enjoyed.
"Bah," he spat and raked the cards from the table just as the door to the hut opened.
"Are the mean, nasty cards trying to give you a hard time, Master?" the man in black asked as he shut the door behind him.
Diohbin-Zi smiled at his protégé as the man removed the cowl that hid most of his face. He stroked his now free beard and walked over to the Elvvenian, taking a seat beside the old demon.
"How was your night?" Diohbin-Zi asked, patting his pupil's gloved hand.
"Not bad," he replied and set about removing the weapons strapped to him. "Wiped out a clan of Miquot demons and killed three vamps.”
“Injuries?”
“Few nicks here and there. Nothing serious.”
“Good, good,” Diohbin-Zi said and clasped his hands together before standing. He stared at the man who had become like a son to him and smiled sadly. “Your abilities have matured and just in time. They will need you soon.”
“Well, I guess after three years of daily training, my skills would be matured by now,” he said mirthfully but the humor died as he responded to his Master’s second statement. “And as far as them needing me, don’t think so. They’ve had enough time to forget about me. And her,” the last part was whispered and only Diohbin-Zi’s enhanced hearing allowed the Elwvenian to pick up the words.
He placed both hands on the young man’s shoulders and he stared into the brown pupils whose core were no longer black but a mahogany red; a red that shone like the brightest star during battle.
“My son,” Diohbin-Zi comforted, “they have not forgotten about you nor her. The one that you blame lives with the disgust she saw in your eyes before you left.”
“Good,” he replied though his tone was not as convincing as it had been when he had first arrived.
“Is it?” The Master asked him. “Is it good for one so true, one who has already been through more than you could ever imagine to feel such pain? Is it good for one who will sacrifice all for those that she loves to see hatred in the eyes of one she had only met in her second chance with her family?”
“But it’s her fault,” he replied though there was no strength in her voice. Diohbin-Zi smiled sadly, sensing his protégé’s desperate attempts to hold onto the hate. It was all he had left and, if he lost that, lost the hate, then he would never be able to live with the decision he had made to become the thing he had fought so valiantly against the last six years.
Knowing that he would not be able to help the brunette to answer such questions, Diohbin-Zi maneuvered the conversation to back to something his student had said.
“My dear boy,” he quipped, his purplish red eyes staring into the brownish red of his protégé, “I have something to tell you and I do not think that you will be terribly impressed by it.”
“What?” His thick eyebrows scrunched in concern, recognizing the mirth in his teacher’s eyes that meant only one thing; he was not going to like what would float from the old man’s mouth in the least.
“Well, it seems to me that your assumption as to the time frame we have been together is not quite accurate.”
The laugh that escaped the younger man’s lips was reactionary. “So, what are you saying? That I took a bump on the head, have really been here for ten years instead of three? Well, that would explain how quickly I have learned to fight.”
“Never could get anything past you, could I Alexander?”
“I thought I asked you not to call me that, Master. And you mean I have been here longer than three years?”
“Yes, you did ask me not to call you that, Alexander. As far as you being here longer than three years…well, that’s not entirely accurate.”
“What do you mean ‘not entirely accurate’?” Xander stood and glared down at the man who had taught him everything over the past three…well, it wasn’t three years now, was it? How long had it been?
“Decidedly less than three years,” Diohbin-Zi replied amiably and Xander wasn’t sure whether he had spoken the question aloud or not.
“Come now, Alexander. You know that I read minds, though I rarely take advantage of that useful ability. Kind of takes the surprise out of things, wouldn’t you say.”
“How long?” Xander repeated the question aloud this time.
“Don’t you think you should sit down?”
“How long?” He spat and kneeled, grabbing the smaller being by the shoulders.
Diohbin-Zi looked to where Xander held him before staring the man in the eyes, waiting patiently for the younger man to get the hint. Xander immediately dropped his hands though the urgency still hung between them. “Please,” the brunette croaked and the Elwvenian sighed.
“Fine. Fifty days.”
“Huh?”
“Try to pay attention, young man,” Diohbin-Zi chastised and wriggled a gnarled finger at Xander. “I tell you, you people just can’t seem to maintain focus on things. I mean…”
“Did you say…fifty days?”
“Yes. Fifty days. Twelve hundred and nine hours. Seventy-two thousand five hundred and forty minutes. Want me to put it in seconds?” The Elwvenian snarked.
Xander tipped over and plopped down on his butt in shock. Fifty days. He had only been gone fifty days? Then why…”Why did it feel like three years then?”
“Think hyperbolic time chamber.” On Xander’s perplexed look, Diohbin-Zi threw his hands up in exasperation. “My God, man, do you think everything in your world is a product of a writer’s imagination?!”
“Wha…?”
“ You know exactly what I’m talking about, Alexander. Dragon Ball Z? The training chamber? Day goes by in reality but a year passes to those in the chamber. I saw it in your mind but hell, when the reception's good in this God-awful place, I watch it too.”
“But how…?” Xander’s red tinged brown eyes bugged out in disbelief.
“Look, Alexander,” Diohbin-Zi’s voice was calm and comforting and he patted the man’s cheek. “I don’t mean to be so flip with you but you have to get over it and fast. The skinny is that when you came to me, I saw the pain and anger within you yet also how lost you were and how much you wanted to help. Your loyalty to the slayer was, and still is, the thing that holds you together. But that wasn't the only reason I granted you your wish. I also foresaw the coming of the Angel of Death and knew that you would be needed to avert the End that he has planned for this world.”
“But…” Xander stuttered and was silenced by Diohbin-Zi’s raised hand.
“No talk, you must listen. As you know, I am the last of my kind and, in that, I am more powerful that most beings that will ever walk this plane. But even I will be powerless to stop him. Only she can do that.”
“She?”
“The one that you blame for you mate’s death. The same one whose namesake will leave your lips in love, the one that will bring forth that which you have locked so tightly in here,” he touched Xander’s chest, “that part of you that even I cannot free.”
“What do you mean, Master? What are you saying?” It was too much and Xander felt himself lost to the confusion he had thought he would never experience again.
“There are certain dimensions that I am able to traverse to. The one that we went to, my native dimension actually, Elwvenin. Time there moves faster than it does here. I took you there because I knew you would be needed sooner than was physically possible to prepare you.”
“I…I can’t go back,” Xander whispered and Diohbin-Zi’s eyes softened at the turmoil he saw in his protégé’s eyes.
“You must go back. They need you. The Key, the slayer, the witches, the vampire and the child. And others. Others that you know but will not expect to be there. You are the final piece of the puzzle, the furthest away. “
“Master,” Xander started but Diohbin-Zi waved his hand and the questions left the brunette’s mind. The world drifted away and Xander felt his body lift off the ground for several seconds before the familiar softness of his bed was beneath him.
“Sleep my son,” Diohbin-Zi whispered, “you will need it. Because once you are back, there will be no rest for you. Not until it is over.”
A purple tear trailed down the immortal Elwvenian’s cheek as he closed the door to Xander’s room. He knew he would never see Xander again as his duty had been done. The weakest link to the chain had been strengthened though there were still chinks in the armor of the band of warriors. It was out of his hands now. All Diohbin-Zi could hope for was that the one, the one who had once succumbed to the darkness could bring light to Xander’s heart.
“Fare well, Alexander,” Diohbin-Zi murmured into the empty room as he looked back towards the closed door. A pale blue light echoed through the room and Diohbin-Zi closed his eyes. “Maybe the Fates have it in the cards for us to meet again.”
The light brightened considerable for several seconds before dying down, leaving the room dark.
And empty.
Chapter 3
Slayer Dreams All Around
May 4th, 2002
3:22 a.m.
Pain. That was the first thing she noticed. Pure, unadulterated pain. It licked at the bare expanse of her legs, crawling past her thigh and burrowing into her gut. She wanted to scream but her mouth refused to open. Even so, clutching at the searing agony moving towards her heart, however fruitless, would have been something. But that, as well, was pointless. Her body was frozen in place and all she could do was take the pain with the frightening knowledge that this was just the beginning.
"It will be your end," a voice whispered seductively in her ear. Unwelcome hands groped her body and tears streamed down her cheeks as the fingers violated her in every conceivable way. "Do not cry," the voice tried to soothe her though the malice behind its words was tangible. "I want you," she cried when something plunged into her core. Claws dug into her shoulders as another hand grabbed at her brunette locks roughly. As she screamed in her mind, she heard the voice above her laugh in her ear scornfully.
"You wanted to be a hero," it seethed, "thought you could stop me. You may have banished me here but what for? To be mine for all eternity? I may suffer but you, dear Faith," he punctuated her name with a thrust that almost tore her in half, "will be mine forever. And no one will come to save you…"
Faith screamed and her eyes bulged as her body was ripped in two. But as she took in what was before her eyes, she found that she was alone and the pain was gone. Glancing around her surroundings, Faith was surprised at the familiarity of it all. The modern designs, the coolness of the air…when she saw the chains near the door, she knew where she was.
"Angel," she whispered, remembering this as his apartment. She had come to him more than once here, once to seduce and once to kill. She had failed both times, thanks to the blonde bombshell. Buffy.
"She’s not here now," a voice called behind her and Faith whirled around. A figure, cloaked in shadow, stared at her. He was tall with broad shoulders and was adorned in a leather tunic and pants, and boots that ended just below the knees. Around his shoulders was a cape that alternated between snaking its way around his legs to billowing out behind him. His hands were clasped behind his back and though his face remained shadowed, Faith could almost feel the twisted smile and she shuddered.
"Who are you?" she asked and crouched in a defensive stance.
"Why Faith," the figure’s voice remarked condescendingly, "you don’t remember my voice? I am deeply hurt."
Faith’s eyebrows scrunched in confusion. The voice did sound eerily familiar, just like the apartment had and, come to think of it, the figure standing in the shadows.
"Angel?" She whispered and took two steps towards the darkness where the figure loomed.
The figure cocked his head to the side and Faith closed the distance even further. She was only a handful of steps away when he stepped out of the light.
Eyes that she had once remembered as deeply brown, were crimson twinkles that gleamed at her with an evil she would never have thought existed.
"Angel?" Faith instinctively took a step back but the figure’s hand shot out, freezing her in place.
"Angel?" He mimicked her, his voice a twisted mixture of someone close to her and something evil-something beyond evil. "Sorry, baby, but I don’t go by that name anymore. Never really did like it. William was right, quite a poof name that was."
The fear that trickled down her spine now flooded through her veins and Faith couldn’t keep her voice from shaking when she realized who it was. "Angelus."
"Please," he scoffed. "Angelus? Don’t make me laugh." His hand traced the air, outlining the curves of her body as if he was touching her and with each ministration of her hand, Faith felt her blood being pulled in that direction. It was very uncomfortable yet had not reached the painful stage.
"No, baby, Angelus I’m not. And when I’m done with you, spending eternity with M’shi-Dar will be the least of your worries." And with no more preambles, the figure squeezed his hand into a fist and Faith screamed as she felt her heart crushed as if it was nothing more than a wad of paper.
As blackness overtook her, she heard the mocking voice call to her. "I wield the Sword of Justice-not Michael nor the Macedonian Conqueror who thinks he is more. He will not be able to help you. Take comfort that you will die together…you all will…"
Faith bolted up, her face twisted in silent agony. Her breaths came in jagged gasps as her left hand clutched her chest desperately as her mind relived the final images of her nightmare.
Slayer dream, the lucid part of her mind observed. Faith shook her head and slid a shaky hand through her sweaty locks. Check that¸ she thought wryly, sweaty everything. She threw the covers aside and swung her legs out of bed, gasping in relief when her bare feet touched the cold floor. She took a few more steadying breaths before trusting that her legs would remain strong underneath her.
After a few minutes, satisfied that she was strong enough, Faith crept over to the sink. She splashed a few handfuls of water on her face, mindful of her sleeping cellmate. She held her hand out in front of the window, the moon giving her enough light to make out her still shaking limb.
"At least it's not as bad as before," she smiled tiredly. The dreams had first come last month and, at first had only been every few days and she had never recalled the images shown to her. But they had come every night for the past week in perfect clarity. The first time she had cried for an hour, burrowing herself into the corner of her cell, wrapped in her blanket. Now, after six days, she had steeled herself somewhat from the horrors that would come to her now and had come to her in some former life. It still frightened her to no end but she could deal with it now.
The thing that she couldn’t deal with, however, was the meaning behind the images. Who was the figure that violated her so horribly in the beginning of the dreams? Why was Angel--at least she thought it was Angel--so cryptic and why, in the end, did he kill her? Faith sighed. She knew she would never be able to interpret it herself and the tingling at the base of her skull and in her gut told the brunette slayer that she didn’t have that much time before what she saw came to be.
Faith walked back to the bed and situated herself under the covers. Her eyes remained open, staring at the bunk above her. She was exhausted but knew that it would be awhile before sleep would come. But her mind was not idle and instead she focused on the problem at hand. Something was going down in the near future--something that she would be needed for. And though she had not had a vision about it, Faith also knew that something had happened to Buffy. She knew her sister slayer wasn't dead but she did know that Buffy would need her help.
If she doesn't kill me first, Faith thought. No, Buffy wouldn’t do that. She wasn’t like Faith used to be. Well, the old me, at least. I've changed. And it's high time I've showed them that.
Faith rolled to her side, concealing a smile as a plan formulated in her head. She was still paying her dues here in prison but, at the same time, she was needed elsewhere. It didn’t take long for her to make a decision.
Sunnydale was calling to her with her new chance at redemption and she wasn’t going to ignore it.
Even if the nightlife there did suck.
*&*
5:42 a.m.
The bright sun was the first thing that Buffy noticed. After being in…well, she didn’t exactly know where she had been-but the point was, the light shining in her eyes was her first sensory intake in, well, a long time. She squinted, shielding her eyes as best she could in order to take a look at her surroundings.
She was in the alley outside the Magic Box. The first place she had told someone that she had been at peace when she died. No, not just someone. Spike. He had been trying to comfort her because he, like the others, had thought she had been tormented in hell. Though she didn’t see his face when she told him, the air around them had changed and he had been so still. If she hadn’t known any better, she would have thought that she was alone. Well, that was how she felt whenever he wasn’t around. Alone.
"You’re not alone, pet," Buffy whirled around and saw her lover before her, bathed in sunlight.
"Spike, you’re, you’re…"
"Not a big pile o’ dust?" He smirked and squinted up at the sun. " ‘S quite a pleasant surprise if I do say so myself," he said and sauntered toward her. Buffy’s breath was caught in her chest as he made his way forward. He stopped less than a foot in front of her and inhaled deeply, relishing in her scent. "And if I do say, luv, you are quite a sight." A low growl emanated from deep within his chest and Buffy gasped, painfully aware of the throbbing desire burgeoning in her loins. She closed her eyes and took three deep breaths to gain her composure. Satisfied that she was reasonably under control, Buffy opened her eyes, a wry grin pasted on her face. The grin faltered when she stared at the spot Spike was.
Or where he used to be.
"Spike?" Buffy called and turned in a circle, searching for the blonde vampire. He was nowhere to be found and, after a few minutes delegation, Buffy walked to the back door of the Magic Box. She was surprised when it opened before she reached her hand out. She cautiously entered the store, her senses at maximum alert.
Once inside, the door slammed shut behind her and Buffy gave a cursory look over her shoulder before turning back towards the inside of the store.
"What the hell?" She asked as she stared at her new surroundings. What had been, on her first glimpse, the Magic Box, now bore more resemblance to the underbelly of Spike’s crypt. Come to think of it…
"Spike!" She heard someone yell and tensed. The voice was female and decidedly foreign. It wasn't the yell that had her tense rather the obvious tone of pleasure that coated the female's call of Spike.
Buffy followed the cavernous paths; one hand trailing along the cool stone walls to keep her balance as the other woman's grunts and groans urged Buffy on. With each step, the slayer's stomach tightened and her throat constricted in fear of what she would see. After a handful of minutes, she came across a door that was half cracked. The noises had escalated into a cacophonous frenzy that took the slayer’s breath away. The sweet musk of sex drifted through the partial opening and Buffy coughed involuntarily. She raised a shaking hand towards the door and brushed her fingertips against the splintered wood.
Just as she began pushing the door open, she heard it. His voice. "That’s it, luv, right there, baby. You know how I like it." Even the thought of Spike with someone else had always made Buffy uneasy and that had been even before she had died. Of course, she had never admitted it to anyone and doubted she ever would. But now, now that she loved him and that he knew-well, the thought of him with someone else had never crossed her mind. She knew he would never do that, regardless of his vampiric nature, Buffy knew Spike would always be true to her.
"Don’t stop!" He bellowed and Buffy coughed up a sob. The pain in her chest was unlike anything she had ever felt and she wanted nothing more than to run. But, like an accident on the highway, her eyes had to see. So, she pushed the door open as the tears cascaded down her cheeks and her eyes rested upon the two figures on the bed.
Her bed.
"Well, well, well," the woman chirped, never losing her rhythm as she rode the blonde vampire hard and fast. "If it isn’t Lil’ Miss Dimpled Knees herself. Enjoying the show?" The woman’s nails raked across Spike’s chest and rivulets of blood seeped to the surface. Spike cried out as her tongue flicked across the slashes, lapping up the blood.
Buffy wanted nothing more than to turn away, to run far into a corner and hide but her eyes were riveted to the small woman atop of Spike.
"Likin’ what you see?" She taunted, squeezing her ample breasts. Every curve of the woman was burned into Buffy’s mind, from her multi-dyed hair color to her powerful thighs that held Spike in place and her taut belly that he rubbed his hand across.
"You are magnificent," he whispered though Buffy heard it clearly enough. "I’ve never had a woman so perfect. One that could satisfy me like you do, pet. All the others," Spike glared pointedly at Buffy, "are good for nothing more than a quick turn in the hay."
Buffy collapsed to her knees, unable to take the scornful words or disdainful smirk Spike shot her way. The woman threw her head back and laughed at the slayer’s obvious pain. Buffy was barely aware of the tattoos on the woman’s back; tattoos that seemed to have a life of their own. The slayer part of her saw this but the woman part of her could only stare at her lover’s infidelity as he and the other woman resumed their furious pace of sexual pleasure.
"No," Buffy whispered as her eyes took in the scene before her. "God, no."
"Buffy," someone called and tapped the slayer on the shoulder. But Buffy was too lost in her grief to notice anything else. Not until her view was blocked of the two lovers did she register that there was a fourth party in the room.
"Buffy," the figure said and when he bent down to face her, Buffy was stunned.
"Spike?" She stared at the platinum blonde in front of her in confusion.
"It's me, luv," he smiled and traced the back of his hand across her cheek. Buffy let herself get lost in the coolness of his flesh until she heard him scream in pleasure. Smacking his hand away, she stood, her face contorted in agony as she saw him still on the bed and the other woman on top of him.
"Stay away from me," she said to the one that had touched her. Spike stood, oblivious to the scene unfolding behind him, and approached Buffy.
"You know it's me, luv. That," he pointed behind him, "is not me."
"Well it sure does look like it," she replied dryly.
"Buffy, I love you. Always have and I always will. You know I would never willingly hurt you."
"But you are," she put her hand to her face to stifle another sob.
"Buffy," Spike pled and was only inches away from her. He slowly raised his hands to her and grasped her by the shoulders. His touch was gentle yet firm. He stared into her hazel orbs, so full of pain and summoned all the love he felt for her and let his eyes tell her everything.
It didn’t take long for Buffy to see the truth and she melted into his embrace. Loud, violent sobs wracked her body as Spike held her, whispering words of love and assurance as he stroked her hair.
"But…but why?" she asked after several minutes. The noise in the background had ceased and when she sneaked a glance towards the bed, the other Spike was watching her intently as the woman nuzzled his neck.
"Buffy, everything is not always as it seems."
"Don’t listen to him," bed-Spike shouted. "It is as it seems. You're not worth a second…"
"Things happen, luv," her Spike interrupted. "Things that you always can't help."
"Like he couldn’t help but want to fuck me," the woman purred as her hands ran up and down bed-Spike's chest. Buffy's attention was drawn back towards the bed and she felt the tears start anew before Spike stepped in front of her. Her Spike.
"Buffy, I love you more than anything in this world. And I know--I know…"
"I love you," she finished and her gaze dropped. Spike cupped her cheek and forced her to look at him, her brilliant hazel eyes filled with tears.
"Buffy…"
"I knew I shouldn’t have. I knew this would happen. 'Buffy Summers loves you, now let's see how much I can hurt her'," she choked out. "I knew I should have never loved you. Knew I should have never told you." She looked up at him and saw the fury behind his calm façade and flinched, awaiting for the words that would finally kill her.
"Do you love me?" He asked and she saw his lip quiver.
"Spike--"
"Do. You. Love. Me?"
"Yes."
"Then trust me Buffy," he said, sighing. "Trust that I would never willingly hurt you."
" 'Willingly'?" She asked, fear once more returning to her belly.
"Buffy, I wish I could say I'll never hurt you, but you know better than that."
"Because you're a vampire," she said dejectedly.
"No. Not because I'm a bleedin' vampire. Because I love you," he bellowed the last part and Buffy jumped at the vehemence of his words. Spike sighed and tempered his voice. "Buffy, understand that people who love each other do hurt one another. Hell, it's easier to be hurt by someone you're in love with than someone you're not. I'm a stupid git, you already know that," he said and they both chuckled. "I'm bound to say or do something that'll hurt you. And I know you'll do the same." He got down on one knee and Buffy gasped at the gesture.
"But I do know that I will never betray you. But a time will come where you will have to decide how much you trust me. Even though you say you trust me, you still don’t."
She opened her mouth to argue the point but stopped, knowing that he was right. Although a part of her did trust him as a lover and friend to Dawn and the Scoobies, another part of her, the slayer part was not so trusting. She studied him, her eyes filled with remorse at not trusting him all the way. She wanted to apologize, to make it up to him but didn’t know how. All she could do was see him through this. "But--but how will I know?"
Spike stood gracefully and offered her a weary smile. "It's simple. When you put your life in my hands, you will either trust me," he morphed into his demonic visage, "or I will die." And with that, Spike burst into dust before her eyes.
"Spike!" She yelled and brought her hands to her face only to see the stake she held in her hand. The same stake that had dusted her Spike.
"Looks like you did it again, luv," bed-Spike taunted. "Sent another lover to hell. Quite impressive if I do say so myself." He stood up and walked over to the nearly catatonic slayer.
"When will you learn?" he asked condescendingly. "You are nothing. You are not worthy to love and never will be. Peaches never loved you and I sure as hell didn’t. Face it. You will always be alone."
"And I will always have him," the woman said as she wrapped her arms around bed-Spike's waist. "And you, ha, you will have nothing."
Spike had stayed by Buffy's side for the last four hours. He knew he had to leave soon as the sunrise was fifteen minutes away. He stood and took in the frail form of his love. Buffy looked so small lying there, IV's stuck in her arms. There was nothing of the powerful, unstoppable woman he had fallen in love with. In its place was a shell, a husk of his Buffy. He ran his fingers through her thinning hair. This was not the real Buffy.
Yet, despite that, he loved her all the same. Leaning over, he brushed his lips across hers as his thumb stroked her cheek.
"I love you, Buffy," he whispered. "I will always love you. You have to hurry and get better. Dawnie and the Bitlet need you. So do the Wiccas and the Watcher. Hell, even demon…" Spike stopped in mid-sentence, almost forgetting that Anya was no longer alive and that Xander was missing. He swallowed the tears that wanted to emerge at the loss and re-focused on Buffy.
"I need you, luv. I need you more 'an blood. Hurry, luv," he whispered and tore out of the room in a whirl of leather before the tears overpowered him.
So lost in his grief and desire to get away, Spike never heard the cough of the unconscious slayer nor the one word that fell from her lips as she climbed closer towards the surface of consciousness.
"Spike…"
*&*
5:59 a.m.
Faith walked through the grass field with her parents on either side of her. The three of them walked arm in arm, content. They had just finished up a family picnic during sunset. Now, they would watch the stars and talk with one another before it was time for patrol
"You know what they say," Buffy said, breaking the comfortable silence.
"The family that slays together, stays together," Faith quipped. She squealed when Spike’s finger poked her in the ribs.
"Did I do that?" he asked innocently.
"Yeah, you did," she said, rolling her eyes and bumping him with her hip.
"So, luv," Spike said, addressing Buffy, "what is it that they say?"
"’Death is the only inescapable, unavoidable, sure thing. We are sentenced to die the day we're born’."
"What does that mean?" Faith asked and was surprised when Buffy and Spike walked away from her. "Mum? Daddy?"
Slayer and vampire huddled together and Faith stifled a laugh. They looked over something and she was reminded of a time long ago where she and her Mum would huddle up like that before sneaking in on a sleeping Spike. Buffy would hoist Faith in the air and drop her right on Spike's chest. Then, he would tickle her until Buffy came to the rescue and then all three of them would roll around in bed, laughing and tickling, tickling and laughing. It had been so long since the three of them had been together and Faith missed that. Wanting to feel that closeness again, Faith walked over to her parents and touched them on the shoulder. Their backs remained turned to her and she frowned in annoyance. Instead of calling out to them, she walked around them to get their attention. She never expected to see what was before her.
Buffy was dressed in a purple dress that ordinarily would have hugged her curves. Now, however, it only accentuated her bulging stomach. Spike stared at her belly in wonder as they both touched and rubbed it.
"It’s beautiful, luv," Spike said and Faith heard the tears of joy in his voice.
"I know. She’s mine." She trained her gaze lovingly at Spike. "And yours." They traded smiles and, despite being ignored, Faith was happy to see her parents so connected.
An earsplitting scream drew her attention away from her parents and Faith spun around, ready to fight. The once clear horizon had transformed into a blanket of crimson. Thunder barked in the distance and the lightning in front of her sped closer, propelled by some unnatural wind that she could not feel. Her eyes widened in fear and a column of fire blazed up her spine.
"Mum. Daddy. We have to," she turned towards her parents and screamed at the scene before her.
There he stood, the fallen Angel, his face shrouded in a black cowl. At his feet were a single stake and a scattering pile of dust. She didn’t have to be told, didn’t have to see to know who it was…
"Daddy," Faith whispered and fell to her knees. It was the second time he had died and she had not been able to stop it either time.
"She did it," he said, matter-of-factly, nodding to the unconscious Buffy he held by the neck. His free hand caressed her stomach lovingly. "She didn’t trust him enough. Never did. It’s a wonder you were ever born." With that, he slammed his hand into Buffy’s stomach, ripping out the unborn fetus.
Faith was lost as her screams ripped the flesh from her throat. Her heart hammered in her chest as blood seeped from her lips and ears. The man in front of her smiled before sinking his fangs into the infant. Faith’s screams rose even higher as she watched the fallen Angel feed from Buffy’s unborn child. Her screams stopped when a wooden pike tore through her enemy’s heart. He dropped the baby and fell to his knees. He smiled at her, blood coating his lips before crashing to his face.
"It’s not enough," a familiar voice said and Faith looked up at the stranger who had skewered that monster. He gestured to the fallen body before stepping out of the shadows. "It will never be enough, Faith." He sighed before turning his eyes to her. Though his face was not recognizable, his eyes were. Though she had never seen them before this color, she knew.
"Seth."
He smiled sheepishly before responding. "Not as you knew him. But who I am doesn’t matter. What matters is that I will be there for her. But even with me, even as much as I love her and will come back for her, her strength, their strength-- it will never be enough." He backed into the darkness and his words echoed in Faith’s damaged ears.
"Carpe diem, quam minimum credulo postero. Only you, Faith. Only you…"
Faith was startled awake, her heart and breathing erratic. Her white nightie clung to her, thanks to the sweat that now covered her skin. She sat up and looked at the young woman next to her. Dawn was sound asleep with a look of peace etched across her face.
Despite the lingering dread lodged in her chest, Faith smiled at her aunt. Even when Faith was a child, Dawn had always slept like the dead. Between her and Spike watching Faith as a two year old, Buffy had come home many times with the house all but destroyed. Of course, Spike always took the brunt of the slayer’s ire.
At the thought of her father, Faith cringed at the all too familiar reminder that her dream gave her of Spike once again being dusted. She bit her lip as the first tear made itself known. Even though she knew it was only a dream, it felt so real. The more she thought about it, the more she realized that it was indeed a slayer dream. And being prophetic in nature, slayer dreams often had a habit of coming true.
"I have to see him," she whispered to herself and climbed out of bed. "Just to make sure he’s all right."
Using her slayer stealth, Faith crept through the house. When she got downstairs, she glanced out the window, noticing that the sun was close to breaking over the horizon. She made her way to the basement, now keenly aware that Spike was in bed even without seeing him. She stopped at the bottom step, staring anxiously at the still form of her father. One arm was draped across his eyes and the other arm was spread over the other half of the bed.
He looked so drained and Faith knew why. He had just come from seeing Buffy. Another tear escaped her eye as the pain of her mother not here reasserted herself. She put her fist to her mouth and bit down, hoping the physical pain would obliterate the emotional knives from burrowing any deeper. She had to be strong, for him. This past month, despite Spike’s resolve to be stalwart for the others, Faith had seen him slowly breaking down. Although crying in front of her the other day may have released some of the emotional baggage he was carrying, it wasn’t enough and Faith knew that the only thing that would make him better would be Buffy actually waking up.
She didn’t know how long she watched him, silently debating whether to leave or lay next to him. That decision was taken out of her hands when he raised his left arm ever so slightly and beckoned her over to him.
Faith nodded instinctively before making her way over towards him. She drew the covers back and sidled in next to him. She used her right arm as a pillow and flung her left across his torso. Just the feel of his cool body next to him relaxed Faith more than any words ever could and she acquiesced to the sleep's call.
Spike’s free arm curled around his petite daughter, in so many ways like Buffy. He smiled as he inhaled the natural scent of his Bitlet, one of the many reminders that tied her with her mother. He sighed and stared at the ceiling, content in listening to Faith’s breathing even out and her heartbeat steady before she dropped off into unconsciousness.
"I love you, Faith," he whispered into her hair before settling back down. It wasn’t long before he joined her in sleep and they both slept soundly. The nightmares they had seen for the last month were banished from their minds as they took comfort in the presence of family.
TBC…
Chapter 4
Gatherings
May 11th, 2002
9:08 a.m.
They never heard him coming.
The bulbous laughter of the four, no, five people wafted down to his ears. They were carefree in their joy, not taking into account that other creatures, things of the night were just a stone’s throw away. They had become complacent in their exuberance and he knew that even the slayer did not hear his approach.
He advanced slowly; mindful of the rickety structure that could, at any time, give him away as he silently crept up the stairs. Stopping at the door, he expanded his senses, taking in every physical aspect of his prey. They were strong, all of them. Their blood sung to him and his demon demanded that he lose himself in it all; that he revel in their shock and surprise as he sprung from his hiding place and into their midst.
The clank of a pan brought the predator back to the present and he growled at the added noise. It had been their carelessness that had brought them to his attention. And it would be that same thoughtlessness that would bring his wrath upon them.
"What in the bloody hell are you people doing?" Spike bellowed as he flung open the basement door. Everyone in the room jumped, Willow and Dawn squealed while Faith’s first instinct had been to grab the closest weapon at hand-that being the spatula. When she saw the culprit, she slapped her hands to her hips.
"Daddy," she growled, "what is your malfunction?"
" ‘My malfunction’," he repeated, complete with air quotes, "is you people’s inability to complete a simple task such as preparing breakfast without it sounding like it's bleedin’ Normandy Invasion."
"Normandy?" Dawn asked, the annoyance clear in her tone.
"D-Day," Willow replied, her hand still resting on her chest, trying to calm her still pounding heart.
"Thanks for the history lesson, Mr. Older-Than-Time," his daughter grumbled as she turned her attention back to the stove.
"So-sorry if we wo-woke you," Tara stammered as she, too, calmed her nerves.
At the Wicca’s heartfelt apology, Spike softened noticeably and treated her to a rare smile. " ‘S all right, Glinda. Know you and Red weren’t the culprits," he said and looked pointedly at the oblivious Summers’ girls chatting at the stove.
"Am I to assume, then," Giles finally spoke, "that in light of me being omitted from your good graces that I, too, am being held accountable from waking you?" Spike cocked an eyebrow at his fellow Brit.
"Considerin’ that you are the authority figure here, Rupes, the least you could do would be to quiet these two terrors down," Spike said, addressing Dawn and Faith and they both responded with stuck out tongues.
"Right, of course. Heaven forbid they take responsibility for their own actions."
"What do you expect, Giles?" Dawn said and smirked. "It’s the twenty-first century. It’s always someone else’s fault.
"So, you lot are up early," the vampire said, observing that it was a little after nine. He walked into the kitchen and Faith reflexively closed the curtain over the sink.
"Yup," the slayer responded as she leaned into her father's hug, "we're going to the beach."
"The beach?"
"Yep," Willow said, breaking out into a grin. "We thought we needed a break. Tara hasn't gotten out to much since rehab and everything and what better way to get all the kinkly winklies out than a nice sunny day at the beach."
"Besides," Dawn said as she chomped on a piece of bacon, "what better way to meet guys than…"
"Sun," Faith interjected and gave Dawn a withering glare. "We're going to get some sun. I mean, no offense Daddy, but with the exception of Dawnie here, we're all giving you a good run for 'Best Marble Statue Complexion'."
"Thank you ever so, Bitlet," he said and hopped on the island but not before stealing a sausage from Willow's plate. "Of course," he said as he meticulously chewed on the pattie, "there was that bit about the guys that I thought I heard."
"What are you talking about?" Dawn laughed. "Guys? No, this is only girls night, er, day out."
"That's good to know. But that doesn’t mean that…"
"Oh give it a rest, Daddy," Faith said in exasperation. "It's our day at the beach. We're going with Willow and Tara. Now, as all beaches go, there will be guys there. But we are only looking at the merchandise. God, even I wanted to do more than look, I am twenty-three."
"In your time, let," Spike responded. Faith cringed when she noticed how calmly her father had reacted to her tantrum. She sighed, knowing from her mother how sensitive Spike could be and by the change in his body language, she had hurt his feelings.
"So, Rupes," Spike said, cutting off any attempts of Faith's apology. "Guess we're stuck together, ey?"
"Hurray for me," Giles responded dryly as he sipped from his teacup.
"Now, now, Giles," Willow interjected, "now would be a perfect time for you guys to do the bondage thing." Both men looked at the redhead with some trepidation. "Oh, God," she stuttered. "Not bondage handcuffs and whips and chains or anything like that." On Spike's bemused smirk, she backtracked. "I mean it's not like I know about that or watch Real Sex or anything kinky like that. I mean, come on, who would watch that stuff. Hello, sluttiness is not I. Not that watching Real Sex makes you a slut or anything like that…"
"But I thought you said that you liked…"
"What Willow is trying to say," Tara said, coming to the rescue of her lover, "is that you two could use this time to talk about…things."
"Thanks, Glinda, but I think me and the Watcher did enough male bonding when I was chained to his tub."
"Chains, huh?" Faith said and walked over to Spike. "Seems like you two already have a head start on the good American bondage thing, don’t you?" She smiled apologetically at her father and was pleased when he returned it with a forgiving wink.
"As wonderful and hilarious as these images may be to you, I beg you to stop," Giles muttered.
"So-sorry, Giles," Willow said.
"So, who's the transportation? The Watcher?"
"No," Dawn replied, "we're gonna cram into Tara's clown mobile."
"Thanks a lot, Dawnie," Tara said and rolled her eyes. Everyone laughed at the blonde's terse reply before Willow stood.
"Speaking of which, I'm gonna take everything to the car. Dawnie, come and help me stuff everything into the 'Clown mobile'."
Dawn moved to protest but one look at the patented resolve face had the teen stomping out the kitchen, grumbling about being the youngest and resorted to as slave labor.
"So, Bitlet," Spike said, hopping off the island and taking Willow's now vacated seat. "Did you have that sassy an attitude in your formative years?" He nodded towards Dawn's exit.
"Sassy?" She said and helped Tara up. "Who said I ever lost my sassiness?" She punctuated it by thumping him in the ear with her finger before leading a giggling Tara out into the living room.
"Kids these days," Spike said, shaking his head. He took Willow and Tara's plates to the sink, disappointed by the lack of food on them.
"By the way, Daddy," Faith said as she poked her head back into the kitchen, "your bloods already in the microwave but you do need to heat it up. And you and Giles can share the omelet in the pan."
"Thanks, 'let." Spike gave her a genuine smile before she blew him a kiss and called out their departure.
Spike slapped the omelet on a plate and turned on the microwave to the programmed time he had put in to heat his blood just right. He heard the door slam shut just as the timer went off. Plate and mug in hand, the vampire walked back to the table and sat down. He tore into the omelet, sometimes dipping a forkful into the blood. He felt the other man's eyes on him, studying him in revulsion but Spike concentrated on his food.
"I must say," Giles said after a few minutes, "that shall I ever desire to lose weight, all I really need to do is watch you partake in your rather unusual subsistence as far as food's concerned."
"Why Ripper," Spike said sweetly, mouth full of eggs, "was that a compliment."
"Hardly," the other man muttered and turned his attention back towards the newspaper.
They sat in silence for several more minutes, until Spike was finished and returned to the sink.
Giles watched in interest as the vampire washed the dishes, mindful to stay out of the way of stray splashes of sunlight, of course. He moved around the kitchen with a disturbing familiarity, like he had always lived here. True, it had been over a month since he had moved in and there was last summer when Buffy was--gone--but this, this was something else. Something the Watcher had talked to Buffy about but not to Spike. As much as he accepted that Buffy did love the vampire, Giles had yet to do the customary 'hurt her and you're dust' speech. Well, he thought tiredly, now is as good of a time as any.
"Spike," he said and removed his glasses. The vampire turned around and arched a scarred eyebrow at the seriousness of the Watcher's tone. He opened his mouth to say something smart but decided against it. No, it was about time that he and Rupert had a serious talk. Hell, it wasn't like there was anything better to do.
He sauntered over to the table, drying his hands on his pant legs before sitting down in the chair. He slouched down, one arm over the back of it, legs splayed in front of him. Although he knew the importance of the talk, there was still the image he had to keep up.
"So, Rupes," he said, feigning disinterest, "get to talkin'."
Despite it all, Giles couldn’t contain his smile. He had known Spike for three years, more or less, and he was amazed at the little things the vampire did to retain his image. The Watcher could see that, despite his airs, the blonde wanted this long overdue talk just as much as Giles did. Of course, Spike would never admit that in a hundred years but it didn’t matter. All that mattered was that the vampire was receptive when the situation called for.
And if nothing else, Giles was thankful for at least that much.
*&*
Future Time
Oh, was he ever thankful for the power around him.
Gabriel stared out at his five lieutenants with pride. They had been in his presence for the past three months. Once he had felt his Childe, Seth fade, Gabriel had recalled them from all the corners of the world. He needed them now more than ever, especially since Emerald had disappeared before his eyes.
Emerald.
Gabriel cursed and bolted to his feet, the anger of losing his two greatest assets mere minutes apart caused his demon to bubble to the surface. The anger was not only that he lost them both but because he didn’t know how he lost them. Emerald had vanished into the air, her body dissipating as if she was being erased from existence. And Seth. Seth had been wiped away as well. He hadn't been dusted, that much Gabriel knew. But what had happened, the way Seth's energy remained yet drastically altered drove the vampire mad.
Shaking his thoughts away, Gabriel scanned the ritual circle and the five participants with glowing red eyes, his breaths, however unnecessary, coming in jagged puffs.
"Is it ready?" He snarled to the twin portal rippers, M'ul Aut and D'bahn.
"Yes, my Lord," they responded simultaneously. Aside from Emerald and Gabriel, the last two Zidiahni demons were the only entities that could open fissures through time. Though they had questioned one another as to why Gabriel himself had not opened the fissure, they dared not ask him, especially with his mood the way it had been the past few months since Emerald's disappearance.
"Then do it!" Gabriel snapped. The two brothers nodded solemnly and walked to the center of the circle. D'bahn clasped his brother's left hand with his right. The power surged between them and both stiffened as the current traveled through their blood. D'bahn lifted his left hand into the air and the air became heavy with the twins' energies. Thunder crackled overhead as the sky darkened before the first signs of lightening licked through the clouds.
Gabriel watched the display, allowing it to mute the rage that had continued to build within him over the past three months. He smiled grimly, reveling in the joy he would have in slaughtering those that had dared challenge him. He would bathe in their blood, plunder their organs from their bodies before allowing them to die slowly.
His bloodlust was interrupted when a cord of lightening from the west slammed into D'bahn's outstretched hand. The Zidiahni screamed, though Gabriel knew that is was not out of pain. A second cord from the east joined the first. Ten seconds later, D'bahn's hand shook from the inundation of lightening energy from at least a dozen patches in the sky. A brilliant light crept from M'ul Aut's unseeing eyes and his chiseled jaw opened in a silent scream. At that moment, D'bahn dropped to his knees and slammed the palm of his hand into the ground.
The other four spectators struggled to keep their balanced and Gabriel stared at the twins in awe. He had always known they had had power beyond most but to see it firsthand was quite a treat. Maybe even with a century of training, they could possibly rival him in raw power. Of course, they weren't immortal, so it didn’t matter.
"They are quite powerful, Lord," Morrigann whispered into Gabriel's ear. He turned towards her and leered at the succubus. She had been the first of his followers to return, offering herself to Gabriel and he had accepted. He had taken out all his anger, frustrations out on her, using her body in the most carnal of ways, and she had never complained. Of course, being a succubus, as long as she was being pleasured, Morrigann would never complain.
Gabriel ran a hand down the other vampire's naked back. The outline of her wings, tattooed across her back, rippled underneath her flesh at his touch and Morrigann purred in time with the ministrations as she worked herself closer to a sexual frenzy.
Their attention was pulled back to the center of the circle when a spherical shape appeared in from of the Zidiahni. It throbbed with energy and expanded slowly before exploding into a brilliant hue of purple and gold.
Morrigann held onto Gabriel's arm as an energetic wind swept through the area, knocking everyone but Gabriel and one other to their knees.
The vampire smiled across the circle at the one being that had remained on his feet.
Algolagniar.
"Master," the creature bowed as Gabriel stopped in front of the eight-foot giant.
"Algolagniar," Gabriel said and laid his hand on the demon's shoulder, despite the pain that radiated through his body at the simple touch. Three years after he had returned from Quortoth, Gabriel had opened up another gate to hell dimension for the specific task of extracting this unidentified demon that fed on the pain of others and even himself. Even skin-to-skin contact with the demon was enough to drive most mad. Only other demons and quite possibly a slayer could withstand Algolagniar's touch without being rendered unconscious. Being that pain was his weapon and his body's density was greater than most creatures, Algolagniar was an almost indestructible force. Never had he been beaten in battle save for the time he had been pummeled by Seth. Still, who better to send in first than him?
"You know what to do when you arrive." It was not a question.
"Aye."
"Destroy anyone and anything that crosses your path, man or demon. But whatever you do, leave the slayers to me. I owe them." The last part was whispered with such vehemence that even the emotionless Frost, who kneeled away from the rest, shivered.
"Yes, My Lord," Algolagniar assented. Gabriel removed his arm from the demon's shoulder, forcing the pain from his mind as he watched the behemoth walk towards the fissure. The brightness faded and was replaced by a darkness that pulled at the gigantic demon as he walked towards the portal, unfazed by the pull of the energies on him. When he made contact with the portal, it buckled before slowly wrapping around him, its gelatinous surface engulfing him little by little until he was gone.
As soon as Algolagniar disappeared through the portal, it collapsed in on itself, fading into nothingness.
"It is done," Gabriel said to no one in particular. His eyes scanned the other four demons. The two Zidiahni helped one another to their feet and Frost, apart from the others per his usual, stood unmoving, the hilt of his giant sword peeking out from over his shoulder. Finally, the vampire's gaze turned towards the scantily clad succubus and he felt himself harden underneath the leather of his pants.
"Do what must be done," he said but never took his eyes off of Morrigann. She returned his lustful gaze with equal fervor as her forked tongued licked her succulent lips. "We shall meet back here again in one month. That should give me time to garner the energy needed to transport the five of us through the portal." He turned to the twins.
"D'bahn, M'ul Aut. You have done well for me. You shall be rewarded well." The two demons nodded and walked off towards the city at Gabriel's nod of dismissal.
"Frost," Gabriel said and received a curt bow from the hybrid demon before he disappeared into a wisp of smoke.
"I'll never get over how he does that," Morrigann quipped. She glared at where Frost had been with a lust that rivaled what she felt for Gabriel. She had never truly been able to sample the human/demon hybrid as he was aloof and rarely socialized with the others. His only thought was the joy of battle, not the lust or torture that the others reveled in. And that in itself was enough for Morrigann's curiosity and desire to take him as a lover.
"Why Morrigann," Gabriel drawled and ran his knuckles down the bare flesh of her arms, "if I didn’t know any better, I'd think you wanted him more than me."
Morrigann smiled before her elongated tongue lapped at Gabriel's neck. He shivered in anticipation at the prospect of sheathing himself again in her warmth. How a vampire could generate heat like she did, Gabriel never knew. But it didn’t matter. All that mattered was that she did.
"And this from someone who enjoys power more than the pleasure I can give him," she purred as her hand wandered the expanse of his chest. It traveled down his body before dancing her fingers along the bulge of his leather pants. Taking the initiative, Morrigann cupped Gabriel's parts none too gently before whispering in his ear, "and I give pleasure better than any you will ever have."
Gabriel snarled at her before grasping her arms tightly. He openly leered at her and smelled her arousal, which was thick in the air. His eyes blazed red over their original chocolate brown tint as they examined every inch of her.
"You know," she said innocently, "you do have that angelic sort of face." Gabriel roared before his fangs elongated and tore into the soft flesh of her neck. Morrigann cried out in pain before the pleasure exceeded the former and she was lost in the intimacy of the moment.
As he drained her, Gabriel forced away the thoughts that her comment had spurned within him. No, he would not think about that now, although he knew what could possibly happen when he went back into time. Those that were dead now would be alive then, possibly in the slayer's employ. He was not ignorant of the very real possibility that there would be a family gathering of epic proportions.
I will deal with that when the time comes, he thought to himself and proceeded to lose himself in the addictive blood of the succubus.