Severed Ties
Chapter 21
Melee
May 20th, 2002
"Bollocks!" Spike shouted as he picked himself off the ground again. The first ten minutes of the fight speed had been his weapon and he used it to stay away from the monstrously powerful…well, monster. But even with that distinct advantage, he could only outmaneuver it for so long, thus the 'get up 'n go back after 'im' strategy he now employed. Although the demon looked no smarter than a soddin' Pez dispenser, it adapted to Spike's style uncomfortably fast. It didn't help that flesh-on-flesh contact made Spike's skin feel alive in a decidedly bad way.
Shaking the haze from his mind, Spike looked up just in time to see the freak demon of the week bringing down a cross-shaped headstone towards his platinum head. The vampire rolled to the side just in time, and he breathed a sigh of relief when the edge of the weapon slammed into the ground with a resounding thud.
"Missed me, you sod," he said and smashed his fist into the demon's lower back. The purple-skinned beast howled, automatically slinging its arm backwards. Spike ducked under the blow and returned one of his own, the heel of his hand colliding with the demon's chin. He finished off the combo with a reverse side kick, and his own demon chanted excitedly when he felt something in the monstrosity's chest give.
"Hurt, don't it," Spike taunted as the demon held the spot where it had been kicked. Its head was lowered as it gasped for air. Not wasting any time, Spike dropped to the ground and, using his left arm as a pivot, swung his right leg around and into the demon's jaw. The satisfying crunch of bones shattering buoyed the vampire's spirits even further and Spike glowered at his fallen enemy.
"See there, Peaches," he called over his shoulder to the still unconscious brunette, "that's how it's done." Smirk firmly entrenched on his face, Spike gave a last disdainful look to the downed beast before sauntering towards the dropped headstone. Squatting down, he ran his hands along the sharp edges of the makeshift weapon.
"Impressive piece 'o hardware you got here, Barney," he said over his shoulder, "right nice for cavin' a bloke's skull in. Though, considerin' the thickness of that melon dome of yours, not sure if it'd make a dent in the old cranium." Spike cocked his head as if in deep thought and shrugged. He wrapped his hands around the thinnest part of the headstone and hefted it across his shoulders.
"Well," he said, testing its weight, "only one way to find out."
Spike turned around, ready to pummel the downed creature to death but a hand around his neck made the vampire lose his grip on the concrete marker and it fell harmlessly to the ground.
"You're wrong, Vampire," the beast murmured, its fetid breath washing over Spike's face and the platinum blonde felt the beginnings of an incredible agony starting where the creature held him around the neck.
"This," it said and smashed an overly large fist into the vampire's ribs, shattering three upon impact, "is how it's done." The creature ushered Spike to his feet but held his gasping form firmly around the biceps, its talons ripping through leather and flesh. Spike had the chance to see the beast open its maw inconceivably wide before dropping his head.
Bugger, he thought and felt the sharp teeth brush against his forehead and chin,
what an unbelievably embarrassin' way to go.
~~~
Buffy led the other two slayers through the fourth cemetery in fifteen minutes. Jay's dire warning, as well as Buffy and Cordelia's simultaneous premonitions, had thrown the three women into immediate action. They hadn't had an opportunity to load up per usual but each woman managed to grabbed a couple stakes as well as a secondary weapon. Faith had opted for the repeater crossbow, Jay twin daggers, and Buffy a short sword ideal for close-quarters combat. Although the temperature was mild, all three women were sweating heavily, and their breaths came in sharp pants.
"Where the hell is he?" Buffy asked aloud as they swept across the western part of the Heberly cemetery.
"We'll find him, B," Faith said, and when they came to a stop, laid a comforting hand on Buffy's shoulder.
"Yeah, Mum," Jay added, "we'll find him."
"And then the two of you can start back up on your Olympic sex-a-thon."
"Eww, Faith, gross. Please don’t put images of my parents' naked bodies in my head…" Jay started and trailed off. Her eyes scanned the grounds and when Faith turned to Buffy she saw that the petite blonde was doing the same thing. Faith was startled when the other two women jumped, met each other's gazes and darted off into the night.
"God, you guys," Faith said as she sprinted after them, "give a girl some warning why don’t ya."
No more words were spoken as they tore through the cemetery, hurdling tombstones and ducking tree branches with a casual ease. As they ran further into the graveyard, Faith felt the familiar stirrings at the back of her neck that warned her that a demon was close. She tightened her grip around the crossbow, finger stroking the trigger in anticipation. Her heartbeat quickened even more at the prospects of battle and she smiled, confident that they were ready for whatever it was that was…
"What they hell?" she said when she rammed into other two slayers. "B, Jay, why'd you stop?" She glared at the two women and was taken aback at the horrified looks on their faces. It wasn't until she followed their gazes that Faith saw what it was and the unfamiliar pang of grief shot through her at what was about to happen.
Sixty yards away the giant demon had Spike immobilized and the vampire's head was almost completely enveloped by the creature's mouth. She saw the creature's head swivel slightly towards them and Faith would have sworn it smirked.
"No!" Buffy screamed and raced across the grass. Faith knew she'd never get there in time and the brunette slayer had the horrible feeling that they were about to watch Spike get dusted.
"No," she whispered as anger swept away the blind panic that had coiled in her belly. Working on instinct alone, Faith raised the crossbow, said a momentary prayer, and fired.
Her only thought was that she hoped her aim was true.
~~~
Dawn paced nervously across her room, glancing at the clock once more. He should be here by now, she thought and peered out her window. When Buffy had told Dawn and the others to stay, only taking Faith and Jay with her, Dawn had refused to stay put, even if it was only in her mind. When she had left the room, CJ had followed her, translating her eye roll into what it was; an 'escape' attempt. He had told her that he lived no more than ten minutes away on foot and would pick her up on his motorcycle and they would search for the others together.
That had been almost twenty minutes ago.
"I knew I should've went with him," she muttered. The truth was that Dawn knew that, in his condition, it would take CJ a lot longer to get there and back but that didn’t make the wait any easier. "Stupid boys."
The scowl she proudly wore disappeared when the distinct rev of a motorcycle engine sounded outside. Reaching under her pillow, Dawn pulled out the stake and holy water and stuffed it into her waistband. She started for the window but stopped. She turned around and entered her closest, rummaging around for several seconds before she found what she was looking for. Smiling at the weapon, she stuffed it in her (or Buffy's--she was just borrowing) boots.
Straddling the sill, Dawn peered out at CJ on his bike. A faint smile crossed her face before the scowl reappeared and, without a second thought, jumped off the roof.
It took half a second for Dawn to right herself before she ran to the bike. She took the proffered helmet and got on, wrapping one arm around CJ's waist. He glanced over his shoulder and flipped up the visor.
"Remember that truck I told you I got hit by?" he asked, and his voice betrayed the pain that he was in.
"Huh?"
"Remind me never to get hit by it again."
Dawn rolled her eyes and smacked him in the back of the head. "Jokes, later, rescue Spike now."
"You know where he is?"
"Heberly."
"You sure?"
"There will be a question and answer session later for your convenience but for now, just freakin' drive!"
Dawn caught the amused gleam in his eyes before he nodded and slammed his visor back down. Putting on the helmet in her hand, Dawn squeezed him slightly when she was done. Without another word, he hit the accelerator and they speed down the street, intent on saving Dawn's best friend.
Please God, don’t let us be too late.
~~~
It was one of those things she knew with perfect clarity but refused to believe. She had often done that during her tenure as a slayer fighting the inevitable. Her record was immaculate, all the proof one needed was to look around, see that the world was still around. She had gone against insurmountable odds, prophecies dating back to a time before civilization, never giving up, never admitting defeat. So she had fallen a few times; the important thing was that she got back up, dusted herself off and proceeded to kick major ass, and look quite the sexy hot momma doing it.
Hell gods, ancient vampires, pure demons, scientific Frankenstein monsters; it didn’t matter. Buffy Summers faced all comers and always won.
But she wouldn’t win this. She would never make it in time.
Still, she refused to acknowledge it.
Although her strides were longer and faster than they had ever been, it still seemed that Spike was getting further and further away. The rational part of her mind had given up, knowing that she would never reach him in time, but the other part of her mind, the irrational part that was home to her passions and hopes and dreams screamed for her to run faster. And she did.
A little more than halfway there, Buffy caught a glance of the creature's eye; the crimson flamed stared through her before it winked. Her heart stopped at that, finally preparing for the inevitable. And despite her knowledge of what was fated for her lover, Buffy still ran, her stride never faltering.
Not even when the bolt pierced the demon's eye.
Algolagniar roared and the power behind the shot jerked its head to the side and its grip on Spike loosened. Evidently still conscious, Spike kicked the demon away before he collapsed to the ground. The woman in Buffy was torn between tending to her lover and the need to seek some major vengeance over the thing that had tried to take Spike from her. Giving her lover a once over, Buffy made the decision without breaking stride. She lowered her shoulder and barreled into the demon's abdomen, taking it to the ground in a tangle of limbs.
Mounting the demon's waist, Buffy slammed her fists into its face continuously, ignorant of the searing pain that lanced up her arms with each strike. Her mind was fixated on one thing;
it almost killed Spike. I almost lost him today…it almost killed him.So lost in her maddening rage, Buffy heard rather than felt the impact to her ribs. But the pain of the blow was not far behind and the slayer rolled off of the demon, putting herself between it and Spike and picking up her discarded weapon in the process. When she wrapped her hands around the hilt of her sword, the agony of where her flesh had touched the monstrosity reasserted itself.
"Hurts, doesn’t it little girl?" the demon asked, its voice like a painful grate against a bed of nails. "The ache you now feel is nothing compared to what I will do to you and yours."
"Like I haven't heard that before," Buffy replied, trying to block out the flames of pain that licked its way up her arms and ignoring the throb from her ribs.
"See this?" it asked and grabbed the bolt that still protruded from its eye. "My suffrage from this injury is exquisite, rarely have I felt such an invigorating pain. And I have you to thank for it."
Buffy rolled her eyes, covering for the fear the demon's words brought forth. "Are we gonna fight or are you gonna go 'to be or not to be' on me? Cause, not really a big fan of Shakespeare."
Buffy shivered when the beast smiled at her but the moment was short lived when Jay flew through the air, the heel of her boot catching Algolagniar in the eye, snapping the bolt in half.
"Jay, watch it," Buffy called to her daughter, "don't let him touch your skin."
"Got it," the young woman said and elbowed the staggering creature in the nose.
"B," Faith said as she ran up to the slayer, "you okay?"
"I'm…I'm not sure," she replied. "My hands, where I touched him…it feels as if my skin's…"
"On fire," Spike said from on the ground.
"Spike!" Buffy dropped her sword again and fell to the ground, immediately curling Spike's lacerated head into her lap.
" 'm fine, pet," he wheezed, "just a mite embarrassed. Didn’t expect for Jaws there to like platinum vampire head."
"B," Faith said and the aforementioned slayer looked up at her sister slayer with watery eyes. Faith cracked a smile before picking up the discarded sword. "You take care of Don Juan here and I'll help Baby Jay kick its Sesame Street ass."
"Don’t let it touch you, Shade," Spike said. Faith frowned before nodding, and then she threw herself into the fight.
Buffy turned her attention back to her lover and for the first time she realized that his arms where the creature was holding him were bleeding profusely.
"Yeah," he said after noticing her gaze, "wanker ruined a perfectly good coat."
Despite the circumstances, Buffy laughed. Spike may have been in bad condition but he'd be fine. She graced his bleeding forehead with a gentle kiss before whispering 'I love you' in his ear. Satisfied for the moment, Buffy turned her gaze to the fight as the other two slayers battled the demon that had nearly taken Spike's life.
As much as she wanted to jump into the fray, Buffy continued holding Spike. She was the last line of defense between her helpless lover and that acid-trippin' purple behemoth. And though she knew Faith and Jay were more than a match for the beast, a part of her was disappointed that she probably wouldn’t get another shot at it. Cause she so wanted to plant the heel of her size six boots on the back of its neck and hear the crunch as she snapped its spine. It would have been music to her ears.
The viciousness of her thoughts shook Buffy but she cast it aside, standing by her silent wishes.
After all, a Slayer's gotta have some aspirations.
~~~
I almost lost him, Jay thought as she continued her assault.
Again.When they had come upon the scene not two minutes ago, Jay had frozen when she saw her father, helpless against the giant beast. She had been vaguely aware of her mother shouting something before running, and then Faith doing…something. But it wasn’t until the latter had smacked her that Jay had batted the shock away. By that time Buffy had squared off against the beast and watching her mother wince at some unseen pain had drawn anger from Jay that she had never felt.
That anger was currently directed at the off-balance Algolagniar. Although Jay recognized the danger it represented, her body moved with a fluid grace devoid of any fear. Her strikes were fast and precise, never giving the beast a chance to recuperate, and yet it had not fallen. In fact, if she didn’t know better, Jay would have sworn that Algolagniar's swings were becoming faster with each passing second.
"Mind if I join ya?" Faith said and flew in from the left, slashing the demon across the chest with Buffy's short sword. Jay followed up with a kick that slammed against its thigh. It swung a taloned hand at her leg but Jay moved away in time.
"Not tellin' ya how to slay, Baby J," Faith said, and slashed at the creature's other leg, "but I'd suggest usin' those pretty little daggers strapped to your waist there and make with the piñata pokin'."
Jay blinked as Faith attacked, the blade of the short sword slicing through the air, gashing flesh and muscle. Taking a momentary breather, Jay flexed her hands, noticing a dull ache in them but it was not enough to distract her from finishing off Algolagniar.
Pulling the blades from their sheathe, Jay jumped back into the fight. She let her blood carry her, attacking with the tenacity of a vampire. This bastard's goin' down, she thought as her and Faith's blades tore through the cartilage and tendons of the creature's neck. Both slayers halted their attack as Algolagniar fell to one knee. Trading wary glances, they stepped forward, intent on finishing the job.
"So, Junior," Faith said, "wanna do the honors?"
"Sure, why not." Transferring the blades to one hand, Jay took the short sword from Faith and stared at the fallen giant. She raised the blade slowly and, taking a deep breath, brought the blade down.
Only to have her hand caught. She gasped in horror as the behemoth stood, its grip unbreakable. The sword fell to the ground as Jay lost feeling in her arm. She looked to Faith for help and saw the slayer fighting uselessly against the hand wrapped around her throat.
Algolagniar stood, its grip on one slayer's throat and the other's forearm tightening.
"Well, child," it said and chuckled mirthlessly, "looks like the table's have turned." Algolagniar squeezed and Jay screamed when she felt her arm snap. But that pain was secondary to the burn that started traveling up her arm and through her body. She wanted to drop to her knees but the hand wrapped around her arm prevented Jay from falling.
"Not yet, child," it said and leered, "I've still got worlds of pain to show you."
~~~
"Are we freakin' there yet?" Dawn yelled over the drone of the engine and, circumstances aside, CJ bit down on his tongue to prevent from laughing aloud. CJ shook his head and sighed inwardly when Dawn's grip tightened around his waist. Her delicate hands had driven him crazy the entire ride, caressing his abs (well, that was his story and he was stickin' to it) with wanton desire. He had to admit, however, that it may have been his overactive imagination compensating for the full-body discomfort that had only intensified at his dash home. I gotta get a hot tub, CJ thought,
especially if I'm gonna be hangin' around these crazy cats."CJ, there it is," Dawn said and the young man turned to see the entry gates for Heberly cemetery slightly ajar. Slamming on the brakes, CJ ground the bike to a stop a few feet in from of the gates. He didn’t even get a chance to put his foot to the ground, however, before Dawn was off the bike and pressing past the gate.
"Dawn, wait!" CJ called out as he took off his helmet but by the time he looked up she was gone. The only signs that she had been there was the spinning helmet on the ground and a faint emerald mist that disappeared into the night.
~~~
Buffy had been amazed at the fluidity and precision that her daughter and Faith fought with. Algolagniar had been off balance the entire contest and the slayer released the breath she had been holding when the creature fell to its knees. Thank God, she thought and turned her attention back to Spike, never imagining that her praise was quite premature.
"Jay!" Spike yelled, astounding Buffy as he leapt to his feet. But surprise turned to horror when Buffy saw what had alarmed her lover.
"No one moves," Algolagniar said as Buffy started to run towards it, "unless you want to watch me snap this slayer's neck."
Both slayer and vampire stood, their bodies full of tension as they obeyed the demon's commands. Buffy saw that Faith's arms had ceased struggling and limply hung at her sides while Jay's arm was bent at an obscure angle and the latter whimpered, barely able to keep her footing.
"It's his touch," Spike said, his blue eyes fixed on their daughter, "some wicked mojo that fires up all the pain receptors in your body. Bloody painful."
"What do we do?" she whispered where only Spike could hear.
"Guess is as good as mine, sweets, but we can't just sit 'ere while--" Buffy watched Spike close his eyes and sniff the air. When he opened them, a grim smile colored his features and he turned to Buffy.
"Looks like we're bout to get rescued by the Green Ranger and her kiddie sidekick."
Buffy frowned. "Green ranger? Spike what are you…?"
An ear splitting scream pierced the air and Buffy swung her head just in time to see her enraged kid sister jump on the back of a very surprised monster. Faith and Jay fell from its grasp and Buffy dashed forward, catching Faith's head before it hit the ground, with Spike doing the same for Jay.
When she was sure that Jay was okay, Buffy turned her attention back to her sister, ready to jump into the fight. But when she glanced up, Buffy was amazed to see that Dawn was in…control of the fight? And glowing green?
Shaking her head, the slayer picked up the fallen short sword and, kissing Spike on the cheek, she told him to watch over the downed slayers. He nodded begrudgingly and Buffy made her way towards Dawn and Algolagniar, glancing at a slowly rising Angel before turning all her attention on the fighting pair.
"Nobody messes with my family," she said, and raised the sword over her head, "nobody."
~~~
Dawn raced through the darkness with a speed that, if she were conscious of it, would have never suspected she possessed. She hurtled countless headstones with a gymnast's finesse, following the call to her blood. All her sense were hypersensitive yet nothing touched her flesh, not even the wind as soul and gazelle-like strides carried her closer to Buffy and Spike.
Spike, she thought, and the fear for her best friend propelled her even faster through the cemetery. When she saw the eerily familiar back of the demon, she never slowed. Adrenaline pumped through her veins and without another thought, Dawn leapt onto the back of the unsuspecting creature. It staggered forward and she slammed her forearm into the back of its neck several times before it reached back to hoist her off. But Dawn was quicker and she vaulted over its shoulders, landing without a sound, her body coiled for battle.
What happened next was a blur. Algolagniar sprang forward and began to attack. Its blows were fast and accurate with no quarter given. It didn’t matter. Dawn was a step ahead of it, parrying each strike while delivering one of her own. She gave no thought to her seemingly newfound abilities or the others around her. It was just her and Algolagniar fighting to the death and though each hit she landed, regardless of the strength she knew was behind it, only made the creature's blows more difficult to dodge. And it was with that knowledge that she knew.
"Stay away from my sister," Buffy screamed and slashed the sword across Algolagniar's back. The creature roared and swung its fist back at Buffy, clipping her on the arm, sending the slayer staggering backwards. Taking advantage of the lapse, Dawn pulled the dagger from her boot and slammed it into the beast's sternum with all her strength.
A blinding light poured from the spot where silver and flesh connected and Algolagniar roared. Dawn wanted to cover her ears but she had the implicit knowledge that this was the only way to defeat it. The pain that radiated through her body was incomprehensible as she experienced Algolagniar's entire existence in mere seconds. The rest of the world became insignificant as visions clouded her mind. Visions of a past she had never known and a future she could never have conceived. It was simultaneously the most beautiful and hideous moment of her life and Dawn smiled. She felt something awaken within her, something more powerful than anyone had ever known and would ever know. In that moment, she was the All, the Only…the One.
And just like that, the solace and tranquility was gone as light poured from her skin. It enveloped both her and Algolagniar and she joined his cacophonous yells with earsplitting shrieks of her own. Something exploded within her and before the blackness swallowed her, Dawn made out unfamiliar words being spoken with a precision that defied nature coming from her own mouth.
~~~
The jagged throbbing in his head must have clouded his vision. Angel watched as Buffy staggered back from a glancing blow by the demon only to see Dawn ram a dagger into its chest. But it couldn’t be Dawn, could it? Power radiated from her form and an iridescent emerald light crackled from where she pierced the belly of the beast. The light temporarily blinded Angel and he shielded his eyes. His hands went to his ears when the inhuman bellow shattered the air. Quickly on the heels of the creature's howl was another, more human cry of pain and confusion (and was that joy?) that sounded too much like Dawn for Angel's liking.
Shaking the cobwebs as best he could, the vampire hobbled towards the glimmering energy, one hand covering his eyes. The closer he came the more his body was warmed by the energy rippling from off of Dawn.
"Dawn," he called over the silent waves. Although no sound was generated, the vampire felt as if he was witnessing a hundred train wrecks all at once. The kinetic buildup was unbearable and Angel fell to his knees. His arms broke his fall, holding his body up just enough for him to brave looking into the light and when he did…
The emotional pain he has suffered for decades lifts as unmistakable eyes stare at him. He knows who this boy, this young man, is. And though Angel knows not how it has come to pass, he does not care. Connor stands before him as a man.
His son has been returned.
Forgotten is the joyous message Spike has left about he and Buffy's new daughter. All that Angel sees is his own progeny, standing before him.
He embraces the man who is a mirror image of him, save for the dirty blonde hair, a relic of his mother. Angel does not notice that Connor does not return the hug; he only knows that after years of searching and praying, he holds Connor in his arms.
He does not feel the man's body vibrate with tension, only the warmth of his flesh, the strong beat of his heart.
He does not sense the unholy magic that flows through his son's veins; only the strength of character that is before him.
But he does hear his son's voice, whispering to him in a language never uttered in this plane. And for the first time since he has laid eyes on Connor, Angel is wary. That is when everything comes into focus. Something is not right.
As he pulls away and sees the maniacal gleam in his son's--his fading son's eyes, he knows it is too late.
He doubles over from the pain, one that is too great to verbalize. Unseen hands hoist him up, however, casting his arms out in crucifixion. And for the first time he is able to look at his son and he screams.
There is no feeling behind those eyes. No love. No anger. No resentment. Not even hate. There is only apathy.
Apathy and the craving for destruction.
"Relax, Father," Connor says, spitting out what should be an endearment as if it is the most vile word imaginable, "I will not leave again. Soon we shall be together forever." He touches Angel's chest and the decibels of the vampire's scream triples.
There has never been anything like it before. Soul and demon, Angel and Angelus unite for the first time, screaming as they are raped of their will, shackled within their own body, slave to the will of a mad man, a destroyer.
An Archangel.
~~~
Multiple screams chilled Buffy's battered body but her mind was focused on her own torment. Memories that were not, could not have been her own flashed before her and she had no control over them. Her stomach ached as the worst of traumas chewed at her sanity...
They are nearly beaten. Angel's friends dead or dying. Willow and Tara unconscious, Giles and Spike buried in the rubble. Xander and Anya are nowhere to be seen, neither is Dawn. Angel lays in a pool of his own blood, his face battered by M'shi-Dar. And M'shi-Dar before her, laughing as he kicks a downed Faith while Buffy looks on helplessly.
"What made you ants think you could harm me?" he says and laughs as he stalks over to Buffy. "You, Chosen One," he says and sneers, "you and yours shall know the reason that I am the Eater of Worlds."
Buffy watches as Faith rises from behind him. She holds a talisman, something that Giles had said was imperative to M'shi-Dar's defeat. Faith gives her a loving smile.
That is when Buffy knows…
She can do nothing but watch as Faith performs the ritual--it gives the former rogue slayer the time to say goodbye but her screams as she falls into the void with M'shi-Dar will always haunt her. Just as…
She listens, detached as Spike relays the message. Xander and Anya; butchered. She says that she wants to see, has to know but he advises against it; he says their bodies are unrecognizable. She refuses to listen and goes to see the bodies.
The nightmares from what she sees haunts her until a new horror takes its place…
The two witches are surrounded but they have given Buffy and her family an escape. Buffy's heart shatters as Willow and Tara are overwhelmed by hordes of demons and though most die in the assault, there are too many and her last remaining friends are no more…
She holds the stake, tears blurring her vision as cerulean eyes pierce her soul.
"Do it, Luv," he says, "you know it's the only way."
"But I can't, Spike, I can't. I can't live without you…I can't kill you." She drops the stake and dissolves into his arms.
"There now, Luv," he coos, "it will be all right."
"How? Tell me how," she begs him.
"Because, once we are gone, our lil girl's gonna wipe the floor with that soddin' Gabriel."
"But Spike, how? How can I ask that of my daughter? How can I ask her to kill her mother?"
"She knows, Buffy, we've told her…"
"But she wouldn’t listen, she won't do it!"
"She will, Buffy, when she understands that there is no other way." He picks up the stake and lays it in her shaking hands. "Buffy Anne Summers, I love you more than life, more than death itself. Wherever I end up, you will be with me, in my spirit, in my heart, in my mind. Nothing will touch me, so long as I know you love me…"
"I do, so much…"
"And that you are happy with your mates. Red and Glinda, Harris and his Bird. Ripper and your Mum. They're waitin' for you, luv." Their eyes meet. "Let me rest, Buffy, let me rest."
Her grip on the stake tightens and she raises it. Her limbs tremble but her teary eyes are determined.
"I love you, my William," she says, "always and forever." The stake plunges into his chest, and the last picture in her mind is Spike, smiling lovingly at her…
"Noooooo!" Buffy yelled and thrashed her arms as if it would beat back the images. She fought harder when cool arms engulfed her body. Only when the dulcet voice sounded in her ear did her flailing cease.
"There now, luv, 'twas only a nightmare," Spike said and his hands caressed the bare flesh of her arms and back.
Bare back? She thought as consciousness reasserted itself. Her body still trembled but Spike's ministrations continued their soothing balm to her sanity.
"Spike?" she whispered and her fingers lightly touched the spot right above his heart.
"Yeah, pet?"
She glanced up at him, the moon casting part of his face in its pale light but the other half was shrouded in shadows.
"Where…where are we?"
"Our room."
"Our room?"
"Well, um, your room, I guess. Why? Don’t you remember?"
Buffy hesitated, unsure of what had happened. The memories were fading fast and she could only recall impressions of the horrible feeling that she saw, not the actual occurrences. With a shudder she forced those thoughts away and focused on the events prior to that. There was a blinding emerald light; they were in the graveyard, fighting Algolagniar when…
"Dawn," she said and tried to twist out of Spike's grip but the vampire held fast.
"No, luv, can't let you do that."
"Spike, get off me," she said and tried to push him off, only to find her strength was vastly lacking. But that was second to the condition of her sister.
"The 'bit's fine," he said, and stroked her sweat dampened hair, "just got 'er back to sleep. Worryin' bout you she was."
"She's…she's okay?"
"A bit knackered 's all. Just like the rest of us."
"Angel…?"
"The poof's fine," Spike muttered, "under the tender love an' care of the cheerleader I suppose." On Buffy's look, Spike rolled his eyes. "Other's 're fine, too."
"What…what happened?" Spike shrugged.
"Don't rightfully know. Bit came to our rescue, did some Key-type mojo and, Bob's yer Uncle, Big Bad Barney's no more. Ev'ryone's a bit knackered, though so Rupes suggested we all get some sleep, suss it out in the mornin'."
"So the purple dinosaur…it's gone?"
"Terminated," he said in a horrible Austrian accent that elicited a chuckle from Buffy.
"You are a dope, you know that, don’t you?"
"But 'm your dope," he said, and smiled sweetly.
Buffy nearly cried at the beautiful person before her. His eyes shone with love and the smile, devoid of any shields, was a rare one. Buffy wanted to cherish this vision before her and she cupped his cheek with one hand and caught his gaze.
"You are, you know that? Mine. And I'm yours."
"Are you?" he asked and she winced at the hurt and bitterness in his tone.
"Spike, there is no one else for me. Not an Angel, not a Riley…no one." She smiled serenely and slapped him playfully across the cheek. "You're stuck with me forever, bucko."
His baritone chuckle thrummed across her flesh and Buffy leaned against her lover as he stretched out next to her, enveloping her in his arms. "I could think of a lot worse fates than that, luv," he said and though all the doubt was not gone from his voice, Buffy was thankful that he was nearly back to normal.
"So, you sure Dawnie's okay?" she said after a few moments of silence.
Spike sighed dramatically. "Will you shush that pretty lil mouth of yours, slayer. Bit's fine. Peaches is fine, CJ's fine, Faith's fine, we're all fine."
"You don't have to get all shirty about it," she mumbled and poked her bottom into him.
Spike groaned but refrained from assaulting her, though the erection that poked her nude butt sent delicious thoughts of anticipation through her mind. "'Shirty', luv? Looks like someone's been readin' up on their British slang."
"What can I say," she said and burrowed deeper into his arms, "I'm in love with the English undead."
"And don’t you forget it." Buffy laughed and took comfort in the strength that engulfed her petite form. Her worries cast aside, she began to drift into unconsciousness until movement slapped her awake.
"Spike," she said and sat up, an edge of panic in her voice, "what are you doin'?"
"Relax, luv," he said and he pulled the curtains closed, "jus' didn't want you wakin up to a big pile of dust." He chuckled but there was nothing funny about it and when he crawled back under the covers, Buffy ravaged his lips with a bruising kiss. Her hands trailed desperately over his chest and her nails bit into his flesh. Her heart raced and relief coursed through her veins at the physical verification of his presence. Forcing air into her lungs, Buffy broke away from Spike and turned away from him, pulling his arm across her body. She sensed his confusion and frustration but he did not press and Buffy was glad. Rarely had she thought this hard about Spike dying, of him being dusted, well, at least not with such clarity. But something...something she couldn’t quite grasp nagged at her and Buffy wanted nothing more than to sweep it away. And as sleep claimed her, Buffy shivered once more at the thought that she had seen something terrible happen and that it was gonna happen to Spike and she couldn’t stop.
And when it finally did come, things between them would never be the same.
Severed Ties
Chapter 23
Intermittent Frequencies
May 20th, 2002
Late Afternoon
The Summers' living room was once more filled with the entire gang, including new additions. For the last hour they had been going over the events from the night before. Giles sat in a kitchen chair, scribbling notes at a furious pitch as the witnesses for last night's scene in the graveyard told their stories.
Buffy, sitting on Spike's lap in the recliner, had just finished her account of things, skimming over the exact details of her dreams from earlier in the day. It had been something she and Spike had discussed in the morning's light, and she had been grateful that he had her back, suggesting she not disclose the visions, especially in front of such a large contingent of people, regardless of their ties to her.
Leaning her head into the crook of her lover's neck, Buffy surveyed the room. Faith and Jay leaned on opposite sides of the room, not unlike they had in the kitchen the day before. Xander kneeled just in front of Faith, and every so often his hand would brush against the brunette slayer's leg. Buffy hid the smile that threatened to surface at the gesture, knowing that Xander was most likely unaware of his behavior and, considering the blush that tinged Faith's cheeks, she was well aware of it.
Shaking the thoughts from her mind, Buffy's eyes wandered across the others. Willow and Tara were huddled on the couch along with Dawn and Cordelia. CJ sat on the arm with his hands tucked neatly in his lap. Every so often he would glance towards her and Spike, and each time, he seemed to scoot just a mite further away. Good, she thought, keep your hands to yourself. It wasn’t that Buffy disliked CJ; in fact, there was something about him that was honest and good. But she was well aware of how danger could draw two people together and things could happen in the heat of the moment that wouldn’t happen otherwise (exhibits A & B: her first times with Angel and Spike). Despite her beliefs that CJ's intentions were all well and good, Buffy had resolved to have a sisterly talk with Dawn before she and CJ went out on their first date, something that Buffy knew was inevitably near.
Speaking of Angel, Buffy thought, and her eyes fell to her former lover. He stood closest to the front door, firmly ensconced in the shadows with his arms crossed as he watched Giles write. His brown eyes drifted to Buffy and, when their gazes met, they both smiled. Although he was still weirded out by the whole Spike cuddleage (and Buffy could admit she wasn’t to keen on his Cordelia lovin'--at least that was what it was, according to Spike) they had started to accept their new relationships, with each other as well as with their new paramours. She wasn't sure if they would ever get over the awkwardness of it all, but they were definitely starting to deal.
Spike's lips on her forehead brought Buffy back to herself and the slayer snuggled deeper into her lover's embrace, oblivious to the others in the room. Buffy still amazed herself that she could be like this with anyone, let alone Spike. Since waking from her coma, Buffy felt that if she wasn’t touching Spike, one of them would drift away, get lost in the red tape of how 'wrong' their relationship truly was. In a way, it reminded her of their brief f engagement during Willow's little soiree with having one's will be done. Regardless of the vehement protests then, they hadn't cared to what the Scoobies thought and it was the same now.
"Still with us, luv?" Spike whispered, and Buffy shivered. The tickle of his breath against her flesh traveled through her body and certain parts of the slayer awakened, pleading for a particular bleached blonde to quench the rising fires.
"Yeah, I'm all with the still being with," she replied breathlessly, and her hand trailed up and down Spike's sides.
"I suggest you not do too much of that, luv," he murmured, " 'less you want your mates to witness an intimate portrayal of how to shag a slayer properly."
"Behave."
"You know you like it when I'm bad to the--" he glanced down at his lap and, with a nearly invisible jiggle of his hips (how he did that, she had no idea) finished, "bone."
But before Buffy could reply with a whimper of desire or admonishment, Giles voice broke through the haze.
"So, is that it?"
"Is what, what?" Buffy said, and lifted her head up. All eyes turned on her, and she was unable to curtail the fiery blush that crept up across her neck and cheeks.
"Is there anything else anyone would like to add concerning the events of last night? Anything left out?"
"Notta thing, Rupes," Spike said, and ran his fingers soothingly across Buffy's spine.
"Well, to be sure, I shall go over this once more. I'll try to keep this brief:
"Spike and Angel ran into this demon, who, according to CJ, goes by the name of Algolagniar. At present, CJ does not recall how he and the demon were acquainted." Giles glanced at CJ.
"That's right," the younger man responded.
"This beast, from what we have surmised, fed off pain; either his or others. The greater the pain, the more his strength grew."
"Kinda like a super saiyan," Xander said, and on everyone's curious gazes, he lowered his head, muttering something about deprived people. Despite the non-sequitor, Buffy smiled. It was something the old Xander would have said and to have him say it now gave her hope that the solemn man she had been around for the last few days would give way to her old friend.
"Even when you three arrived, Buffy, Faith shooting the creature in the eye with an arrow had not the ill effects one would have suspected. In fact, as Faith and Jay attacked, despite it being two slayers, this Algolagniar gained the upper hand.
"That is, until Dawn entered the fray. Now Dawn, unlike the others, you say that when you struck his flesh, you felt no ill effects."
"Correct," the young girl replied, "ill effect-free."
"Even today, you fill no discomfiture?"
"Nope."
"I see. Now, when you stabbed him with the dagger, can you explain again what happened, what you felt, if anything at all."
Buffy watched her sister fidget, one hand playing with her long brown hair while the other picked at her shorts. Although she didn’t quite remember what happened last night, from what Spike said, and Dawn's earlier recollection, it was quite the light show.
"I…it was weird," Dawn said, and Buffy turned her attention back to the young girl. "Spike gave me the dagger last summer. And last night, before I climbed out the window, something told me to bring it."
"Do you know what that was?" Giles asked.
"No…well, yeah, I guess. It was kinda like this thing, you know, when you feel someone's watching you. But instead of something watching me, I felt that something was calling my name. Somehow I knew it was Ms. Sharpie."
"Ms. Sharpie?" several voices called out as one.
Dawn ducked her head sheepishly. "It was Spike's idea."
On the incredulous glares, Spike shifted uncomfortably, moving closer into Buffy. "So? The Slayer's got 'er Mr. Pointy, why can't the 'Bit 'ave something o' her own?"
"It's okay, sweetie," Buffy whispered, and kissed him on the cheek. "And we will talk about arming my little sister like she was Xena."
"Yes, well," Giles said. Readjusting his glasses, he looked back down at the notes. "So you were called to Ms. Shar…the dagger, and took it. Did it also call to you when you were fighting this Algolagniar?"
"I don’t know if it called or anything like that, because I really didn’t think much about it."
"Like it was instinct," Faith supplied.
"Yeah," Dawn said.
"Do you think it was like a slayer's instinct to stake vamps?" Jay asked.
Dawn shrugged. "I don’t know. I guess so."
"And the energy that poured from you and into the demon?"
"That was kind of like instinct, too, but I knew--"
"Knew what?" Willow asked.
"I--I don’t know. It's like I knew that this was the way, the only way to kill it."
"And how do you think you accessed the power?" Tara asked. "Did it happen automatically or did you have to do something?"
"Do something?"
"Yeah," CJ said, "like flex a muscle."
"Or arch an eyebrow," Cordelia said.
"Not to be a smart arse--" Spike started.
"Like that'll ever happen," the seer quipped.
"--but arching an eyebrow? It involves muscles, pet."
"Whatever," the seer snorted and turned her attention back to Dawn. "So? Was it like that?"
"It was…I don’t know. It was more than just knowing, or having a feeling, you know?"
"How do you mean, 'Bit?"
Dawn was silent for a minute. She glanced from Angel to Spike and back again. "Do you guys remember what it was like that first time you…" she trailed off and lowered her eyes. Buffy watched in confusion as Angel turned his head and Spike studied the carpet. It took her several seconds before she understood what Dawn was getting at.
"The first time they--"
"Fed," Angel said, speaking up for the first time since the conversation began.
"Yeah, I remember it," Spike muttered, never lifting his eyes from the floor. " 'S overwhelming, the bloodlust. Your blood boils with need, and you don’t know wha' you want--"
"And yet," Angel chimed in, "you do. It's something that calls to the demon and it knows what is needed."
"So it's like instinct," Buffy said.
"Yes and no," Spike replied.
Buffy saw the two vampires trade glances of understanding before Angel spoke up again. "He means that while it is instinctual on a certain level, it's also something else, something beyond natural and supernatural."
"You know," Cordelia said, "you guys really sound like Wesley with all the crypto-speak. Could you please translate it into English for all us not-creatures-of-the-night?"
"I think that's what they mean," Dawn said. "There's really no way to describe it, or for anyone else to understand it." She looked at Faith, Jay and Buffy in order. "I guess you guys know, sorta. Maybe when you know who's a vampire just by looking."
"Yeah, but that's sorta like the instinct thing," Buffy said, and she heard the uncertainty in her voice.
"But it's something else, too, B," Faith said. "Like a connection--"
"With everything," Jay finished. "I really don’t think I can explain it, though."
"Me neither," Buffy agreed.
"So," Giles said, and turned back to Dawn, "it was something you couldn’t control?"
"I'm not sure. I think it was more that I knew how much I needed and let it go at that."
"Which brings me to my next question," Giles said, and his eyes returned to his notes. "Everyone that was present has said that after Dawn had released this energy, they all had some sort of visions."
Silence slammed through the room and Buffy burrowed further into Spike's embrace. His arms tightened around her and he let out a shaky breath. When Buffy glanced at the others who had been there--Faith, Jay, and Angel--all wore haunted looks. Part of her was relieved that she had not been along in seeing horrors but the other part of her was ashamed to feel that way.
"Now," Giles said, "although all of you have declined to discuss these dreams with me, and I accept your reticence to do so, I must insist that you write them down and give them to me."
"We're not in school, Rupes," Spike said grumpily, " 'S not book report day."
"Be that as it may, Spike, but your visions may prove vital information on what it is that we have to face."
"He's right," Buffy said. She stroked Spike's cheek, settling him before he could explode. Although they had discussed what she had seen, Spike hadn't been so forth coming. And though Buffy was disappointed that he hadn't, she respected his wishes and wouldn’t push. For now, at least. "We can do that, Giles."
"Thank you, Buffy. Now, until I examine what you have to say about the dreams, I cannot be certain as to why Buffy was the only one effected as she was. How do you feel now, Buffy?"
The slayer rolled her eyes, annoyed at the tenth rendition of the same question. "I'm fine guys. Slayer here, remember, not much I haven't been exposed to."
"Yeah, Buff," Xander said, "but we just want to be sure."
"Getting that; got it. Have it wrapped up and folded in my back pocket for later use." She sighed. "I'm fine, okay. Honestly."
Everyone nodded and Giles returned to his notes. When he started talking again Buffy tuned him out, instead focusing her energies on Spike and the calming effect his proximity had on her. Yeah, she told the gang that she was okay, and though they doubted her, only Spike knew the depths of her not-okayness. She knew he wanted to speak up but certain declarations of love coupled with the promises of sexual favors (as well as the less exciting, less glamorous idea of telling 'Watcher man' the absolute truth later) bought her lover's silence. And that was exactly how Buffy wanted it. She wasn't sure if she was ready to tell everyone that she felt that everything she had worked for all these years was about to be torn from her.
I'll deal later, she told herself, and shivered once more. After what she had seen, and what now resonated in her bones, Buffy knew that dealing was the furthest stretch from the truth. There was no 'dealing' with what she say, what she now felt--merely surviving it. And as tough as she was, Buffy Summers had the distinct feeling that after all was said and done, surviving would be the last thing that she wanted.
~~~
"So," CJ said, and glanced over at Dawn, "is this how you guys spend all your afternoons?"
"Nope," she said, and ran her fingers against the concrete steps they sat on, "usually we save the deep apocalypse talk for the evening. Cuts down on the insomnia."
"Ah, I see." CJ's eyes fell back to the evening beginning to unveil itself over Revello Drive. The rest of the afternoon had been spent with Giles going over the accounts for last night while the others had written down their individual experiences for the Watcher to evaluate. He and Dawn had spent the time conversing with Willow, Tara, and Cordelia. Although the latter had been quite blunt, the two Wiccas had made up for the discomfort the seer had created. Still, said unease was nothing compared to the willies that slithered up his back each time he glanced at cold blue eyes that watched his every movement. Other than the purple giant that kicked his ass the night before, CJ had rarely been afraid of anything in his life, but the unwavering gaze from the platinum blonde had unnerved the night vigilante more than he cared to admit.
"Your sister's boyfriend is scary." Okay, so admitting it to Dawn was a little different.
"Who, Spike?" Dawn waved her hand carelessly in front of her. "Spike's a pussy cat." On CJ's incredulous glare, she shrugged. "Okay, so he can be a bit terrifying."
"Terrifying? Dawn, sweetie, I've been fighting demons for the last seven years. I've gotten my ass kicked plenty of times, one of which happened to be last night, and I don’t know if I've ever seen eyes that 'grrrrrrrrrr' before."
Dawn lowered her head and CJ noticed the faint tint of blush that crept up her cheeks.
"Hey," he said, and grabbed her chin between his fingers, turning her face towards him. "What's up?"
"You…it, it was nothing."
"Dawn…"
"So you've been fighting demons since you were twelve?" she asked, and though he knew she was changing the subject, he'd let it go for now. Besides, this had been something he had wanted to tell her from the start.
"Yeah. Born in New Jersey, moved to Cleveland when I was eleven. Saw my first vamp the third week there, killed my first two months later."
"So, were you living out some type of kid fantasy?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, were you insane? Twelve years old and going after a vampire."
"You could say that," CJ said. "I don’t know, I guess it was just instinct. I knew what to do and I did it."
"But why did you take that chance? I would have been packing it in the opposite direction."
CJ shrugged. "I don’t know, just felt like something I was supposed to do."
"So, did you have any backup up or were you Joe Solo?"
"Never been one to work with others, so yeah, I went by myself."
"You are an idiot, you know that, don’t you. If you weren't so cute I'd…" Dawn covered her mouth when she realized what she had said. CJ couldn’t help but smirk.
"So you think I'm cute, huh?" He watched at the embarrassment gave way to defiance and stifled the laughter that was formulating in his chest.
"So, hey, yeah, what--why did you guys move to Sunnydale?" The once friendly atmosphere dissipated and CJ felt the bitterness of the past creep back into his soul.
"CJ?" Dawn asked, and touched his arm. The young man pulled away instinctively. The hurt look in Dawn's eyes had an immediate effect, and CJ pulled her hand in his.
"Sorry, D," he said, "it's not you that I--it's just something I don’t like talking about."
"Hey, no big," she said cheerfully but her voice said quite the opposite. "You don’t have to tell me--"
"My mother died a little over a year ago. No, she didn’t die, she was murdered." He heard the gasp next to him but couldn’t face her. The pain and guilt at finding his mother's violated corpse was something that never went away. And CJ knew that one look into Dawn's brilliant obsidian eyes and he would break down just as he did when he had told Aunt Jackie.
"Was it…was it…" Dawn stuttered.
"Vampires? Yes and no."
"What do you mean?"
"Unlike what I've seen here, the human criminal element takes advantage of what they are provided. Demons are often hired as private muscle. They'd do a bit of torturing for the humans, get the message across. I was getting pretty close to finding out who was giving the orders on one of the major cartels, if you will. Guess they wanted to send me a message."
"They had your mother killed," Dawn whispered, and there was no missing the horror in her words.
"Not…not right away," he said, hating that his voice was faltering. "They did…other things to her first and--and made sure I'd find the body."
"CJ…" Dawn said and moved to give him a hug. Shaking his head, CJ stood and put some distance between them.
"I'm sorry, Dawn, but I can't let you do that."
"Why not?"
"Because," he said, and inhaled deeply, "if I do, then I won't be able to stop crying."
He watched Dawn lower her head, her dark hair falling over her face. Cursing his insensitivity, CJ bent down in front of Dawn and lifted her chin up. Tears shimmered in her eyes, and he thought he saw traces of an emerald glow in the irises. His gaze was quickly distracted, however, drawn to her quivering lips. Taking a moment to control his conflicting emotions, CJ cupped Dawn's cheek and brushed his lips across hers.
The effect was immediate for both of them. A warmth that defied all logic surged through CJ, washing away the painful memories of the past. He ran his hand through Dawn's hair, pulling her closer when her moan punctuated the entrance of his tongue into her mouth and one hand caressed the velvety flesh of her leg. Everything inside of him screamed to take her; it was as if his very life depended on this young girl in front of him.
As the thoughts of his desires took form in his mind, CJ's hands became more insistent. They roved over her back and hips, bunching her shirt out of the way. He was in need to touch her, all of her, at once. Falling to his knees, he nudged her legs apart, and pulled her against his chest. She jumped, and for a brief moment CJ thought he had hurt her; but when she wrapped her arms around his neck, he knew that wasn't the case. Besides…
"You love me too much to hurt me."
The sound of the voice in his ears was enough to bring CJ back to his senses. He pushed Dawn away gently and held her at arms' length. Her black pupils had dilated, and her eyes were nothing but giant pools of lust. Taking several steadying breaths, CJ cleared his throat to speak.
"Wow," Dawn said.
CJ laughed dryly. "Yeah, wow."
"Of course, I think that deserved a little bit more than 'wow', don’t you?"
"Umm, I'd say that's an affirmative. That was past wow in a major way."
"You can say that again."
"I would," he said, "but the lack of blood flow to my brain has simplified my abilities to express the wow-ness of that."
"Lack of blood fl--" Dawn's eyes bulged and she glanced down at his lap, quickly covering her face at the discovery. "Ohmygod, tell me I did not just see that."
Some of CJ's poise returned at Dawn's embarrassment and he peeled her hands away from her face. "Hey, baby, don’t hide. Nothing to be ashamed of."
"So say you," she mumbled, but her lips curved into the beginnings of a smile.
"Seriously though, I didn’t mean to be so forward with the…well, with the everything."
"Ah, no big," Dawn said. "What girl doesn’t like to be ravaged on her front porch while her sister, extremely overprotective best friend, and sister's friends are inside."
CJ sighed. "I really hope that Spike doesn’t decide to come out here right now."
"Well, if you're so worried, then maybe you should, I don’t know, step away from between my…" she trailed off, and glanced down.
"Oh, yeah, sure," he said, and stood. He turned his back to her and adjusted his jeans.
"Better?"
"Much," he said and faced her again. CJ basked in the smile that Dawn gave him but he didn’t miss the question in her eyes. Not wanting to ruin things with inadequate words, he ignored her silent query and enveloped her in a hug.
"I think I better go."
Dawn pouted. "Already?"
"Yeah. Aunt Jackie's probably worried about me, even if I did call her this morning. You know how family gets sometimes."
"Tell me about." Dawn lowered her gaze, intently studying her sneakers as they kicked at several invisible pebbles. "So, are you gonna be around any time soon?"
"Probably not for a few days," he said, and on her downcast face, he amended, "but I will call. And maybe we could go out next weekend."
CJ's heart sped up at the naked hope that shone from Dawn's face. "Really?"
"Yeah, really. That is, if you want to."
"If I want to? Of course I--" she trailed off and slipped on a mask of indifference. "I mean, I guess that would be okay."
"Just okay?" he teased.
"Well, really can't comment on it until the day comes, now can I?"
"I guess." He glanced at his watch. "Well, I best get goin'."
"Yeah."
"I'll probably stay in tonight, hang out with my aunt."
"Well, Ms. Dawn Summers will no doubt be getting the lecture on sneaking out and jumping on the backs of grotesque demons without sister's permission."
"They really can't say much. You did save the day."
"Shows you don’t know my sister."
"Will Spike be in on it, too?"
"No doubt. But I can handle him. One Summers' pout and he'll crack. Unfortunately, that particular weapon works not on big sis, or British man with glasses."
"It could always be worse."
"How?"
"You could have a scary ass vampire watching you from the door, with murder written in his eyes."
"Huh?" CJ nudged his head in the direction of the steps, and when Dawn turned around, she gasped at the menacing glare Spike was giving CJ.
"Spike? What are you doing?" Dawn shrieked.
"Just about to ask you the same thing, 'Bit."
"We were just talkin'," CJ said, and offered the vampire his most friendly smile.
"Don’t think I was talkin' to you, sir. And besides, my nose tells me different."
"Huh?" CJ asked, miffed, but by Dawn's horrified expression, she knew exactly what Spike meant.
"Well, don’t you have to get home to your aunt?" Dawn asked hurriedly, pushing CJ towards the driveway. "I'll be she's worried sick about you. Shame on you, CJ for not getting there sooner. Make sure you tell her you're sorry and get some rest while you're at it, too. Bye bye!" she finished excitedly. She glanced over her shoulder and then whispered, "Call me tomorrow," before running up the steps and past the vampire.
CJ's eyes locked on the vampire's unreadable gaze and shivered. Yesterday he had not been afraid of this man, even when he found that Spike was indeed a vampire. But there was something about those blue eyes that held a love for Dawn and Buffy that CJ had rarely seen. And while he didn’t know too much about Spike's history, CJ did know that if he did anything to hurt Dawn, Spike would be on his ass quick, fast, and in a hurry. Knowing that whatever retributions Spike would take out on him would be done out of love and not cruelty was the scariest thing of all.
Shaking the thoughts aside, CJ started the bike and backed out of the driveway. He gave Spike a perfunctory salute before gunning the engine, and zipping down the street. His ride home was uneventful, filled with thoughts of Dawn's warm body in his arms and the knot that formed in his stomach every time he saw her. There was something magnetic about that girl, something he couldn’t put his finger on. He had felt it today, and he had sure as hell felt it last night when light had poured through the cemetery. He hadn't told anyone but, in one instant, all the questions CJ ever had, about himself and his attraction to Dawn had been answered with a crystal clarity. He had known what she had done for him, and why. He knew it all.
It sucked balls that mere seconds after all that knowledge had been gained it had disappeared, leaving the young man at square one.
It didn’t matter, he thought as he pulled into his aunt's driveway. It would eventually come back to him. All he had to do was wait. And CJ could be a patient man, as long as something warranted it.
Finding out where all the déjà vu's of his life had come from was number two on the waiting list. Number one, of course, was seeing where this thing with Dawn went.
And that was something he was dying to find out.
~~~
She lay in his arms, her supernatural warmth bathing his cold flesh until it nearly resembled normal body temperature. Her hair splayed across his chest in a curly rainbow of blue, purple, red, green and orange. Every so often, she would exhale, spilling unnecessary breaths against him. It was so human that, at times Gabriel forgot just what Morrigann was.
The vampiric warlock brushed his fingertips against the raised wings of her back, and he watched as they fettered restlessly under his caress. Morrigann mumbled contentedly in her sleep and Gabriel chuckled. Sleep, just as her many other human gestures, always cast Morrigann in a different light. She was like a child when she rested, often times pouting when the covers were removed, or the simple peace that claimed her lovely face as she slept. Never had he ever seen her so disarmed awake. It was in her nature to be the seducer and every waking moment she carried a part of that, even in the most innocent of displays.
"You are lovely, my dear," he whispered, and the succubus cuddled further into his embrace. Yes, Morrigann was beautiful; more beautiful than any woman he had ever seen. It was a preternatural magnificence, one that would have all but the strongest willed humans bowing at her feet. And though the sheer sight of her was enough to bring most into her servitude, a sample of her blood to any creature would tie it to her for as long as she wished. It had been this reason that Gabriel had forbade the others to bed her. Oh, she was more than willing to offer herself, especially to the stoic Frost, yet Gabriel felt no jealousy. True, she was his lover and they both shared a love of power, but that was where the ties ended. He was not some sniveling mate that would become enraged at his woman's infidelity. Gabriel understood all too clearly that to have such an emotional tie to someone would only lead to one's downfall. Seth was a perfect example of that.
Seth. Still, after this time, the thought of his wayward Childe caused a pang of grief to resonate within Gabriel. Seth had been the strongest vampire to ever walk the Earth, granted the eternal kiss by Gabriel himself. Seth had remained loyal throughout, many times questioning but never straying too far from his master's will. Oh, Gabriel knew that imbuing one such as Seth the power of near invulnerability was risky; if he had so desired Gabriel had no doubt that Seth could have raised an army against him to grasp control of the world that Gabriel now owned. But he never did. Seth kept his aspirations to more direct things such as blood and torture…and Emerald.
The dark-haired man shivered at the thought of his Empress. True, they were not lovers in the physical sense but the power they shared went beyond all carnal sensations. That was not to say that Gabriel did not wonder what it would be like to embrace her in all senses of the word but he knew that she would never capitulate. As much as Emerald tried to hide it, Gabriel was no fool. She was just as in love with Seth as he was with her. The first time she had brought the still human Seth before him, Gabriel knew that they were lovers. And though their trysts were greatly reduced once Seth had been turned, every so often Emerald would retire to her chamber, reeking of sex and…and love. It had been for this reason that Gabriel often sent his chief lieutenant to the farthest reaches of the land. Gabriel still could not fathom why he had felt his first twinges of jealousy at his Childe for the ability to hold the love of someone so great as…
"Emerald!" Gabriel yelled, and spasmed in the bed. He was vaguely aware of a now fully alert Morrigann searching the room for intruders, but most of his attention was drawn to the pulsating link that tore into him as it ignored all precepts of temporal limitations. He watched as the creature was consumed, invaded by the green essence of the One. It ripped Algolagniar to shreds, rending demon heart, muscle, and even conscience into nothing but particles of dust and ash. It was unlike anything Gabriel had ever seen, and though the true display of it was frightening, the understanding of what had occurred wrested the fear to the ground. Yes…
"Gabriel, Gabriel," a distant voice said, and his head rocked to the side as a hand slapped him across the face. He heard his name again and the unmistakable windup of another blow aimed for his jaw. He caught Morrigann's hand reflexively and forced his eyes open. He was unable to focus on her in detail but could make out the apprehension that radiated from her flesh.
He raised a tentative hand to her face and caressed the sweet curve of her jaw line. The smile that split his face was tinged with an edge of insanity, he knew, but it also contained the knowledge that soon, all would be his.
"The tear has been procured. Algolagniar did not fail."
Morrigann smiled and the curve of her upturned lips brought a shiver of anticipation to Gabriel. "Then it is almost time."
"Yes," he said, and his other hand found her waist, "it is." Without warning, he slung her to her back and parted her legs. Morrigann gasped as he entered her in one violent thrust.
"More," she pled as he moved into her like a piston, "please, more."
"Oh you will have the more that you crave, my succubus," he said in jagged gasps, "and so shall I."
All other words were forgotten, and the two creatures of the night lost themselves in the carnal pleasures of the flesh.
Next: First Date…