Chapter 1:

Buffy sits in front of her window, once again waiting for her sister, Faith, to come home. Her sister does this every other night. Comes home and tells her and her mother that she has a date, then goes up to her room for about 3 hours. When she comes back downstairs, she is usually dressed in barely anything then runs out the door. About 7 sometimes 10 hours later, she comes home, clothes wrinkled and hair disheveled. The first time this happened, Faith told them that she spent the night at a friend’s house. She meant to come home, but she fell asleep on the couch. Of course they both believed her. After about the 10th time, Buffy and her mom got sick of it and asked faith what this was all about. Faith told them both it was nothing and that they should mind their own business. The subject was never brought up again.

Finally, Buffy got sick and tired of wondering what her older sister was doing, so one night she followed her. At first, everything was fine. Her sister went to the bronze and then met up with some guy. He looked older but Buffy didn’t worry. She didn’t worry until she saw her sister leave with this man. She walked behind them as they headed for what seemed the older man’s house. Both Faith and the man walked into the house but they forgot the close the curtains. That’s where Buffy saw her older sister having sex with this man that she met only an hour ago. Buffy stayed for only a few minutes then left. When she got home, she swore never to tell her mother for her heart would be broken if she knew her older daughter was a slut.

She stayed up till 4 AM that night for her sister. Once she knew that Faith was safe in her own bed, she slept.

The next day is when she started to notice the rumors. At first she just ignored them, she didn’t even really ever hear them. They were about her sister, and how she slept around. That day changed Buffy as well as the night before. Now, when her sister goes out on a date, she stays up waiting for her just to make sure she gets home alright. Buffy has been doing this for the past couple of months. At first she thought her 25 year old sister didn’t need her to stay up, but she knew that she needed to…just in case.

So, that’s where she is now. At her window, waiting for her sister once again. She had come home earlier, telling Buffy and her mom that she had yet, another date. Buffy knew that she had to get her homework done quickly so she could stay up to see that her sister got home safe and sound.

As she sits in front of her window, she thinks about how hard it has been on her…she needs to talk to someone, so…she calls her best friend…Willow.


“Ring…Ring…Ring…Hello…”

Buffy lets out a smile as she hears Willow’s voice.

“Hey will…sorry that I’m calling so late, but it’s Faith again.”

Buffy hears Willow let out a sigh of disappointment. She hears her shuffle around, then she starts to speak.

“Buffy…you can’t keep doing this. You have to stop staying up for her. She is 25 years old for gods sake! I mean come on! You are 16 and are in high school. You have better things to do then stay up and baby-sit your older sister. You really need to stop and just go to bed like a normal 16 year olds.”

Buffy sucks in a breath and then lets it out.

“I know Will…it’s just that, when I try to sleep, and I close my eyes, I can see her, dead in like a ditch or somewhere. And I can’t handle that. As much as she screwing up her life, I can’t just give up on her. So, I stay up and wait just so I know that she is ok. I have to know she is ok.”

Buffy hears silence for a few moments, and just as she thinks that Willow has left, she hears her start to talk.

“I know Buffy…I know. It’s just, you have gone down so much in your grades and I’m worried about you too. You have to start worrying about yourself sooner or later...anyhow, let’s talk about something less depressing. How is your mom?”

Buffy lets out a smile at how her friend wants to help her and how she tries to make a sad moment better.

“Well…mom is good. She still doesn’t know what Faith does, which shocks me, but the doctors said her headaches should stop soon. I asked mom the last time she has had one, but…” before she can finish her sentence, she sees a black car pull into the drive way. She sees her sister open the door and walk out.

“Hey Willow? I got to go. Faith is here and I don’t want her to know I’m up. So I will see you tomorrow at school k?”

“Alright Buffy…night”

Buffy hears Willow hang up the phone and hangs up her own phone as well. She moves back from her window and watches her sister walk to the other side of the car and lean in. Buffy figures she’s giving who ever is in that car a good night kiss. Buffy cringes at the thought of some old guy with like a missing eye. Finally, she sees her sister pull back and walk towards the house.

Buffy jumps in bed and listens to the door close, and the stomping of her sister walking towards her room. Buffy closes her eyes, and lets a few tears fall…thankful that her sister is home safe…and sound.

Chapter 2:

“Oh god…I’m so freaking tired…ugh.”,Buffy moans as she plops down at her desk.

Willow lets out a laugh and goes to pat her back while she says, “Well that’s what you get from staying up all night little Miss Buff. I told you to just go to bed, but nooooo…you had to stay up” Willow continues patting her back as Buffy lets out another moan.

“Hello all! And how is everyone this fine, Woah! Buff…Who took your favorite toy away?” Xander sits down at his desk and looks questionably at Willow.

Willow just shakes her head and mouths, “Faith”, and continues to pat Buffy’s back.

Willow and Xander hear Buffy let out a cry as she lifts her head back up.

She holds her head in her hands and mumbles, “well, Xander, buff had to stay up again all last night for her beloved sister. And once again, I only got one hour of freaking sleep. Then, this morning, I get yelled at from mom cause she thinks that I was out last night! Mom said she heard the door close last night at 5 o’clock in the morning and just figures it was me. Of course me being the nice sister, I took the blame cause I didn’t want Faithy to get kicked out of the house.” Buffy lets out a sigh as she finishes and plops her head back down on her desk.

Xander lets out a sigh and chuckles. He leans back in his seat and stretches his legs. “Man Buffy, that sucks. But I thought that you weren’t gonna stay up for Faith anymore. I mean, we all know what she does or who she does. That doesn’t mean that you have to baby her. She’s what…25 now, so she can take care of her self. But…how is she anyhow? She doing any better? I mean, how many new guys has she been with?”

Buffy sits up and looks at Xander with a frown. “I think she has been with…10 different guys this past month. But I only know this cause of the number of cars that I’ve seen pull up in the drive way.”

Both Willow’s and Xander’s eye widen at this. Willow speaks up first.

“Wow Buffy…I mean…that’s a lot of guys. She should be more careful. She could get like a disease or something.”

“I know Will, it’s just…I don’t want to mention it to her, cause then she’ll get all mad with me cause I’ve been “spying” on her. It’s not spying though right? I mean, just cause I sometimes follow her and watch her at night doesn’t mean I’m spying…right?” Buffy nods at them and sees both of them look at her weird.

“Ok…ok.”, she mumbles, “I get it…it’s spying, but it is all in good reason. I mean if I didn’t, then we wouldn’t know if she is dead or not. So she should be thankful.” Buffy stops talking to nod at her reasoning then finally gives up and lays her head back down.

Buffy lets out a groan as the bell rings signaling that class is starting. She looks over at the door and watches the teacher walk in. She glances back over at Willow and Xander and mouths, “We’ll talk later.”

Both of them nod and turn around in their seat to listen about the wonderful facts of Physics.

******
Buffy throws he bag on the couch as she enters the living room. She yells, “Mom…Faith! Anyone home?!” She walks further into the house and then hears her mom.

“Buffy, I’m in the kitchen honey.”

Buffy lets out a sigh and stomps into the kitchen, dreading having to talk to her about last night. She walks in and sees her moms “mean” face and Buffy has to hold in a groan. She sits down at the stool and places her elbows on the table.

“What’s up mom? How was the gallery today?”

Her mom sits down in front of Buffy and lets out a sigh. She starts to speak to her.

“Buffy…do you want to talk about where you were last night? I’m not going to be mad if you just tell me why you were out so late.” Joyce looks at her daughter and can’t believe she stayed out all last night. She prays she doesn’t end up like her sister.

Buffy Screams in her mind. ‘Tell her…just tell her that it wasn’t you …that it was Faith and you will be fine…just do it’ Buffy speaks to herself in her head then answers her mother.

“I was at Willow’s. We have this project due and I wasn’t sure how I was supposed to do it, so I went over to her house so we could work on it together. And by the time we were done, it was 4. So…I’m sorry mom.” Buffy hopes that by saying she’s sorry, that mom will forget about it and not mention it to Faith.

Both Buffy and Joyce jump as the front door is slammed. Faith walks into the kitchen wearing a black leather top that shows way too much cleavage for Buffy’s taste and black leather pants. Buffy refrains from rolling her eyes at her older sister’s ridiculous outfit.

Faith sits down in one of the stools and props her feet on top of the table. She grabs an apple off the table as she starts to talk.

“Hey fam! How’s it hanging!” she practically yells. She reaches over to Buffy and messes up her hair while saying, “How ya doing squirt! Life treated ya good?” But before Buffy can actually answer her questions, Faith starts rambling again.

“Anyhow, guess what mom?! I met someone and he is so great and hot, I must mention hot.”

Buffy and Joyce raise their eyebrows at the mentioning of yet another boyfriend. Buffy sits up to ask, “Whats his name, who is he and how old is he?”

Buffy crosses both of her arms in front of her and sits…waiting for her answer.

Faith lets out a laugh and stands up in front of Joyce. “Well, his name is Spike, he is a guy I met at the Bronze and he is 26!”

Joyce’s eyes widen at the name, Spike, and can’t help but yell, “SPIKE! What kind of name is Spike, Faithy?”

Faith lets out an angry cry and walks over to the other side of the table, “MOM! I told you not to call me Faithy! I’m not 16 anymore! I’m 25 years old so start treating me like one!”

Buffy sees her mom stand up as she begins yelling as well. “Well Faithy, maybe if you would move out and try to get a decent job, I would start to treat you older! You have never lived outside of this house, and the last time I mentioned that you should get out, you starting yelling at me and threatened me that if I didn’t let you stay, you were going to live with whomever you were dating at that time! So maybe, Faith, if you would start respecting me and if you acted you age, I wouldn’t treat you like a child!” Joyce stops talking to take a breath and looks at Faith, waiting for an comback.

Buffy can see the tears in her mother’s eyes, and she just wishes that she could say what Faith actually does at night. She wishes she could just tell her mother so she would kick faith out of the house. But she knows her sister is just going through something. So, she just sits there, waiting for the tears in her mother’s eyes to roll down her face.

Finally after a few minutes, Faith takes in a long breath and lets it out with a smile.

“Well…dearest mother, I must go. SPIKE…is waiting for me and I plan on bringing him here tonight to meet you both. I really think that Spike is the one mother. And I think that things will get better around here with him in my life so please, please try to act civil.”

She walks around towards Buffy and points at her. “And you…could you please clean up my room while I’m gone. I don’t want my future husband to think I’m a slob.” She bends down to kiss Buffy on the cheek. “Thanks doll face!” She turns and walks towards the front door. She waves back towards them yelling, “Bye fam! See you in a few!”

As the door slams shut, both Buffy and Joyce let out their breath that they have been holding since Faith walked into the kitchen. Instead of talking to her mother, Buffy gets out of her seat and heads for Faith’s bedroom. She turns back towards her mother and with sympathetic eyes she says, “Mommy…please don’t worry about Faith. I mean…she is going through a tough time but she will be fine. I’m going to clean up her room, and when she gets back, we will see her “Future husband…ok? No worries mommy” Buffy smiles at her mother and walks upstairs.

*****
“Oh thank god! That took forever”, Buffy whimpers. She puts the last pillow on top of Faith’s bed and then plops down on the floor. She lays her head on the side of her bed and lets out a sigh.

“God…that took forever,” Buff looks at her watch, “Ok that took 2 hours…but that’s forever to me.” She gets up with a groan and just as she heads to the bathroom to take a shower, she hears her mother’s voice filter through out the house.

“BUFFY! Faithy and her new boyfriend are here.”

“GOD MOTHER! I SAID NOT TO CALL ME FAITHY…Sorry about that Spike.”

Buffy lets out a smile at her mother, then frowns when she hears her sister talk to her “future” husband. But Buffy knows that she has to be happy for her mother and for Faith, so she puts a smile on her face and heads down the stairs to face…the future husband.

“He better be rich… that’s all I’m saying. If he ain’t rich, then there is no way I’m gonna be nice to him”, she mumbles.

 

Chapter 3:

“BUUUFFFY! Get down here before I kick your OH…there you are”

Buffy fakes a smile as she sees her sister smile at her. She knows that Faith is going to pull something tonight as always. But, this “Spike” should be something special ‘cause she has never brought her boyfriend over before.

Buffy walks down the rest of the stairs and is pulled into a hug from Faith. She pulls back as Faith starts talking.

“Buffy…I’m so glad you decided to come downstairs finally. Is my room clean like I asked you?” Buffy nods at her, and Faith continues talking.

“Good! Now, there is someone that I want you to meet.” Faith takes Buffy’s hand and leads her to the kitchen.

"Yeah well…this someone had better be rich or should have cured cancer or something worth my time." Buffy thinks as she walks in. She starts to think of what he might look like.

"I bet he has like no teeth, or no hair or…Oh my god."

As Buffy walks into the kitchen, she sees this bleached haired wonder sitting at the table with a cigarette in his mouth. With a long black leather coat, and black pants, he just screams sex. Buffy can feel her mouth drop open at the site.

"This is Faith’s boyfriend! This is the future husband! Oh my god…he looks like a rock god, not a Faith future husband."

Buffy is pulled out of her thoughts when Faith tugs her further into the kitchen. Buffy’s eyes widen at the thought of having to say hello to this god!

“Buffy, this is Spike. Spike, baby, this is Buffy… my little sister.”

Buffy lets out a smile and sticks out her hand towards him.

“Hi Spike. It’s really nice to meet you.” She holds her hand and sees Spike just look down at her hand, then take a puff of his cigarette.

“Yeah...feelings mutual pet.”

Buffy takes back her hand and frowns at him. “Umm…it’s Buffy, not pet.”

Spike nods towards her and takes another drag of his cigarette. “Yeah, I know Betty.”

Buffy raises her eyebrows towards this “man” and says, “It’s Buffy…not pet or Betty, just Buffy… SPIKE…”

“Yeah…whatever.”

Buffy opens her mouth to say something, but Faith beats her to it. “Ok…well since you guys have met…we can eat.”

Buffy lets out huge fake smile and nods at her sister. “Yeah…good idea.” She nods at Spike and walks towards the table.

Joyce brings the food to the table and sets it down in front of Buffy.

“Buffy...what took ya so long to get down here,” Faith says. “What…were you cleaning your room again?”

Faith looks towards Spike and lets out a laugh. “She is always cleaning up her room. She is such a pig sometimes I swear. I have been trying to help her forever it seems. I’ve given her pointers and such but she never has listened.”

Buffy’s mouth drops open at her sisters words. "Faith knows damn well that I just spent like 2 hours cleaning her room and here she is telling Spike that I’m a pig! Please!" Buffy keeps her mouth closed so she doesn’t upset either of them.

Buffy just smiles and says, “Yep…I’m a pig. What can I say?”

Joyce looks at them both and can’t believe that Faith said that. She decides to change the subject towards Spike.

“So Spike…and is it just Spike? Or do you have another name you go buy?”

Spike smiles at her as he replies, “Actually yes I do. It’s a bit of a silly name that I don’t like to go by, but since I like you, I’ll tell ya. My real name is William.”

Joyce smiles at him and nods, “That’s a good strong name for a man like you…William.”

Spike lets out a smile and a little blush, “Why thank you Miss. Summers.”

Buffy bites back a laugh at Spike’s antics. "Puh lease! Thank you Miss Summers? Spare me." ,Buffy thinks.
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She looks over at Spike, ,and can see him smiling as Faith and her mom talk. "Ugh…I just can’t stand him! Who calls people pet? I mean please! And look at that hair! Who actually thinks that bleached hair is sexy!? And it’s Buffy jackass! I swear I could just…"

“Buffy! Earth to Buffy!” Faith snaps her fingers in front of Buffy’s face.

Buffy blinks and is knocked out of her evil thoughts of Spike.

“Huh? I mean yes Faith?”

Faith lets out a smile and grabs Spike’s hand as she says, “Well, as we were saying, I asked Mom if Spike can stay the night, and we agreed but only if you do one thing. He could only stay if you let him stay in your room while you sleep on the couch.”

Buffy’s eyes widen as she jumps up from her seat, “WHAT! There is no way that “Spike” or “William”or whatever his name is, is staying in my room! Mom we don’t even know this guy and you’re gonna let him stay in my room! He could like bring in diseases for all we know!”

As Buffy yells this towards her mother, Faith stands up from her seat.

“How dare you Buffy! I have never asked you to do anything for me and all I want is for Spike to stay here with us for one night. That’s all I ask of you Buffy, I don’t ask for much and you know that.” Faith lets out a few fake tears as she says this and Buffy just rolls her eyes.

“OH please Faithy! You know for a damn fact…”

Joyce’s eyes widen at her daughter, “Buffy! Language and please sit down!”

Buffy looks back and forth between her sister and mother and finally sits down. She looks up towards Faith and says, “Alright Faith, Spike can stay in my room and I will sleep on the couch,” She mumbles.

Buffy lets out a grimace as Faith jumps up and down as she claps her hands. “Oh thank you Buffy! I will pay ya back for this squirt,” She glances at Spike, “Come on Spike, let’s get you set up for tonight.” She grabs his hand, as she turns back towards Buffy and Joyce. “And thanks for the great food guys.” She winks and walks upstairs with Spike.

Buffy lets out a groan and gets up from her seat. She looks at Joyce and says. “Well, I guess I should get blankets and such for tonight.” And walks off towards the living room.

Buffy stops when her mother calls out to her, “Buffy…I do not want to hear anther curse word come from your mouth understood? And…I know that you don’t like the idea of Spike staying here, but I would like to have my oldest daughter home and not out galloping with what’s his face. So just thank god that your sister is going to be fine tonight…ok?”

Buffy looks at her mother with remorse in her eyes and simply nods, then walks into the living room. She plops down on the couch and lays her head back. Buffy lets out a groan as she hears her sister and her “Future husband” giggle upstairs.

“God…I am getting no sleep tonight…again…OH!” She bolts up as she hears the phone ring and runs towards it yelling, “I GOT IT!”

She picks it up and says, “Hello, Summers residence.”

She smiles as she hears Xander through the other line, “Hey Buff. Nice to hear ya on this fine day. Well… me and Willow were wondering if you would like to go to the bronze tonight? We know that Faith is been a major pain in the butt so we thought the Buffster needed some time with her friends.”

Buffy can practically see the smile on Xander’s face as he says this, and lets out a laugh. “That sounds wonderful Xander, I need a huge break from Faithy and her new boy toy Spikey and hey! They ryme too!”

“Ummm Buffy? Who is Spikey?”

Buffy lets out another laugh, “OH well none other than Faiths Future husband! She brought him home today and now he is staying the night in my room, in my bed and probably doing things there that he shouldn’t be doing but do I say anything! No! I just sit here like the good little sister and keep my mouth shut and I’m rambling aren’t I?”

Xander laughs and lets out a sigh, “Yep Buff, you’re a rambling man! Anywho, as much as I want to hear about this Spikey guy, you should go get ready while Willow and me do the same because you know that the Xand man needs time to get all sexy. I mean, I wasn’t just born this beautiful ya know!”

Buffy giggles and says in a loving voice, “I know Xand, I know. You are just too sexy for me! Now go so I can get ready. Tell Will I said hi. Bye Xander.”

“Bye Buffy.”

As Buffy hangs up the phone she hears a certain British someone say, “And who could this “Xander” fellow be Betty?”

Buffy closes her eyes as she clenches her jaw and hands. She slowly turns around to face none other than the bleached wonder himself.

“Well…William, Xander is what we call a friend. You know what a friend is right? You do have those, or do you have to pay for one just like you paid for my sister?”

Buffy backs up as Spike rushes forward and grabs her by the arms. “You watch your mouth little girl, you shouldn’t speak to your sister like that, pet.”

Buffy pushes him off her and steps back. She pokes him in the chest as she says, “Well first off, SPIKE, do not touch me in anyway! You can stay in my room, but that doesn’t mean that you can touch me. And second! I will say whatever I want to say about my sister! You don’t know her and hell I bet you don’t even like her! None of you guys do, you just like to sleep with her cause she is a sure thing! So don’t tell me what to say and what not to say. You don’t know me or Faith so don’t come in here with your black clothes and awful hair…”

“ey! Watch the hair comments missy!”

Buffy raises her eyebrows, “AWFUL HAIR, and expect for everyone to listen to you…especially me! Now, I have to go somewhere so you have fun with my sister and I hope to never to talk to you again. Good night Spike!” Buffy grabs her purse off the table and runs out the door.

Spike stands back, running what just happened through his head. “Frigid bitch...”

He lets out a sigh and heads for the kitchen for something to drink. He scolds himself for thinking that not only was she a frigid bitch…but a sexy one at that.

“A sexy 16 year old frigid bitch that you will never touch and can never touch,” he mumbles to himself. He lets out a groan as he feels his pants become uncomfortably tighter than usual. He throws his head back as he walks back upstairs to relief his “problem” with some help from Faith.
 

Chapter 4:

“UGH! I hate that stupid Spike, William…or whoever it is! I just hate him”, Buffy moans as she sits down at the table.

All the way to the Bronze, Buffy though of all the reasons why she hated Spike. She got to number 20 and just stopped there. Now here she was, sitting in front of Willow and Xander with a frown on her face.

Xander looks over and Willow and shrugs. He looks back at Buffy and coughs, “Uh…So Buffy, ya gonna tell us who this Spike guys is? I mean you seem pretty worked up about him.”

Willow nods and lets out a smile. “Yeah Buffy…I mean I don’t think anyone has got you this worked up. Xander told me what happened on the phone, so I just gotta know who this guy is.”

Buffy lets out a groan and whines, “This guy is like completely ruining my life! I mean god! First he gets to my sister, then my mom…and now he is getting my room! I mean come on! What kind of mother gives a complete stranger my bedroom?!...Wah…I just want my room back.”

Willow lets out a sympathetic smile and reaches over to rub Buffy’s hand while she says, “Buffy, you know for a fact that Joyce would let a serial killer sleep in a room. She is way too nice to make guests sleep on the couch. He was gonna sleep in your room whether you liked it or not. But if you want you can stay over at my house. Xander and me plan on watching horror movies all night…so fun is expected.” Willow gives Buffy a big smile as she says this.

Buffy lets out a moan and shakes her head. “No…I can’t. I should stay at home tonight just in case. I don’t know what Faithy is gonna do so…”

“What’s this about Faithy, Betty?”

Buffy’s eyes widen as her jaw clenches. She closes her eyes, and without turning around she says, “It’s Buffy and what are you doing here William?” she says with venom in her voice.

Spike lets out a grin as sit next to Buffy. “Well, “Faithy” as you call her, decided she wanted to go out dancing, and I was more then happy to agree. ‘Cause well I knew you would be here and I would just love to see you dance luv…so what do ya say…you wanna dance Goldilocks?”

Willow and Xander’s eyes open wide as both of their mouths open wide. They both turn to Buffy waiting to see what she would say.

Buffy giggles and leans forwards closer to Spike.

“Spikey…I would never dance with a scum bag like you. Why don’t you go find your whore and get a life…luv.” Buffy pulls back and smiles. She turns in her chair and hops off as she heads towards the bar for a drink.

Spike brings up his hand to pinch the bridge of his nose and looks at the two people in front of him as he brings his hand back down.

“Is she always like this?”

Willow shrugs her shoulder and replies, “Like what?”

Spike laughs as he says, “Like a bitch”

Xander smiles and shakes his head, “Only when she really likes ya.”

Spike nods and heads off towards Buffy.

Willow and Xander look at Spike as he walks towards the bar and Willow speaks first.

“Xander…that was The “Spike” wasn’t it?”

Xander lets out a nod and grins, “Yep Will…I believe that was the one and only Spike. And Buffy did not look happy to see him…at all.”

At the Bar


“Yes can I have a diet Pepsi please?”

“Yeah a diet for the lady and a beer for me Jim?”

Jim nods, “Right away Will.”

Buffy lets out a sigh and looks left at Spike. “Let me guess…you know the bartender because he helped you get out of jail once right?” she says with sarcasm in her voice.

Spike lets out a grin and nods his head, “Actually yes he did…it was ‘bout four years ago I wanna say. But I’m not sure. So, you wanna tell me what happened back there luv?”

“I don’t know what you mean.” She says shrugging.

“Buffy…” he starts.

“Here ya are Will…one diet Pepsi for the lady and one cold beer for you…”

Spike nods at Jim, “Thanks Jim, keep ‘em coming eh?”

Jim smiles and nods back at him, “Sure thing Bud.”

Spike looks back at Buffy and cocks his head at her. “So ya gonna tell me what that was all about …earlier.”

Buffy lets out a groan and turns to face him. “Listen Spike…we are not friends…we both know this. I do not like you and you do not like me. How hard is that to understand? Thank you for the drink and all, but you buying me things are not going to win me over. Now, why don’t you go over to your girl, and leave me alone alright?” she says.

Spike gulps and nods softly. “Alright Bett…I mean Buffy.”

Buffy nods and gets up out of her seat. “Thank you. Now, if you excuse me I’m going to hang out with my friends and I will see you tomorrow.” She says as she walks back to her table

Spike lets out a sigh as he heads back towards Faith at their table. Faith looks up as he sits down with a grunt.

What’s wrong Spike…bad beer?” she asks.

Spike shakes his head and grins, “Nothing that a little Faithy can’t fix. You wanna get outa here and…” he raises his eyebrows at her.

Faith grins and gets out of her seat fast. “You don’t even have to ask spike.”

She grabs his hand and drags him out the door, just as Buffy turns to see where Spike had went.

“Well Willow, I don’t know where he went…but I don’t get him. I mean at first he acts like he freaking hates me…then the next think I know, he is flirting with me! I don’t understand him…or any man in fact. Ugh…” she whines as she lays her head on the table.

Xander stuffs fries in his mouth as he says, “Well ya know what they say about guys Buffy…can't live with ‘em…can’t live without ‘em…” as he says “without” he spits out a fry crumb at Buffy.

Buffy look at him with a frown and makes a “eww” face. “Gross Xander…and trust me, I can live without men…I think”

Buffy looks down at her watch and lets out a moan, “Damn it! I gotta get going. It’s late and I think Faith and her bitch already left. I will talk to you guys tomorrow.” She goes over and hugs both of them and heads out the door.

As she walks down the alley way, she sings a song she knows pretty well.

Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on




She hums the rest of the song and continues to walk towards home, not knowing that someone was following her.

 

Chapter 5:

Spike lets out a groan as he heads back to the Bronze.

Little Miss Faithy had forgotten her purse when they took off so quick, so she made Spike go get it for her.

Spike lets out a sigh and kicks a rock as he mumbles to himself.

“Spikey!!! I forgot my purse! Can you go get it for me baby!!” he mimics. He then turns his head to the other side as he replies, “Why of course I will baby…anything for you…blah blah blah bl…What is that?”

Spike stops in his tracks as he hears a voice of an angel filter through his ears. He can make out the words clearly…




Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on





“Bloody hell…who is that?” his curiosity gets the better of him as he heads off towards the voice…



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Buffy stops singing and lets out a groan.

“God…why is he such a….ass! Yeah that’s it…a big stupid, British, ass, guy…with stupid hair and, and, and…really stupid clothes. I mean geez! Who wears black clothesAHHH!!!” Buffy lets out a scream as someone grabs her from behind and covers her mouth.

Buffy lets out a whimper and struggles against the person behind her.

“Please…please don’t hurt me. I don’t have any money so please don’t hurt me…”

“Oh would you shut up women! Geez! If I was actually trying to hurt you, I would have done so already. And what is with the whining? Spare me luv. That wouldn’t be the way you get out of a situation like that…”

Buffy lets out groan as Spike pushes her away from him. Buffy’s mouth drops open with shock as she lets out a scream.

“What the hell did you think you were doing! I thought you were some...some criminal that was going to kill me and rape me! Why would you just come up behind me and do something like that you...you creep!”

Spike lets out a laugh and points his hand at Buffy as he says, “Well for one luv, the criminal wouldn’t kill you and then rape you, he would rape THEN kill…and for two, any creep from a mile away could hear you…singing like that. That alone was practically screaming to get kidnapped. Now, my question is why are you walking out in a dark alley by yourself no less.”

Buffy’s eyes widen as she raises an eyebrow. “Well for one thing, I had no way home…so I walked and how did you know I was singing! What, were you spying on me! Are you like my father now!”

Spike sticks his tongue out and raises his eyebrow at her, “Only if you want me to be, eh luv?”

Buffy grimaces as she stomps away and cries out, “Eww Spike! For one…I hardly know you and I don’t WANT to know you. Two…you are dating my sister! And Four…”

“Uhh…your on three luv”

“Ugghhhh! And three, you are like 50 years older than me!”

“Eh! I am not old…it’s only like what…10 years?”

Buffy stops and turns around to face him. “Uhh, yah! 10 years too many Spike! So, do us both a favor and leave me alone.” She turns back around with a groan and continues walking towards home.

Spike grins and runs beside her…keeping up with her. “Well luv...I really don’t want to get with you anyhow…it’s called “joking”. You should really pull that stick up out of your ass don’t ya think?”

“Ughh! You nasty little…little…OOO...you little something! I’m so mad right now, I can’t even think! So, I am just going to continue walking home alone and you are going to continue what ever it was you were doing!...ugh!” Buffy storms off and leaves Spike grinning behind her.

Spike laughs and turns back around to get Faith’s purse.





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Buffy storms up the stairs to her house and just as she is about to go up to her room, she remembers that Spike was staying up there.

“Ugh, stupid...guy”

Buffy lets out a groan as she falls face first into the couch and falls fast asleep, not hearing the door open and close as Spike walks into the house.

Spike lets out a grin as he walks up the stairs and hears, “Mmm Spike…” coming from a very asleep blonde. He quickly frowns and shakes his head as he thinks, "Bad William. She is a child. You have a attractive…annoying older women upstairs waiting for you…think of her …not the hot blonde now moaning your name…oh bloody hell…"

Spike heads up the stairs to “his” room and as he closes the door he hears from the bed, “Finally! God what took you so long! A girl can only wait so long baby…now get over here and fuck me.”

Spike lets out a frown as he heads towards the bed. “Faith…I’m really not in the mood right now, plus this is your sister’s room so I don’t think we should…maybe tomorrow eh? No get back to your room before your mom hears you.”

Faith lets out a frown and stomps out of Buffy’s room. Spike winces as he hears the door close and waits to see if anyone was up. He lets out a sigh of relief and falls flat onto the bed and falls fast asleep…with thoughts of a certain blonde in his head.




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“Oh Spike…yes baby…please do it… fuck me. OH yes! Mmmm baby. Harder. Yes yes yes yes!!!!”

Buffy looks up at her Spike…slowly fucking her with a grin on his face. He leans down to moan in her ear, “Oh Buffy…Buffy”…



“Buffy…Buffy! Get up!”

Buffy bolts up and sees her mother shaking her awake. Joyce reaches down to touch Buffy’s forehead as she asks, “Buffy…are you alright? You look all flushed. Did you have a bad dream?”

Buffy’s face turns even more red as she bolts out of the couch and shakes her head at her mother.

“Ummm… no I just have a fever is all. So I’m just going to take a shower and get all …un feverish”

Buffy lets out a smile and runs upstairs.



As Buffy falls flat against the wall, she starts to bang her head against it. “God Buffy! What was that! Having dreams about…ewww Spike? God girl, something is seriously wrong with you…yuck! I just need a hot shower and then I will have no more thoughts of naked Spike.”

Buffy lets out a breath as she heads towards the bathroom. She opens the door and lets out a scream at the site of none other than…naked Spike.

“EH! Bloody hell! Close the door you bloody Bint!”

“Ooops! Sorry!”

Buffy covers her eyes with her hands and lets out a whimper. She reaches around for the knob, but can’t find it cause her hands are cover her eyes. Spike lets out a groan and slams to door.

Buffy uncovers her eyes and lets out a whimper, “I’m sorry Spike...I didn’t know that you were ummm...occupied. Sorry!”

Buffy runs down the stairs and into the kitchen. As she sits down in one of the chairs, she reaches for some orange juice and gulps it down. She reaches out again for some more.

Joyce looks back at her daughter and asks, “Buffy…are you ok? I thought you were going to take a shower?”

Buffy blushes as she replies, “Nope…changed my mind…I don’t feel up to…showering right now…or for the next 50 years.”


 

Chapter 6:

“So Buffy…how is captain peroxide doing?” Xander asks as he shoves him a bite of his hamburger.

Buffy lets out a sigh as she plops down in her chair. She grabs a fry off of his plate as she says, “Annoying as usual. He just doesn’t give up on tormenting me. It’s like a game with him…wah! I just want him to go “Poof” and never come back…” Buffy frowns and chews on her fry.

Willow walks up to the table and sits next to Buffy. She grabs a fry also off Xander’s plate and smiles at him. “Sorry Xand…kinda hungry. Had a long last period. I had to sub for one of the teachers and what’s with Miss pouty Buffy?”

Buffy lets out a groan and looks at Willow. She lets her head fall back down on the table and moans, “It’s Spike! I mean he is everywhere! He’s in my room, he’s in the bathroom naked...”

Xander chokes on his fry as he yelps out, “NAKED! Who was naked!?”

“…And in the kitchen, and the Bronze! Why can’t he be like normal boyfriends, and just stay with his girlfriend all damn day!”

Willow lets out a giggle and pats Buffy’s head, “Buffy…you saw him naked didn’t you?”

Buffy feels the blood rush to her face and throws her hands over her face, “No…no nakedness…none what so ever….”

“Buffy….”

Buffy throws her hands up as she yells, “OK, OK! I saw him naked!”

She turns even more red as she sees everyone in the lunch room turn to face her. Buffy opens and closes her mouth, then stutters, “OH…I…Yes I saw my little cousin all naked and, and he ran around the house all…well naked…yeah”

Buffy looks at Willow and lets out a frown at the site of Willow’s laughing face.

“Don’t you laugh Willow! I swear just because we are best friends, that doesn’t mean that I can’t kick your freckled ass!”

Willow frowns as she looks down and mumbles, “I don’t have a freckled ass…”

Xander throws one of his fries at Willow as he laughs out, “Yeah ya do Will! You have a freckled ass!”

“Whatever”, Willow mumbles. She looks back at Buffy and asks, “as fun as talking about my ass is, how is you mom Buff? Is she doing any better?”

Buffy nods, “Yeah…the doctors said that everything is A-ok. Mom hasn’t had a headache for a while, and we are going back for a checkup I think later today. They said that all the tumor was removed so, she’s fine.”

Willow smiles and reaches over to take another fry off of Xander’s plate.

“Owww Xander!” Willow yells.

Xander smiles and pulls back his hand. “You better watch it missy…you try that again, and you’re gonna be pulling back a hand with a missing finger.”

Willow rubs her hand and frowns at him. “It was just a fry Xander Harris…geez.”







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Buffy walks out of the building, along side with Willow, talking about their homework for tonight.

“Well I think it’s a bunch of Bull! I mean who wants to do Math and English homework on a Friday night! Who in there right mind…well other than you Will, would actually do their homework!...I for one…”

“Betty! You want a ride?”

Buffy felt her entire body go rigid at the sound of HIS voice. The last time she actually talked to him was when she well…saw him all naked. She turned her body towards Willow and shook her head at her as she mouthed, “No…just keep walking.”

Willow let out a grin and turned to the car to say, “Actually she would love a ride! I have other stuff to do, so she could use a ride home…right Buffy?”

Willow looks back at Buffy and smiles at her.

Spike looks at the two of them and as he steps out of the car, he says “OK good. I was just heading home myself and I saw ya walking so, I thought I would just save you the time.”

Spike walks towards Buffy and takes her bag from her, “Here, let me take this,”

Buffy looks at him with horror in her eyes, and pulls the bag back towards her. She turns her back towards Spike and says to willow, “I will TALK to you later Willow” and she mouths, “You are so dead!”

Buffy lets out a groan and stomps to the car. She pulls open the car door and slams it shut as she sits down.

Spike lets out a grin and looks back at Willow.

“So red…you wanna ride as well?”

Willow shakes her head and lets out a giggle as she blushes, “Nah..but thanks for asking. I think I’ll stop by Xander’s house anyhow. It’s right down the street but William? A word of advice? Stay away from her. I don’t know what your intentions are…but I’m telling you to stay away from her. You are dating her sister, who is by the way the biggest slut on earth. So I’m warning you, touch her in anyway and I’ll kill you….ok?”

Spike smiles and nods, “Ok red. You don’t have to worry about anything. I know she’s only 16, and I’m 26 so don’t your worry your little red head.”

He nods once more at her and heads to the other side of the car. Before he gets in he calls over to Willow, “eh red! You know…you are pretty scary… what with the threatening and what all.”

Willow smiles, “Thanks! I try to be as scary as possible...”

Spike grins and climbs in the car and speeds off with a pouting Buffy in the front seat.






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Buffy looks out the window, with a million thoughts running through her head. ‘Does he like me really? Why did Willow tell him that I wanted to ride with him? Does he work out cause god those muscles….Stop Buffy! No thinking about Spike and his muscles and…other parts and Oh my god! I’m blushing!’

Buffy turns her head farther away from Spike to hide her face.

Spike sees this and asks, “Eh luv…you alright? You look a little flustered.”

Buffy whips her head towards him and yells, “Huh! What do you mean flustered! I am no where near flustered so you can just…stop saying I’m flustered…ok!”

Spike lets out a snort and nods, “Yeah…of course” he faces back towards the road and mumbles, “Not my fault that you get all blushy whenever you think of my hot bod”

Buffy swings her head around and shouts, “How did you know I was…I mean, NO! I was so not thinking of your hot…I mean your body or you for that matter. I was actually thinking about some other guy…and yeah…”

Buffy feels more blood rush to her face and looks back out towards the window.

Finally, Buffy sees her house in view, and the moment that Spike stops the car, she jumps out and rushes to the door.

She swings it open and calls out, “Mom!...Faith! I’m home!....Mom?....Hello?...Is anybody home.?”

Buffy puts her stuff down and runs up the stairs. She looks in her mom’s room and sees no one up there. Just as she is about to check in Faith’s room, she hears Spike call her from downstairs.

“Oh god…Buffy! Buffy get down here now!”

Buffy’s eyes widen as she runs down the stairs. She sees Spike standing in the middle of the living room…stiff…not moving. She rushes towards him.

“Spike…Spike what…”

Buffy can’t finish her sentence as she finally sees what Spike has been staring at…her mother…dead on the floor.

 

Chapter 7:

“It seems that Joyce… had an aneurysm. I believe that she felt little or no pain at all. There was really nothing that you could have done. I’m sorry for your loss Buffy. You can see the body after we have finished looking to see what else had happened.”

Buffy looks up at Dr. Smith with tears in her eyes and mumbles something.

Dr. Smith leans forwards and asks, “I’m sorry, what?”

“She is not a body! Don’t make her sound like she’s a thing! She is a human being and it’s your fault she’s dead! You killed her you sick fucking bastard!!” Buffy rushes forward and starts to punch Dr. Smith on his chest. With each punch she screams out a word.

“You…killed her! Don’t…you …fucking…get that! you… killed the one… person I had… left in this world! God I wish you would have died instead of her!”

“Buffy?...Buffy baby?”

Buffy looks back behind her and sees her mother standing with open arms. Buffy pushes Dr. Smith back and runs towards her mother.

Joyce wraps her arms around her daughter and kisses her on the head.

“Oh god, mommy. I thought you were dead. They said you died and that you left me. God mommy. I love you so much,” Buffy says with tears in her eyes.

Joyce smiles and runs her fingers through Buffy’s hair.

“Don’t worry Buffy. You will never be alone I promise you. Buffy… baby...promise me something…”

“What mommy?”

“Promise me to protect him...”
Buffy looks questionably at Joyce, “What…?”

“Buffy…Buffy…”



“Buffy…sweetie wake up.”

Buffy gasps as she wakes up. She sits up quickly to see she is in a hospital chair with Spike at her side. She looks at him and tries to get up. Spike holds her down and says, “Buffy, you have to calm down... breathe.”

She shakes her head and pushes against Spike, crying out, “No…no…where’s mom? Where is she?! She was right here and then she wasn’t! What did you do to her! Where is she Spike!? Where is my mommy?!”

Buffy finally breaks down and falls into Spike’s arms. Spike picks her up and sits down with her in his lap. He softly strokes her hair and murmurs to her, “Shhhh luv…its ok...everything will be ok. I promise you.”

“Oh god Spike. I can’t breath…I need her back so much…please just bring her back.” Buffy sobs into his chest. She grabs him tighter and Spike lets the sobs drown at the sounds of the hospital.




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“Buffy wake up luv… we’re home.”

Buffy opens her eyes to the sight of her house. She can feel the tears already forming in her eyes, and blinks them back. She shakes her head and leans further into Spike.

“No…please don’t make me go in there. She was there when she…the body…please Spike.”

Spike sighs and puts the car in drive and heads forward. Buffy lets out a smile, “Thank you…but where are we going? I thought you didn’t have anywhere to stay?”

Spike nods and looks at her, “Yeah I do actually. Faith just said that so I would stay with her for a while. I have an apartment downtown. We will stay there till Faith gets back.”

Buffy nods and lays her head back down on his shoulder. “Where is she anyway? I mean you would think she would be with us after…after all that’s happened.”

Spike sighs and runs his fingers through her hair. “I don’t know bab…Buffy. I really don’t”

Both are silent the rest of the way there…both comfortable being just next to each other.




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“Come on in Buffy. Just put your stuff on the couch…you want something to drink?”


Buffy nods and sits down on the couch, “Yeah…Pepsi would be fine. Thank you”

As Spike walks into the kitchen, Buffy looks around his apartment. She sees that he loves the color black and red. She smiles to herself as she sees his CD collection.

“Here ya go…one Pepsi for the lady.”

Spike hands her the drink and sits down next to her. Buffy curls her feet next to him and lays her head on his shoulder.

“Spike…will it always hurt like this…the pain?” she asks.

Spike lets out a sigh and reaches up to run his fingers through her hair, “I don’t now Buffy. I really don’t. When my mother passed away, it took me a long time to heal. But it does go away. I just don’t know if it will be soon for you. You just have to remember that she isn’t really gone. She’s here…in this room. With you and me…with everyone. She loves you still, and you still love her. She is in your heart as well as mine. I only got to know her for a few weeks, but she was one hell of a women and she will be missed and loved be everyone. So, think back on the good things that happened with her.”

By the time he finished, he looks down to see Buffy with tears running down her face. He reaches down the brush them away with his fingers. He lightly traces her lips with his thumb and whispers, “Buffy…luv…”

Buffy’s eyes widen as he leans down to lightly brush his lips against hers. Buffy lets out a soft moan, and reaches up to brush her fingers through his hair. Spike finally realizes what he is doing and pulls back forcefully. He looks at Buffy with her red , swollen kissed lips, and stands up quickly.

Buffy looks up at him and asks, “Spike…Spike what’s wrong? “

Spike shakes her head at her, “Don’t. Just forget it ever happened. I’m gonna go make up the bed for you. So just stay here and I’ll be right back”

With that, Spike rushes off to the room, leaving a confused Buffy sitting on the couch.


 

Chapter 8:

Buffy sat up in bed, trying to control her thoughts and feelings. The one thing she thought she could do to help control what she was thinking and feeling, was to talk to her mother. Buffy felt herself beginning to cry when she remembered that she would never be aloud to do that again…just talk to her own mother. Her mom was dead and now Buffy would be alone for the rest of her life.



Buffy took a deep breath as she got off the bed, and headed towards Spikes’ bedroom. She knocked twice before she quietly stepped in. She tiptoed towards the bed and sat down on the corner.



She reached out and lightly brushed Spikes’ arm, “Spike…Spike wake up please. I need to talk to someone…please.” She whispered with desperation in her voice.



Buffy held back a sob as she stars down at him…still asleep. She bends down and kisses him lightly on the cheek. Buffy jerks back as she sees Spike’s eyes open in shock.



“Buffy…umm, what are you doing in here?” Spike says nervously. He scoots back further from her and covers up his entire body.



Buffy can feel disappointment rush through her body as she sees him cover up his body, but the feeling is quickly pushed away as the feeling of not having her mother anymore comes rushing back.



Buffy lets out a sob and reaches out towards him. Spike can feel his barrier breaking as he pulls Buffy to him and lays her down besides him on the bed. He runs his fingers through her hair, and kisses the back of her neck to calm her down.



Buffy lets out a sigh, and turns around in Spike’s arms. She leans forward and brushes a soft kiss against his lips. When she pulls back, she sees Spike frowning.



“What is it? What’s wrong?” she asks with concern in her voice, while lightly stroking his arm.



Spike can feel goose bumps starting to form as he feels Buffy stroke his arm, but shakes the feeling away to answer her question.



He pulls back from her to sit up in the bed, and lean on the headboard.



“We shouldn’t be doing this Buffy…your 16 and I’m 26 years old for fucks sake. Not to mention I’m dating your sister. I shouldn’t be this attracted to you.” He admits, with embarrassment in his voice.



Buffy can’t help but smile as she asks, “So you do like me then?”



Spike looks at her with angry eyes and growls, “No…I don’t know what I feel towards you. But it can’t be anything and you know it. Hell, I know it. So maybe you should just go back to your room Buffy. I can’t trust myself around you. So just…go back to sleep.”

Buffy slowly shakes her head back and forth, and scoots closer to Spike. She slowly pushes his blanket down to reveal his chiseled chest, and she feels her breath catch in her throat. She swallows the large lump in her throat, and leans over to whisper, “Spike…please. Just make the pain go away. If only for a while. Please just take it away…make me feel again.”



Spike can feel himself harden against his blanket and shakes his head no…not trusting his own voice. He can feel Buffy rubbing against him, and he holds back a moan.



Buffy whimpers against his chest as she rubs it with her hands. She leans forward and tugs on his lip with her teeth. She moves her head to the side of his face and licks his ear while whispering, “Please Spike….William take me”



Spike lets out a low growl as he pulls Buffy forcefully towards him. Buffy lets out shriek, which is quickly replaced by a moan as Spike kisses her.



Spike gets harder when he hears her moan, and tears off his blanket to push her back on the bed. He hovers above her and sees passion, want, and need in her eyes. He leans down to lick the side of her neck, “Buffy…there is no turning back from this. If we do this, I’ll never leave. You know that right?”



Buffy nods softly and feels her entire body flame up with want. She leans up to kiss him and wrap her legs around his waist.



“Please Spike, just make me forget.”



Spike sits up on his knees in front of her and starts to unbutton her shirt, while she continues to rub his chest.



Finally, he unbuttons the rest of her shirt, and motions her to take it off.



Buffy sits up and slowly pulls the shirt away. Spike holds back a moan at the sight of her breasts, and resists the huge to bend down and make love to them with his mouth. He looks back up at her, asking for permission with his eyes, and Buffy nods in reply.



Spike bends down and sticks his tongue out to lightly trace her nipple. Buffy falls back on the bed and lets out a shaking moan. She wraps her fingers in his hair and pushes him harder against her.



“Oh god…William that feels so good…”



Spike smiles against her breasts and tugs at her nipple. He pulls back to see her flushed face, and can’t think of ever seeing anyone as beautiful. He brings his hand up to brush back her hair while he asks, “Buffy, are you sure you want this?”



Buffy nods and pulls him down on top of her. She reaches down to tug off her pants, then she wraps her legs around Spike once more.



“I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life William. Please make love to me.”



Spike smiles at her, and reaches for both of her hands. He raises them above her head, and takes both of her hands in his as he enters her.



Buffy throws her head back and lets out a moan. She grips Spike’s hands tighter, and looks straight into his eyes, pleading him to continue.



Spike’s eyes widen as he feels a barrier, and lightly pulls back, “Buffy…luv are you a virgin?”



Buffy can feel herself blush, and lays her head to the side as she nods “yes” to him.



Spike moves her face back towards him, and kisses her own the forehead, while whispering, “Are you sure pet? I want you to really think about this Buffy.”



Buffy lets out a sigh, and reaches down to grab Spike’s ass. She pushes him further in and moans, “Yes…I’m sure Spike…please, please love me. Make me feel.”



He bends down, and licks a line from her neck to her ear. He kisses her ear and says, “This is gonna hurt baby, so just breath for me.”



And with that, Spike thrusts in hard. Buffy closes her eyes, as she feels the pain of having her innocence taken away. She tries to control her breathing, but it hurts. She feels the tears rolling down her face, but Spike it there to help her. He brushes her tears away, and kisses her everywhere on her face.



“Shhh…baby it’s ok. It will only hurt for a moment. After tha,t it will feel so much better baby, I promise.”



Buffy nods, and immediately starts to feel the pain start to fade away. She thrusts up softly, and hears Spike moan at her actions. She smiles and takes this as a good sign. So, she does it again, but Spike thrusts back at her. Buffy throws her head back and lets out a breathy moan.



“Ohhh…William.”



Spike, if possible, feels himself grow harder, and growls softly. He pulls back, then thrusts back into her. Buffy thrusts up to meet his, and tugs hard on his hands. She releases one of his hands, to pull him down. She leans up to meet his lips, and thrusts hard up against him. Buffy pulls back, and starts to feel something forming in the pit of her stomach.



“Oh god Spike…I feel something. It’s right there…oh god.”



Spike smiles down at her, and speeds up his thrusts, he bends down and whispers, “Come for me pet…let it go. Feel how wonderful it is…come for William.”



Buffy lets out a moan and feels herself start to shake uncontrollably. She tightens her hold on him and yells, “OH…oh god Spike! I’m coming!...ahh fuck…!”



Spike thrusts with abandon, and lets out a shout as Hhe comes hard in side her.



“Fuck Buffy…jesus!”



Both keep thrusting till their orgasms pass over. Buffy lets out a smile when she feels Spike pull out of her. Spike lets out a moan and flops down beside her.



He reaches out beside him and pulls her near him. He kisses the top of her head and says, “Sleep baby, we can talk more in the morning. But…thank you, so much for giving that to me.”



Buffy blushes, and rubs her face into his chests. “I wouldn’t want it any other way. Thank you Spike...for helping me feel.”



Buffy sighs as she closes her eyes, while Spike stays awake, trying to think of what he has gotten himself into.







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Buffy reaches over to grab Spike, but feels a cold empty spot on the bed instead. She opens her eyes, and sees that there is indeed no Spike. Buffy frowns, then hears a sound coming from the living room. She smiles and jumps up out of the bed, wrapped in the blanket.



She rushes out of the room, but stops dead in her tracks at the sight in front of her…Spike…and Faith…kissing.



 

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