CHAPTER 44 - ARE YOU REALLY HERE?

Friday

June 13, 2008

1:25am

Dr. Polydefkis turned on 59th & Maryland and pulled into the hospital’s parking garage, took the elevator to the 2nd floor, then walked across the bridge to the patient’s side of the complex.

He took the elevator up to the 8th floor, and went to his office, quietly letting himself inside. He double-checked the fluid filled syringe in his pocket; something new he’d gotten from overseas. It was something prisoners were given, to put them into a coma-like state. Prisoners given this reported afterward, that they could hear and feel everything, only couldn’t respond to anything going on. Like being under general anesthesia, the kind that didn’t work like it was supposed to; the kind where patients said they could feel the operation going on, but were mute with terror and paralyzed. He smiled. It was just the kind of drug he liked. He’d have lots of fun with William before he sent him on his way to L.A.

Another half-hour and he’d go and administer the drug before the people from x-ray came and got him.

 

1:25am

Lynn Russo was coming out of the restroom when she saw Dr. Polydefkis coming off the elevator. She stepped back a moment into the doorway and watched him walk to his office, "That’s really strange," she thought. Somewhere in her gut, she didn’t have a good feeling at all, plus the order for William to have a x-ray at 2:15am. She walked back to her desk, tapping a pen against her leg, wondering what was up.

"I ought to call Dr. Ogilvie," she said to the other nurse on duty.

"Yeah, he’ll like that!"

"I know, especially if it’s nothing, but it doesn’t feel like nothing. I have to think about this," she said, frowning.

"Know who you could call?"

"Who?"

"Dr. Turner, he’s always been the most reasonable about late night calls, plus William Worthington was his patient, until yesterday."

"Susie, I think I love you," Lynn said picking up the phone.

 

1:30am

They were still outside the outpatient entrance trying to come up with a plan how they would get William out, when Dr. Turner’s phone rang.

"Dr. Turner," he answered.

As soon as Lynn Russo started telling him about what was going on, he motioned the others to be quiet, mouthing to them who it was.

"What other patients do you have on the floor now?" he asked her.

She listed the 8 other patients by name.

"You’re right Lynn, something is going on and it would seem that Dr. Polydefkis is up to no good, we, I mean I think he’s trying to get William Worthington out of there tonight and into someone’s hands who means him harm," Dr. Turner said.

"Who?"

"Listen, Lynn, I can’t go into it all now, in fact, I don’t even know the whole story, only that I believe it or I wouldn’t be here right now myself."

"You’re here?"

"Yes, I’m downstairs. I need you to do me a favor, which may buy us some time. I need you to switch the rooms of Mark Mason and William Worthington as quickly as possible. Can you do that? Good. No, don’t put it in the charts. Then I need you to do keep Polydefkis off the ward if you can. Don’t try to be a hero, just keep him out. If he does get on, he’ll think William is still in 814. And one more thing…"

"What?" Lynn asked.

"I need you to look the other way a couple of times when some people come and go tonight," he said, hoping he wasn’t putting all of their jobs in jeopardy.

"How am I going to know which people are which, with people from x-ray coming up for William in about an hour?"

He thought for a minute, "They’ll ask you if you’re going to the staff party at the Downtown Hilton next Friday, okay?"

"That’s the ‘secret handshake,’ she said, laughing.

"Yeah, off the top of my head," he said, groaning.

"Works for me."

"I’ll be up in a couple of minutes," Dr. Turner said.

 

"Listen guys," Dr. Turner said, "I think I’ve got a solution," he said and filled them in.

Once Dr. Turner had gone into the hospital, Willow motioned for Buffy. They walked over to the corner of the building.

"Buffy, wouldn’t it be better, if Dr. Polydefkis gets up there after all, to Spike, I mean William’s room, and looks at the other patient but thinks he’s actually seeing William?" Willow asked.

"Yeah, sure, but what are you saying?"

"I’ve got an idea," Willow said, and proceeded to tell her.

 

1:50am

Willow walked quietly and invisibly down the 8 West ward hall, as soon as she saw the nurses entering William’s room.

"Come on Susie, let’s get these straps off, so we can put William in a chair.

"Wha? What’s…Elizabeth come?" William asked, groggily, thinking Dawn was still there.

"Come on William, no time to talk right now, let’s get you up. Good, now sit down, careful! Okay, good," Lynn said, pushing the wheelchair to the door. She looked out and seeing nobody about, pushed him to room 802.

Once inside 802, William sat in the chair while Susie and Lynn got the other man up onto a gurney.

 

Willow intoned, "Freeze," in Latin and all action in the room froze.

She walked over and looked at William in the chair, "Poor Spike!" she said, "well, we’ll be getting you out soon. But now for the good stuff!"

Once again, in Latin, she said the spell needed to make the next person looking at Mark Mason believe that it was William. The only drawback would be if they saw the actual William first. Finished, she returned the room and the people in it to their previous state of animation, and walked out quietly when Susie opened the door.

The other patient, Mark Mason, was a malicious serial killer who had strangled at least 50 people over an 8-year period. After being sentenced to jail for life for at least a half dozen murders, and after serving a half dozen years, his lawyer got his case overturned on a technicality. His sentence was then changed to life in a mental institution with no possibility of his being released. There was a special unit of the Illinois penal system for people like him, but they were working on construction right then, and there had been no other place to house him. He had come to The University of Chicago psych unit under very heavy doses of sedatives and Thorazine, for maximal control and the safety of both the guards and hospital personnel. For this reason, he was being constantly kept in a semi-unconscious state, until the unit he was to return to was finished. The hospital had agreed to this arrangement for two reasons. The first reason was money; a hefty dividend was given to the hospital when it had to host one of the most hardened criminals in the state. The second was that one of the trustees of the hospital also sat on the board of trustees of the prison system.

 

"Come on, William, lie down here," Lynn said.

"Wh…?" William looked at her, not comprehending.

"Look at me William," she commanded; "it’s only for a short time, I believe. Just do this for me now, okay? Good," she said as he lay down. She hated to put back on the straps, but she thought it was for the best.

"Good luck, William," she said as she walked to the door, to push the other patient out and to William’s room.

 

1:55am

Dr. Turner got off the elevator on the 8th floor and made his way over to the nurse’s station.

"Lynn," he said, motioning her over, "did you switch them yet?"

"Yeah, just got finished. What do you need me to do now?" she asked.

"I need Mark Mason’s chart for a minute. I need to pronounce him dead, as of this afternoon," Dr. Turner said, then explained, "it’s only for a little while. Just long enough to…never mind, you probably don’t want to know."

"Not really. ‘Don’t ask, don’t tell’ is my motto tonight as far as you’re concerned. And a certain patient."

"Good. I’ll change it back later."

 

2:00am

"You’ve got to be kidding me!" Buffy exclaimed looking at the morgue cart.

"Well, that’s what we use to get dead patients off the floor, so nobody else can see them, I figured it would be a good way to get William out without anybody seeing him!" Leroy said.

"He’ll freak, if he’s at all conscious," Buffy said.

Dawn nodded.

"Why don’t you get in there with him?" Leroy asked.

"Huh? How?"

"You could ride up there inside the cart, then the both of you could ride down together," Leroy suggested.

Buffy slid the lid down and looked in. Well, there might be room if she lay on top of him or vice versa. She was small, and he wasn’t very large. In spite of the forced intimacy, at least, hopefully, she could keep him calm.

"Willow," you’re going to have to be our morgue worker, Dawn’s already been up there tonight, so they might recognize her.

Willow nodded, "You ready, Buffy?" she said, as she finished pinning a nametag to her morgue worker’s lab coat.

"Dawn, you call Bernie. See if we can get him, otherwise, Leroy, you go and get your car and meet us by the old employee entrance."

"I’m ready," Buffy said and stood on a chair to get in. The lid slid over her and she swallowed hard, as she fought back a feeling of claustrophobia and the memory of fighting to get out of her own grave.

 

 

2:05am

The elevator door opened on the 8th floor and Willow pushed the cart through. She walked over to 8 West and buzzed. Lynn came to the door and looked at Willow skeptically.

Willow cleared her throat, "You going to the staff party at the Downtown Hilton next Friday?" she asked.

Lynn looked at her for a moment, then realized what she’d just said, more importantly, what it meant.

She opened the door for Willow, "Yeah, hear it’s supposed to be a good one," she answered, "room 802," she added pointing.

"Thanks," Willow answered.

She wheeled the cart to room 802 and opened it and pulled the car inside.

She slid the cover back and helped Buffy up.

Buffy stood up and hopped down.

William was facing the window away from the door, toward the window.

Buffy came around to the side of the bed and knelt down, gently stroking his face.

"William," she said, as she waited for him to open his eyes, "it’s Elizabeth, I’ve come to get you out of here, to take you home."

He didn’t want to open his eyes, didn’t want the dream to end, the dream that once again, Elizabeth had visited him, that once again she put her lovely hand on his face. Didn’t want it to be true, like the doctor told him, that he would never see her again, that he would never leave this place.

"William, please wake up, we have to get out of here now William!" Buffy said, more insistent this time.

Slowly he opened his eyes and saw her smile at him and nod.

"Elizabeth," he said softly.

"Yes, William, it’s me," she said nodding, as Willow undid the restraints, "I’m here to keep my promise to you, though not in the way I thought it was going to be, but a promise is a promise, right?"

He nodded.

"Can you get up?"

"I, I think so," William said.

"Listen to me, we have to sneak you out of here. You and I…we’re going to ride down together in this," she said, pointing to the cart that Willow had rolled over to the side of the bed.

He looked at it and violently shook his head no.

"You have to. We have to, William, there’s no other way," Buffy said, pleading with him.

"I can’t," he said, whispering.

"Why?"

He didn’t answer.

"Why William?"

"I’m…I’m afraid…of…of the dark and of…it looks like a coffin, " he motioned to the cart.

Buffy’s eyes filled with tears of understanding. The irony was heartbreaking, William, afraid of both the dark and coffins.

"I know, William. Me, too. But you want to get out of here, don’t you?

He nodded.

"Then you, rather, WE are going to have to put our fears aside for a few minutes until we’re out of here. It won’t be long, I promise. Maybe 5 minutes, and then, you’ll be out of here forever. I can take you home," she said looking him in the eyes, "what do you say?"

He just looked at her for a minute. Was she his dream? Would he say yes and then get stuck in some dark place?

She took his hands in hers, putting one on her face, "I’m real William, you’re real! Please have faith in me, please!" she said, kissing the palm of his hand.

He hand moved of it’s own accord, caressing her face and hair as he looked into those eyes that he remembered from yesterday. Eyes that saw him, "Are you really here?"

"I am, and what’s more, so are you, William, so are you. Now, what do you say we get the hell out of here?"

"Okay," he said, nodding.

"Hi William, nice to meet you. I’m Willow. I know you don’t remember me, but I’m Buffy’s, er Elizabeth’s best friend."

"Nice to meet you, too. Again, I guess," William said.

"How do you want to do this?" Willow asked, "William on the top or bottom?"

 

2:15am

Dr. Polydefkis rang for the night nurse. Lynn Russo came to the ward door, flinching inwardly at seeing who it was.

"Can I help you?"

"I’m here to see William Worthington, I wanted to make sure he’s alright before he has to go down to x-ray in a little while."

"He’s fine, he’s sleeping comfortably right now," Lynn said.

"Well, I thought I’d check up on him myself, if that’s alright with you," he said in a condescending voice he reserved for all nurses and most females.

"I’m afraid that you can’t see any patients tonight," Lynn said.

"What?" he asked, his face getting red, "I have full hospital privileges, I demand to see my patient!" he yelled.

"I’m sorry, but I’m not sure what’s going on right now, and until I’m satisfied, nobody gets in to see him. There’s been a notation made regarding this on his chart."

"At least open this door up and let me see the chart," he said, trying to sound reasonable.

Reluctantly, Lynn buzzed him through and followed him to the nurse’s station. He sat down and looked at the chart.

"Where does it say this?" he demanded.

She looked, knowing she wouldn’t see it, either, "It said it earlier, then it disappeared."

"You must be seeing things," Dr. Polydefkis told her.

"No, I wasn’t and neither was the other nurse who brought it to my attention. Since I can’t verify anything at this hour, I’m going to have to call Dr. Ogilvie at home and get his input."

"Go ahead and do that. I’ll just wait," he said.

Lynn turned around and Dr. Polydefkis quickly took out a small bottle and poured some liquid into a handkerchief. Coming up behind her, he grabbed her, putting it over her nose and mouth.

A few minutes later, Susie returned from checking on one of the patients, "What’s wrong?" she asked seeing Dr. Polydefkis standing over Lynn, who had her head down on the desk.

"I don’t know, after she let me in, I was looking over a chart and all of a sudden she said she felt dizzy and passed out," he said, with his hand on Lynn’s pulse.

As Susie came around to the other side, Dr. Polydefkis grabbed her from behind with one hand, putting the hand with the rag on her face.

Susie fought back, kicking over a chair, as the ether had partially evaporated from the cloth.

Holding onto her, as she fought and kicked, Dr. Polydefkis brought the bottle to her face and holding the top still with one hand, twisted the bottle, allowing the liquid to pour onto the handkerchief. Within seconds she was out cold.

 

2:15am

"I could get on the bottom," Buffy said, shrugging.

William looked aghast, "No! I’ll…I’ll be on the bottom," he said.

"What was that?" Buffy asked, hearing a loud bang coming from down the hall.

"I don’t know. Let’s hurry," Willow said.

Willow laid a blanket on the bottom of the cart and she and Buffy helped William up and then into it. He was weak from the more than 24 hours of heavy drugs, and it took both of them, firmly holding onto him, to get him in. Buffy nodded at him and he took a deep breath and lay down.

Next, Buffy stood on a chair and knelt on either side of William’s legs then eased herself down, so that she was lying on top of him. Her face in the crook of his neck.

"Make yourselves as comfortable as you can, because it will be a little while before we can get you out. Not too long," she said, smiling at William reassuringly.

Buffy adjusted her arms, so that one was behind his neck and the other on the side of his head. He awkwardly put his arms around her back.

Willow started to close it up and at the last minute, they found that he’d have to turn his head in order for her to slide the lid shut. He turned his head toward Buffy.

"Okay, guys, this is it, don’t make any sounds or movements," Willow said and pushed open the door to his room and into the hall.

As she was coming out of the hall she saw a man coming down the hall, he stopped in front of room 814. Willow inhaled and proceeded forward.

 

2:20am

Dr. Polydefkis noticed a cute little redhead coming toward him with the Morgue Cart.

"What do you have there? I wasn’t aware of anybody dying up here today," he said.

 

Inside the cart William heard his voice, "That’s him, that’s him, hurt me, hurt me," he said.

Buffy could feel his heart pounding against her, "Shhhh, shhhh," she whispered into his face, trying to keep him from making any noises.

"That’s him, that’s him, that…" Buffy cut him off as she placed her mouth on his, kissing him, gently at first, then increasing the pressure.

His breath hitched in his throat, as he let himself be drawn into the sensation of being kissed by this mysterious creature, once again.

She stroked his head with one hand, with her other hand on his face, as best, and with as little movement as possible, given the cramped quarters.

She could feel a certain part of him stiffen beneath her, "Sorry," he whispered to her.

"Shhhh, it’s okay," she whispered back, kissing him again.

 

"It’s Mark Mason, from 802, found him dead this afternoon," Willow said.

"And you’re just coming to get him now?" Dr. Polydefkis asked.

Willow shrugged, "Guess the order got lost," she said.

"You need to get dead bodies out of here quickly," he said to Willow, looking down at the cart, "otherwise they start to decay. Do you know what a body looks like when it decays?" he asked.

"Of course," Willow said, looking at him with some alarm.

"Describe it to me," he said to her.

"Describe it?"

"Yeah, describe it, the decaying process."

All of Buffy’s senses were on total alert - 100%. Inside this dark, small cart, her body’s senses were betraying her, as well as William’s were, as she found herself trying to restrain herself from pushing into him in response and moaning.

The other sense was that of danger, as she listened to the conversation taking outside of the cart in the hall between Willow and Dr. Polydefkis. She gently put her thumbs into William’s ears, trying to block out the sickening words coming out of Dr. Polydefkis’ mouth.

Willow didn’t know this was Dr. Polydefkis, but everything that she’d learned for all the years she’d lived in Sunnydale, plus her years of studying under the auspices of the coven, told her this was evil she was dealing with.

As she started to tell him all about it, she was remembering how to do a specific spell, should she need it.

Inside, William’s heart pounded harder, from fear or passion, Buffy didn’t know, but on hearing this new threat, she increased the pressure of her kisses, as well as using her body to engage his complete attention, to distract him, in lieu of what was going on inches from them.

"I see you’ve studied Williams & Williams Decomposing of the Human Body," he said.

"Yeah, great piece of work," she said.

He nodded, admiring her for her intelligence and wishing he had the time to take her back to his place.

You’re new, right?"

"Um, yeah, pretty new," Willow answered.

"Well how about you letting me take you out sometime?" he asked, leering at her.

"Sure, that’d be great," she said, thankful that she remembered the name on her tag, "I’m Lisa, just ask for me down at the morgue."

"I’ll do that, Lisa from the morgue. I’m Dimitri Polydefkis, by the way."

"Nice to meet you," she said, now understanding.

"Hey, before I go, how about letting me have a look at the body? Not many times one gets to see a mass murderer, dead or alive," he said.

"You know, I would," Willow said, trying to think quickly, "but as you pointed out, I didn’t get up here very quickly and the body is…shall we say pretty ripe? Honestly, he smells just like shit, which is what he lost when…and I’m about to take my break in about half an hour, I really don’t need to be smelling that right now."

Looking down at his watch, he shrugged, "Next time then, Lisa from the morgue," he said winking at her, as he pushed open the door to ‘William’s room.’

Willow hurried away down the hall.

2:25am

Dr. Polydefkis walked over to the bed and looking down, he saw the sleeping figure of ‘William.’ He jabbed him in the arm with the syringe and emptied the contents into his arm.

The man’s eyes flew open.

"Yeah, that’s right, you piece of shit, try to yell, try to cry out," he said, with a mad gleam in his eye, "you’re more trouble than you’ve been worth to me, that’s for sure. But I think you’re going to be well taken care of by Angel. Yeah, that’s right, Angel has plans for you and you won’t ever see anybody you know again."

 

Willow looked around the nurse’s station, but didn’t see the nurse who had buzzed her in. Finally, she located the buzzer for the ward door and let herself out. She had to put a paperweight on the buzzer, because it didn’t stay down automatically. She had a bad feeling about why the nurses weren’t about, but she couldn’t stop to investigate now.

She pressed the elevator button repeatedly; hoping it would soon come.

Inside the cart, William was lost in Elizabeth’s kisses. He must be dreaming, he thought, but, "Ah, what a delicious dream!"

Buffy heard the elevator door open and felt them being pushed through. She was relieved they were off of the floor and on their way to the basement.

"You guys okay?" Willow asked, her mouth close to the lid.

Buffy broke off the kiss to answer her, "We’re okay, Willow."

"That was close," Willow said.

Hearing Willow’s voice and Elizabeth’s answer, too, made him realize that he hadn’t been dreaming, he was really here, lying next to a woman in very, very close proximity. A woman who only yesterday had told him she loved him.

William could feel Elizabeth’s breath on his face and sense that her lips were almost touching his. All he had to do was move a couple of centimeters closer and her lips would be touching hers once again.

His mind whirled about, thinking of it. She had initiated the kiss, well kisses, over the past two days, and this one, he knew was partly out of desperate measures, however, she’d seemed to enjoy them. At least, based on the little actual experience he had with women, it would seem so.

Buffy could feel William’s breath on her face. She was sorry that the kissing had been interrupted, but grateful that they weren’t in close proximity to Dr. Polydefkis anymore. Absently, her fingers still played with his hair, as his hands resumed caressing her back.

If knew if he shifted ever so slightly, his lips would once be touching hers. He shifted, his lips touched hers, as though by accident, and what ever else could he do, but to kiss her.

Buffy let out a soft sigh as his lips resumed contact with hers.

 

The elevator reached the basement and Willow quickly wheeled the cart to the laundry room, where they’d stored their things.

"We’re here, guys," she said, "pulling back the lid, just in time to see Buffy and William’s lips unlock.

Buffy looked up sheepishly, William looked confused.

"We have to go now," Buffy said to William, taking Willow’s hand as she helped her up.

Next, they both pulled William into a sitting position then brought a chair over for him to step down on. Shakily, he made it down and now stood between the two women, looking back and forth at them.

Buffy quickly took him by the hand and pulled him down an aisle holding laundry bags on both sides. She reached up and grabbed her backpack and quickly pulled out his pants and handed them to him, "Put these on," she directed, as she put her arm under his and looked the other way. Gratefully, he leaned on her and put them on, pulling them up, under the hospital gown that he’d been put into, after the move to 8 West.

Next, Buffy untied the straps in the back of his gown and handed him the T-shirt, once more, looking away.

She looked at him, pleased, "That’s better, huh?"

He nodded, they may be strange clothes, but at least they were clothes.

She took the hospital gown from him and shoved it into one of the laundry bags.

Looking down at his feet, she realized he had no shoes. This wouldn’t do.

"Wait here a minute," she said, and went down the aisle to where Willow stood waiting.

"Willow, I hate to ask, but….Spike, doesn’t have any shoes. Do you think…?"

Willow looked at Buffy, "You want me to conjure up shoes?" she asked, with a mock, shocked expression.

"Well, it will look pretty suspicious if someone sees him without any shoes," she said, shrugging.

Willow grinned mischievously, "Well, I don’t think this is the major mojo they were talking about granting me before I left, but I suppose this could be considered somewhat in the line-of-duty. Okay, what size shoes does he wear?"

"Uh, I’m don’t know," Buffy said, trying to think in terms of men’s foot sizes.

"I got an idea," Willow said, and with a few words, a couple of dozen pair of shoes appeared.

"William," Willow said, "come here."

William came down the aisle and Willow motioned over to the shoes, "We found these, you need some shoes, so take a pair."

"Whose are these? Won’t someone miss them?" he asked.

"I think these are shoes that are from the lost and found, I don’t think they belong to anyone," Willow answered.

He frowned.

"Please William, you can’t go walking around barefoot, if we want to get out of here," Buffy said.

He sighed, but began looking. He bypassed the Nikes, the Reeboks, and all the casual footwear, until he came to a pair of Doc Marten’s. He tried them on, then looked at Buffy and Willow and nodded, both thinking that some things never change.

"Good," Willow said, "now let’s get going!"

 

2:40am

Buffy, William, & Willow walked down the hall of the basement and took the elevator up to the second floor.

As the elevator door shut, William looked alarmed and grabbed for Buffy’s hand. He’d never stood in an elevator before, in fact, he’d only been in one when he’d been unconscious.

"It’s okay, it’s just taking us up to the second floor," she told him.

The door opened, and they started to make their way to the bridge that would take them to the other side of the hospital and to the outpatient door.

They took the stairs down to the first floor and started walking down the corridor to the outpatient sector. As they did they passed two burly looking men, with lab coats that said ‘x-ray’ on them, pushing a gurney. They looked over at the trio with a disinterested glance and continued on their way.

 

2:45am

Dr. Polydefkis buzzed the two men from x-ray into the 8 West ward, and took them to room 814.

He’d made sure that the nurses were still out, by once again, putting the ether soaked handkerchief to their faces and locking them in a utility closet. He’d noticed that someone had let themselves out, because he’d heard the buzzer going off earlier, and had seen the paperweight placed on top of the button. He figured it was Lisa from the morgue.

"Here he is, one Mr. William Worthington," he said, as he watched the biggest man look at a description of the man that Angel had sent. He nodded and both men put him roughly on the gurney and secured him with straps.

They handed Polydefkis an envelope. He took a quick look inside. There was an open airplane ticket, a check for $500,000 for his apartment, and the rest was filled with thousand dollar bills. He smiled, "Tell Angel thanks and it was nice doing business with him."

"Yeah, we’ll do that. You sure this patient isn’t going to wake up?"

"Probably not for a couple of days, at least. I gave him a paralyzing agent," Dr. Polydefkis said.

"Wait a minute," he told the men, as he quickly wrote something on a piece of paper and grabbed some tape. He then buzzed them and himself through.

He waited for them at the elevator, "Good luck," he said, as they got on."

"Yeah," they said as the door shut.

Dr. Polydefkis then taped the OUT OF ORDER sign he had made on the outside of the elevator, and went to his office to gather the few things he had there that he didn’t want anyone to find. He knew that very shortly someone would find out about the nurses and the missing patient and he didn’t plan on sticking around for that.

 

2:45am

The wind was blowing hard and it had started to rain as Dr. Turner, Leroy, and Dawn waited inside Bernie’s cab for Buffy, William, and Willow. Finally, they came out the door.

William inhaled the smell of flowers that were planted around the entrance and was reminded of a kind of flower his mother always liked. He told himself he would try to remember the name.

Dr. Turner came out of the cab and over to them.

"William," he said, smiling, "I’m releasing you to the care of your wife Elizabeth, I’m sure she’s going to take very good care of you," he put out his hand.

William hesitated, then extended his, "Thank you," he said.

"And William or Elizabeth, if you have any questions, concerns, need my help or advice, please call me anytime. Promise me that you will."

They both nodded.

They were standing by the cab. Leroy got out to make room for the three of them. Dawn was up front with Bernie.

William hesitated. He turned to Elizabeth and whispered, "I don’t remember ever being in an automobile before," he said.

"I know, but it’s too far to walk, where…hey, where are we going?" she asked.

"I got a place you can stay as long as you like, it’s about an hour from my house in Indiana. Bernie will explain. I’ll meet you there in about an hour. As soon as I get my car, I’ll pull around and you can follow me. If you lose me, Bernie’s got directions.

"Come on, William, you can sit between Elizabeth and me" Willow said, getting into the car and pulling William in by the hand.

Dr. Turner motioned to Buffy, "So much for the Medical Power of Attorney and all that, huh? Look, no matter what his real story is, William, right now, is still a very frightened, confused man. Try to not get him over-stimulated. There’s so much he doesn’t remember, he may freak out if he’s exposed to too much, too soon. Here are some mild tranquilizers and some mild sedatives if he needs them," he said, handing her a couple bottles. "Like I said, don’t hesitate to call me if you have any questions about how to proceed with his treatment. He can call me too, just to talk, it may help."

"I can’t thank you enough for all your help," she said, shaking his hand.

"You’d better get going it’s really starting to rain," Dr. Turner said, closing the door after she’d climbed in the back. Just then Leroy pulled up and Bernie nodded and put the car in gear. Dr. Turner gave the cab a pat and went walked off to get his own car.

Part of him wondered what it was about William and Elizabeth, and this whole case, for that matter, that had him ignoring all hospital policy.

The other part of him was more than satisfied that he’d done the right thing.

 

CHAPTER 45 - THIS EXIT TO THE INDIANA TOLL ROAD

2:50am

"You ready?"

"Ready!"

"One, two, lift!" the bigger burly man said, as the two of them lifted the man on the gurney into the delivery truck.

"Good, let’s get to Meigs Field," said the second man.

 

2:53am

A severe thunderstorm had now developed in earnest. The air crackled with electricity seconds before lightening struck the hospital’s tower, sending all buildings into darkness for the few seconds it took the emergency generators to kick in.

Joe, the midnight engineer got on the radio and told all maintenance to put OUT OF ORDER signs on all the elevators.

Ralph Small walked up to the 8th floor and saw that the elevator already had a sign already posted. Figuring that one of the nurses had done so, he walked back to the stairwell and continued up to the other floors.

3:02am

"All the signs are up," Ralph said to Joe on the radio.

"Okay, thanks, I’m turning them off."

3:05am

Dr. Polydefkis finished stumbling around in his office, taking what he wanted, and now closed the door behind him. He patted his inner jacket pocket, and smiled as he made contact with the bulky envelope.

He carried two medium size boxes over to the elevator and pressed the button, "Waiting right here for me," he said, having not heard the elevator come up or down, as the door opened.

He took a step and fell 9 floors to the basement, immediately dying upon breaking his neck. His body would not be found until two days later when everybody taking the elevators or anywhere in the vicinity of the elevator, noticed the terrible smell.

Lisa from the morgue was responsible for the body. After pocketing the $50,000 in cash that she happened to find in his inner jacket pocket, she took out William’s & Williams Decomposing of the Human Body and identified the state of Dr. Polydefkis’ decomposition before releasing the body to the Lake Shore Funeral Home. Nobody claimed the body and he was buried in a pauper’s grave in Cicero.

Lisa put a nice down payment on a condo for her mother in the suburbs and bought herself a nice sports car she’d always wanted.

 

3:05am

William sat gripping Buffy’s hand as the Bernie turned from Midway Plaisance onto Stony Island. He felt his stomach churning as the cab increased speed once it reached the Indiana Toll Road.

"How you doing?" Willow asked him.

"I think I’m going to be sick," William said, after the first tollbooth.

Bernie stopped the car at the McDonald’s rest area and Buffy got out of the cab and helped William out. He leaned against the trunk of the car and threw up, as she held onto him.

"Maybe it would be better if he laid down," Buffy said.

Willow nodded and got up in the front seat with Bernie and Dawn.

Buffy let William get in first and then got in, closing the door. Gently, she pulled him over onto her lap.

"Try to close your eyes and get some rest," she said, stroking his hair, "it’s not too far."

William nodded, closing his eyes, as he tried to fight the feeling of nausea caused by the frightening sensation of speed he’d never experienced before. Still, in spite of being overwhelmed by everything, he felt comforted lying in Elizabeth’s lap, and was soon asleep.

Leroy had seen the cab pull over and had pulled over to the side of the road to wait for them. He now put his car back into drive as he saw the cab pull out of the rest area.

"How’s he doing?" Dawn whispered after about 10 minutes, when they were just at about the East Chicago exit.

"He’s out," she said, looking down on him.

"Poor Spike," Dawn said.

"Yeah," Buffy said, looking down at him with a mixture of awe and sympathy, "poor Spike."

"So, where are we going, Bernie?"

"Leroy’s house in the Miller Beach section of Gary?"

"Gary? As in Gary Indiana, Gary Indiana?"

"Yeah, just like the music man."

"Isn’t Michael Jackson from Gary?" asked Buffy.

"Ug!" Dawn and Willow both said.

"Hey, forget Michael Jackson, Gary used to be a very progressive town in the earlier part of the century. Well, last century. Best education system in the country. William A. Wirt developed the work-study-play model that the whole country still uses. Octave Chanute flew a glider plane off of the dunes in Gary before the Wright Brothers did at Kitty Hawk. Steel Mills made the town, but the loss of those jobs, plus a bunch of racial crap brought it down in the 70’s. Then in the 90’s, the politicians and Donald Trump thought they could bring lots of money into the city with gambling boats, but somehow, the benefits were negligible, so it’s still struggling, but it’s better.

"How do you know so much about it?" Dawn asked.

"I used to live there about 40 years ago, still have some family in the area," Bernie replied. "Anyway, sounds like Bernie lives right on the lake."

"Are we staying with him?" Willow asked.

"I think he’s got somewhere else in mind," Bernie answered.

CHAPTER 46 - LEROY’S

Friday

June 13, 2008

3:50am

Bernie followed Leroy off of the Toll Road onto Dunes Hgwy. or Hgwy. 20 as it was locally called, through the small town of Miller. They drove around the beach, finally, taking a left at Sullivan Street, then a right onto the narrow, barely paved road that fronted the beach on the eastern end, called Lake Shore Drive. Not nearly as elegant as the one in the city, but it described it just as well.

William awoke just as the cab came to a stop, "Here we are," Bernie said, yawning.

"Poor Bernie, we’ve kept you quite busy these last few days, haven’t we?" Dawn asked.

"Yeah, that’s okay though," he said, getting out of the car and coming around to open doors.

Bernie opened the back door, just as William was sitting up.

"How you doing William? Sorry if the ride made you sick," he said.

"I’m just not used to…automobiles," he said, accepting Bernie’s hand to help him out.

Buffy got out the other door and came around to where William was standing.

"You okay?"

"I…I think so. A little weak still, I guess," he said, as his legs felt a little rubbery.

"Is that water?" Buffy asked, hearing the waves nearby.

"Yep, beautiful Lake Michigan. Come on inside, you can see it from the deck. We’ll have a bite to eat out there and then I’ll give you directions to my other place," he said, "where you can all stay as long as you’d like."

They all went into Leroy’s house. It was built in the 1950’s and had a low, wooden, paneled ceiling, with recessed lighting. Wall to wall deep maroon carpeting contrasted with white leather furniture. The walls were decorated with large African paintings of women and men in various motion of dance and there were also half a dozen Caribbean and African carvings set on 5 foot ivory colored pedestals around the room.

They walked into the kitchen from the living room. It was rather small, but modern looking with the latest in modern appliances, which were all in chrome. There was a flattop stove, deluxe built-in refrigerator, 3 sinks, and pots and pans that hung above an island with yet another stove below them on an island.

"Wow," Willow said, "do you like to cook?"

"Yeah, I do, so did my ex-wife. We each had our own stove. I liked gas, and she liked electric. That’s why there are two of them. She still likes to come over and cook sometimes," he said shrugging.

"Wow," Willow said, again.

"Sandwiches okay?" Leroy asked.

They all nodded and he took them out to the deck.

Immediately they could hear the waves and see the whitecaps of the waves from the deck. A short staircase lead directly down to the sand.

"This is really nice," Buffy said, as she held onto William’s hand.

"I like it," Leroy said, "that’s why I don’t move into the city. I’d have to give up this great view I have every single day.

"I can understand that," Buffy said, thinking of the house in Julian.

"Okay, I’ll bring some fixin’s out and everyone can make their own sandwiches. Be right back."

They all took a seat at the large, tempered glass, rectangular patio table. Dawn pushed some odds and ends that were on the table toward the middle in order to make some room. Willow walked in to help Leroy with the food.

A few minutes later, Leroy and Willow returned with plates, lunch-meats, breads, rolls, condiments, and a cake that he said his favorite, older, white neighbor lady Jean, liked to make for everyone in the neighborhood.

William hadn’t said anything since they’d been at Leroy’s except when he’d first gotten out of the car.

"Do you want to make yourself a sandwich or do you want me to make it for you?" Buffy asked.

"I can do it," he said, finally taking a plate, a Kaiser roll, and other things to make a sandwich.

Leroy looked at him, "You don’t remember me, do you?" he asked.

William looked at him, afraid to say the wrong thing, so he kept quiet, but shook his head.

"I was your nurse when you first came to the hospital. You couldn’t believe that there were male nurses, let alone, ‘Negro,’ male nurses," he said laughing.

"I’m sorry," William said.

"That’s okay. Man, you were out of it," Leroy said. "You’re gonna be better now; Elizabeth’s gonna take good care of you, man. I just know you’re gonna to be better."

William didn’t say anything, but Buffy gave him a gentle pat on the leg, while deftly changing the topic.

"How long you lived here?"

"Here? About 12 years. In Gary, all my life."

Bernie made his sandwich, then stood up, "I’m sorry to take my food to go, but I got to be getting to work pretty soon, so I’d better take off. Luckily, I’ll be able to call it a day after noontime."

"Thanks for everything, Bernie," Buffy said, getting up and giving him a peck on the cheek, as well as giving him a couple of hundred dollars.

"You don’t have to give me THIS much," he said, trying to hand some of it back.

"No, you’ve earned it. Hasn’t he earned it, Dawn?"

"Every penny."

"Well, if you insist," he said.

"I do, I most definitely do."

"Alright then, take care everyone," he said, "I’ll just go around to the front from here," he said, taking the deck steps down.

"Bye Bernie," they all said.

"Bye everyone, bye Elizabeth, take care, and get William all well now."

"I will," she said, smiling.

Bernie stopped at the bottom of the steps, "William, this woman has gone over and above what I’ve ever seen any woman do for any man. I hope you can appreciate it."

William stopped eating and looked from Bernie to Buffy, then back again, "I do. Thank you for telling me that," he said.

And with a final wave, he was off.

"Now, how ‘bout I tell you about that other place?" Leroy asked.

A/N Just a short disclaimer to say that of course, I don't own any of the main characters, secondly, that any character that I did make up is a construct of the author and not anybody real, and third, I actually like The University of Chicago, in fact, I took my daughter there. It's awesome. But I did have to have a hospital setting in Chicago, so I chose to write what I know.

Spuffyness ensues:

 

CHAPTER 47 – FULLER’S RESORT & CAMPGROUND

 

"So, I take Hgwy 12, after I’ve gone past New Buffalo, Michigan?" Willow asked.

"Yep, follow it for about 18 miles. You’ll pass Three Oaks, then Galien, then about another 6 miles you’ll see a little convenience store and fruit stand on the right side. That’s Bakertown Road. Take a left there, then another left on Elm Valley Road in about 2-3 miles, then you come to a stop. You can either go left or right. Go right for about 100 feet; you’ll see the sign for Fuller’s Resort on the left side. Take that road for about a mile, it deadends right at the resort. It’s the second cabin you come to, right on the lake.

It’s a very nice place, nice people, mostly seasonal campers who own big trailers, and some people who just come up for a few days at a time. Owners have had this resort for almost 70 years, got the grandkids running it these days. Or is it the great-grandkids? I can’t remember. All I know, is that when I want some real peace and quiet, this is the place I go to. Need to go to. I traveled a lot when I was younger, been out west, out east, overseas, and every place in-between. Lovely, stunning, beautiful places, but you know what? This place, practically in my own back yard, is what I always keep coming back to."

"I’m sold!" Dawn said, smiling.

"Here’s the keys for the cabin and the car," he said, handing them to Dawn.

"You sure about this?" Buffy asked.

"Yeah, my cousin and I are coming up there in a about 3 weeks, I was gonna sell him this car anyway when he went back home, so I’ll just give it to him there. He doesn’t need it much here, anyway. If he does, he can just drive me to work someday."

"Thanks Leroy. For Everything. Oh, tell Amelia thanks, too. Oh, before I forget, here’s her apartment key."

"Glad you remembered that, or it’s my hide she’d have tanned," Leroy said.

Dawn and Willow were walking ahead with William between them. Each of them had an arm.

"William will be able to get some good rest up there, before you take him back to California, right?"

"Yeah, California," Buffy said, "you said, there’s no big, tall buildings there and it’s a small town?"

"Yeah, lots of Seven-Day Adventists in the area, lots of Amish not too far away, and as for the town of Buchanan? It’s like Mayberry. Probably even have Andy and Barney there, too," Leroy said, "don’t worry, nobody ever gonna think to look for William there," he said, whispering.

Buffy got into the backseat with William, as Dawn got behind the wheel and Willow took the front passenger side.

"Bye y’all. William, you take care of the ladies, alright?"

"Alright," William answered without emotion, as he leaned against Buffy.

Dawn backed up the 2000 Firebird and waved, as she took the narrow road back to the main street.

 

6:05am

The sun had come up half an hour ago, as Dawn finally pulled into the carport of Cabin 2 at Fuller’s Resort.

Buffy and William had fallen asleep leaning up against one another, and even Willow had drifted off to sleep.

"Old people," Dawn said, amusing herself.

"Hey guys, we’re here!" Dawn said.

Slowly they all opened their eyes. They got out of the car and Dawn used the key to open the cabin door.

"This is great," Willow said, as they walked into a small porch, which contained small white painted cabinets and a shelf for storing outdoor items. She opened the door that led directly to the kitchen. Straight ahead was a small bathroom, to the right and through the kitchen, was a large dining room/living room. The room had a couch, a couple of chairs, on the right wall, a television set, an oval, wooded dining table with 4 chairs, and a small, old fashioned gas furnace one could light for warmth, if needed, on the left wall, which also had windows. On either side of the couch, were two bedrooms. The main room then opened up into the front room, which contained another bed out in the open. Underneath wall to wall windows, which overlooked the lake, was another couch and a chair. To the left was a sliding glass door, which opened up onto a large 12’ x 25’ deck.

"Oooh, squealed Dawn, as she opened the sliding door and stepped outside.

"It’s lovely," Buffy said, following, as she looked out at the calm water. The lake looked to be surrounded by trees; big pine, and oaks, elms, and maples, except when she looked closely she could see that there were lots of houses on the other side of the lake. On this side, the resort had a roped in swimming area, a dock for fishing, and paddleboats, water-bikes, rowboats, and canoes, all for the renting. There was also a small store for basic camping necessities and treats.

William had followed Buffy to the door, but didn’t step out onto the deck. She looked back at him, then turned to Willow and Dawn.

"I think I’ve got to get William into bed for a decent sleep," she said quietly to them, "this has been terribly hard on him. On all of us. It seems like days since I went to get Dr. Turner from the golf course, but it’s only been, what? Twelve, fourteen hours ago? And how long ago did we leave Chicago? Three hours ago? Seems like days. So…we’re turning in, I think we may sleep for the next 24 hours.

"Okay, Buffy, you guys get some sleep. What about you Dawn?" Willow asked.

"I could use a couple of hours myself, then guess we should find out where to buy some food if we’re staying for a while. I’ll take the bed out here," Dawn said, pointing to the bed in the front room, "you can have one of the bedrooms, if that’s okay with you."

"Yeah, that’d be great," Willow said, "think I’ll get a little shut-eye, too. Wake me up when you get up Dawn. Or if I wake first, I’ll get you up and we’ll go get some food."

"Maybe I should sleep out here with Dawn, I don’t know if…maybe he’ll feel uncomfortable with me sleeping there with him," Buffy said, shrugging.

"Well, he’s definitely clinging to you, Buffy, ever since we got him out, so that may not be a problem," Dawn said.

"I guess you’re right Dawn, I just didn’t want to make him feel…like he has to ‘sleep’ with me. To him, I’m still a stranger. Well, more or less."

"You guys looked pretty UN-stranger like, when we got to the basement at the hospital," Willow said, giving Buffy a knowing look.

Dawn looked at her questioningly.

"We were kissing," she said, "Dr. Polydefkis stopped her right in the hall in front of William’s room and was saying these gross things to her. When he heard the doctor’s voice he started to freak out, so I thought I’d distract him, I sort of had to," Buffy said, not sure why she thought she had to explain.

Everyone was quiet for a minute.

"In any case, I’ll play it by ear. He’ll take the bedroom nearest Dawn and I’ll either stay in there, or out on the bed with Dawn. Or the couch. Night guys, or good morning, not sure which to say," Buffy said, "and if I haven’t said it already, thanks for coming, if you guys hadn’t been there, I don’t know how I would have gotten Spike out."

Buffy walked back into the front room. William was just standing there looking out at the water.

"It’s pretty, isn’t it?" she asked.

"Yes, it is. I haven’t been to a lake since my mum used to take us on holiday to The Lake District when I was a boy. It was about three hours outside of London by rail, then another hour by buggy," he said, then stopped and looked at her. "Though my mind doesn’t know what’s true anymore, so maybe it’s just a dream I had," he said, sadly.

Buffy didn’t know what to say. She came up and put her arm around his waist and said, "I’m sure you remember just fine. Will you tell me about it sometime?"

He nodded.

Buffy took his hand and led him to the bedroom, "You should lie down and get some sleep, for now, okay?"

He nodded again, as she shut the door to the small bedroom. There was one double sized bed and a small dresser. An open closet was in the corner.

She drew the blinds, and pulled back the covers of the bed. William lay down and Buffy pulled the covers up over him.

"I’m going to go wash up, will you be okay?" she asked him.

"I think so. Are you…?" he hesitated.

"Am I what?" she asked.

"Are you coming back? After you wash?"

"I will, I’ll come back in a couple of minutes to check on you," she said, still leaving the question of where she would sleep unanswered. She wasn’t sure that’s what he meant anyway.

Buffy walked out into the kitchen. Willow was out there checking out what was in the drawers.

"Looks like all we need is food," she said.

Buffy nodded, then shook her head, "No, we need clothes, too! Especially William! He only has what he has on his back. He’s going to need socks, underwear, pajamas, jeans, t-shirts…gosh everything!"

"I’m sure Dawn and I can pick him up a few things when we’re out, Buffy. Guess we should get ourselves some beach things, too, since we’re here, might as well enjoy it, right?"

Buffy nodded, absent mindedly, not really caring about that part of the equation, as long as William was safe.

"You’re right, you and Dawn should get some things like that."

Dawn came out of the bathroom and Willow mentioned needing clothes. Dawn’s ears perked up.

"Maybe there’s a mall someplace close by," she said.

"I don’t know, maybe at least a K-Mart or Walmart or something like that," Willow said.

Dawn made a face, "Ick, but I’ll deal. Buffy, I brought you a pair of my pajamas to use," she said and went to retrieve them.

"I’d forgotten all about that, thanks."

"Oh, before I forget, what size jeans does Spike, I mean William wear?"

"30" x 32" she answered without thinking. She’d more than once over the years looked at the black jeans and T-shirt that Spike had sent along in the box to Julian. The last time she’d looked had been a couple of days ago when she’d packed them into her backpack.

"Medium T-shirts okay?" Dawn asked?

Buffy nodded, "Medium everything, I’d say. Better buy some conservative type underwear, probably boxers rather than briefs. Gah! Who knows what kind of underwear things they even had back then! Spike never wore…" she glanced over quickly at Dawn, embarrassed.

"It’s okay, Buffy, we’re all adults here now, even me."

Buffy rolled her eyes; it was still embarrassing to talk about those things with Dawn. She wished she could make the trip to the store with them, but she didn’t dare leave William alone.

"Maybe a couple of packages of both boxers and briefs, then he can decide. Oh, and some black socks, and some white ones, too."

"We’ll figure it out," Willow said, yawning, "see you in a few hours, Dawn."

"Okay, Willow," Dawn said, and went off to find her bed, also.

Buffy took about 10 minutes in the bathroom to clean up and put on the pajamas Dawn had brought her. She walked through the living room and quietly opened the door to the bedroom.

He was asleep, lying in the same position he had been in when she had left. She stood there a few minutes just looking at him. She desperately wanted to get into bed herself, if only to fall asleep next to him, but she didn’t dare risk disturbing him.

With a last glance, she silently closed the door to the bedroom and decided to lay down on the couch a couple of feet from the door. She closed her eyes, as the events of the day ran through her mind, but soon drifted off to sleep.

 

An hour later, Buffy was dreaming of someone knocking at the door, at least that’s what she thought she was dreaming of, when all of a sudden, she realized that the knocking that she was hearing was coming from William’s bedroom.

She jumped up, knocking her knee on the table next to the couch, before getting to the door. As she opened it, she saw he lying there, eyes open, curled in a fetal position, rocking himself and moaning. Every time he did so, his head was hitting the paneled walls, causing the knocking that she’d heard.

"William, what is it? What’s the matter?" she asked in alarm.

He didn’t answer, just continued to rock, which now seemed to be increasing.

Buffy got into bed with him and forcibly got her arms around his shoulder forcing his head away from the wall, as she pulled him over towards her, "It’s okay William, I’m here; Elizabeth’s here," she murmured to him, as she rubbed his back with her other hand.

In a few moments, that seemed to bring him back to some sort of reality, as his eyes focused on her for the first time. He closed his eyes for a second, and took in a shuddering sigh.

"Everything’s alright, William. I’m here, Elizabeth’s here," she repeated over and over.

"You left, you said you’d be back, I…forgot where I was. I’m sorry," he said, feeling like a pitiful sap.

"I’m so sorry William. I did come back, but when I saw you had fallen asleep, I didn’t want to disturb you, didn’t know if you wanted me to…sleep here…you know…with you."

"I do…if…if you want…to. Please, Elizabeth…don’t go."

 

"Buffy? Is everything okay?" Dawn asked from the other side of the door.

"Yeah, everything’s okay," Buffy answered, "go back to sleep, Dawn."

Dawn smiled, flashing back to all the times she’d heard that growing up!

 

"I won’t leave you, William. I promise," Buffy said, as she pulled his head down to her chest, as his legs straightened out of the curled up position they’d been in, so that they were now lying, facing each other. She kissed the top of his head, as her hands stroked his head. Tears ran down her face, onto his hair, which she quickly wiped away. ‘I’ll never leave you, again,’ she thought to herself as she fell asleep, too.

A few hours later it was William who was awaken to Elizabeth’s nightmares, as she gripped him tightly in her sleep.

"No! Spike, you’ve done enough! You can still…please…Spike…can still…don’t leave…love you…do…love…you…"

"Elizabeth," he shook her gently, and still, she called out in her sleep.

"Buffy!" he said, taking a chance on the name her sister and friend called her.

She opened her eyes, saw his concerned face close up to hers, "Spike," she whispered as she pulled his face to hers and kissed him hard.

He hesitated a moment, before returning her kiss in the same manner. She pulled back after a moment, as his hesitation brought her back to her senses, "I’m sorry. William," she softly said, embarrassed.

"S’alright, you were dreaming. Elizabeth," he said, as he held her close and initiated the next kiss.

"William," she murmured, kissing him back.

And so, throughout that first day, they slept, and comforted, and kissed away each other’s nightmares.

 

 

 

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