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Warnings: Rape
Other Results: 147 ePub eBooks, 2 Series

Stories
Invisible by Alvarii Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 141]
Summary: Buffy Summers was a happy, carefree girl who wanted to save the world. Elizabeth Summers is a woman surrounded by darkness who can’t even see a way to save herself. No matter how she struggles, each day adds to what seems a never-ending list of failures. But William Giles doesn’t see it that way at all, so there’s a chance that they can save each other.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 51303
Published: 03/12/2006 Updated: 06/29/2009
Summary: Previously titled You’re My Temptation. When Buffy’s mother dies, she’s left alone, to be shuffled from one foster home to another. After years of abuse and neglect, she finally gets the courage to run away and ends up still struggling to survive. When a man offers his assistance, in return for working at his shop, she doesn’t have any other choice but to take it. And when his son, Spike, enters the picture, Buffy ends up falling for him…but what do you do when you want to be with a person who you don’t feel you deserve?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 23994
Published: 04/03/2005 Updated: 05/12/2005
Summary: The Scoobies need an extra vampire to play a part in the killing of a demon, and so Willow creates a double of Spike. When the demon dies, the double should disappear...What happens when he gets to stay around? WARNING: THIS FIC IS ABOUT AS DARK AS IT GETS. NON CON M/M , TORTURE ETC. Written for the evil twin prompt on nekid_spike lj comm.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: Yes Word count: 28509
Published: 06/19/2009 Updated: 06/23/2009
Summary: Buffy, le Scooby et Spike sont transportés dans une autre dimension où les choses sont beaucoup plus différentes qu’ils ne l’auraient jamais cru. L’histoire se passe dans la saison 4 toute suite après que Spike ne se rende comte qu’il peut se battre avec des démons. chapitre s corrigés
Categories: NC-17/Hardcore Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Parody, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 34164
Published: 08/09/2006 Updated: 10/02/2006
Summary: *Warning- Character Death!* Buffy Summers is writing a story, from the time 11 years ago when Spike rescued her in the rain til graduation. Buffy's life is hard, painful, and she tells the world of it. Completely re-posted starting from the beginning. *lots of angst and not a happy ending! Also issues of child abuse, molestation, and rape!*
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 28176
Published: 10/10/2005 Updated: 07/25/2006
Life Eternal by Kyra Storm Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 168]
Summary: Summary: 7 years after the end of Angel, The First Evil has joined forces with Wolfram and Hart to take over our realm. The Scoobies and what's left of the AI team need any and all help they can get to defeat this new threat, especially since Buffy has been missing for the past three years. This story will be Spuffy eventually, but there is another woman in Spike's life up until then.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: No Word count: 108281
Published: 03/21/2005 Updated: 07/02/2006
Summary: VERY AU, No vampires or slayers completely human fic.

After escaping an abusive relationship with her ex Parker. Buffy is trying desperately to get her life back together when Spike comes into her life. Will Spike be able to break down the walls Buffy has built up around her in order to protect herself?



Nominated at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards Round 2 Best Angst and Best Romance..................



I was honored to be told that this fic was nominated at The readers have chosen as one of the monthly collection of the best fanfiction on the net, if you would like to vote for my fic you can do so here:



http://thereadershavechosen.eternflame.com/forum/index.php?topic=1596.0



I want to thank the person or persons who nominated this fic it means a lot to me so thanks so much!
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Horror, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 25578
Published: 03/21/2008 Updated: 01/15/2010
Summary: **Runner-up at the Fang Fetish awards!** 14 years ago, Buffy Summers was turned. As a Slayer, she kept her soul, but was imprisoned by her new family. Now they have come to Sunnydale, hunting grounds of the new Slayer (we can all guess who...). When Buffy escapes, she must fight for respect and freedom from the very real demons which haunt her every step.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 44828
Published: 01/06/2006 Updated: 02/06/2006
Summary: Originally posted as "Someone Worth Living For". What do you do when you're in an abusive relationship? Who do you turn to? And how far are you willing to go in order to escape?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Buffy/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 11547
Published: 12/27/2007 Updated: 12/30/2007
Lover's Run by Peta Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 7]
Summary: It's a kidnap fic. Warnings: well, you could easily take this the wrong way. Could be considered rape, but tongue in my cheek, not yours. Also, beware of cliches. It's riddled, I'm sure.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Parody Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1727
Published: 04/10/2009 Updated: 04/10/2009
Loves Lost Series by Slaymesoftly Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 18]
Summary: Angelus is making life miserable for Buffy, and then he gets an unexpected helper who gives him the upper hand. This is not a fluffy fic - the three that follow it become increasingly fluffy and Spuffy, but it takes a long time to reach that happy ending - so don't be looking for it here!
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: Loves Lost Series
Chapters: 5 Completed: Yes Word count: 15985
Published: 03/23/2007 Updated: 03/25/2007
Mate's Pain by smlcspike Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 71]
Summary: Takes place during Willows spell, in Something Blue. Very Au from there. Starts when Willow is baking cookies after she has broke the spell and is feeling guilty. Buffy met Riley instead of Parker, and have been together, but nothing serious. Time lines and locations have been changed to help with the story. Set in season 4, but we have the magic box and the hotel Angel bought in Season 2 of Angel. Warning: This story will talk about Rape, but will not actually be seen, as well as nudity with M/M/F, and Spike/other
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Sexual Situations, Rape, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: Yes Word count: 43145
Published: 05/25/2007 Updated: 11/21/2007
Summary: Buffy Summers is a small town girl with a big heart who is wanting to be anything but perfect like everybody thinks she is. Her life is about to change when her mom meets Rupert Giles, the new librarian at her college and falls in love with him and decides to get married. Being thrilled with somebody who in time one day she can call ‘dad’, she decides to take dance instructions from Spike Williams for the wedding. When they meet it’s a thin line between love and hate and after awhile they get to know each other and in the end fall in love. But what happens when tragedy strikes? Will they be there for each other or will they push one another away? What happens when her timing runs out with Spike? Will it be the end of a great relationship or just the beginning? Can they stay together or will people get in their way? Can Buffy once and for all decide to grow and stand up for what she believes in or will she just remain the perfect girl who everyone wants to be?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 6570
Published: 01/10/2006 Updated: 01/27/2006
Moving On by velvet cat Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 63]
Summary: What if Spike didn't go back to L.A. at the end of the Angel episode 'The Girl in Question'? Slightly different from my usual AU, in that Spike and Buffy won't be together for a while but this fic WILL tie in with my others.
(Don't worry, though, you don't HAVE to read it to 'get' the others) Some of the warnings refer to later chapters but I thought I'd better put them in now, just to be safe.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Horror, Romance Warnings: Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: Yes Word count: 44470
Published: 04/29/2010 Updated: 10/06/2010
My Story by SpikesSlayer Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 19]
Summary: This is a hard story to tell, but in order for you to understand I have to start at the beginning. Only the beginning is a long story and we don’t have the time to go through all of that. I’ll give you the overview and then get to the real story. Here goes…
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 3451
Published: 11/27/2006 Updated: 02/06/2009
Needing Love by Kirst Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 428]
Summary: Highschool fic Spike has a rich family, popular friends and thinks his life is perfect. Then Buffy Summers enters his life and things work out a lot differnet than how Spike had expected
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Buffy/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 59291
Published: 10/30/2006 Updated: 12/19/2006
Needy by icemink Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 16]
Summary: Buffy comes to L.A. instead of Andrew during "Damaged", and sticks around to help take care of Spike after he loses his hands.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Completed: Yes Word count: 29785
Published: 10/31/2004 Updated: 10/31/2004
Nero e argento by Roberta Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Sunnydale, inizio della 4 stagione di BTVS. Avete presente lo Spike innamorato, devoto ed innocuo della sesta stagione? Beh, scordatevelo! Questo Spike è ancora privo di chip, furioso con Buffy, ed estremamente pericoloso, in caccia della sua terza cacciatrice…e, un giorno, grazie alla gemma di Amara, la sua infinita lotta con Buffy raggiunge un inatteso punto di svolta…
Categories: NC-17/Hardcore Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 20237
Published: 03/28/2005 Updated: 03/28/2005
New Divide by Niori Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 22]
Summary: Once in every immortal generation there is a vampire given great power and strength. He, and he alone, will protect the creatures of the night from those that would seek to destroy them. He is the Slayer of Slayers.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 23872
Published: 01/24/2010 Updated: 01/25/2011
Summary:
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Since the age of five, Buffy has always thought that life couldn’t get any worse. Then it always does. She does what she has to in order to survive. Her only means of sanity and escape are her fantasies in which she is a superhero who always wins the battle...eventually. She goes through life learning that for her there is no happily ever after. Will life prove her right or wrong in the end?

Follows Buffy throughout her life and ships. Spuffy tones throughout, but more so in later chapters.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Completed: No Word count: 82987
Published: 10/16/2004 Updated: 05/08/2016
Summary: Sixteen year old Buffy Summers is a hooker on the colded streets of LA, Untill a certian bleach blond hair takes a chance on her.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 2035
Published: 06/08/2005 Updated: 06/08/2005
Not Forsaken by darklingdawns Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 10]
Summary: After NFA, what happens when rumors start circulating about a possible surviving vampire? Buffy has a number of surprises coming her way, and almost none of them are pleasant.
Categories: Serial Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 8939
Published: 01/02/2009 Updated: 01/18/2009
Summary: Halloween went a little differently causing a chain of events no one could have expected.
Categories: Comedy fics, General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1214
Published: 05/29/2012 Updated: 06/05/2012
Playing on the Dark Side by pj Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 840]
Summary: NEW SUMMARY - When Buffy’s mother dies suddenly, she withdraws from her friends and family, and runs away from home. Venturing the streets of L.A. by herself, she is abducted by a gang when she accidentally interferes in their business. Buffy finds herself in the middle of a cruel life, where violence and rape aren’t given a second thought. Can Spike save her from this life…or can she save him? A story about rape, whether redemption is even possible, and whether love can triumph from it.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 74026
Published: 04/04/2005 Updated: 10/10/2006
Possession by icemink Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 311]
Summary: Response to BSV challenge 157. AR When Spike loses in a high stakes poker game he ends up in a demon slave market, where a mysterious human girl purchases him.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: Yes Word count: 45964
Published: 01/30/2006 Updated: 01/08/2008