Lawson to Angel: I'm nothin'... because of you. Come on, chief. Give me a mission. from Why We Fight (Season 5) | Next Clip in Episode |
LAWSON: Did they at least torture you? Please tell me they did.
ANGEL: Never gave them a chance. Jumped ship... off the coast of Maine. Went underground till the war was over.
LAWSON: Like any other coward.
ANGEL: Wars are won and lost by men.
LAWSON: You mean...like me? No, wait, that doesn't apply anymore, does it?
ANGEL: I never wanted to do this to you.
LAWSON: Oh, put your hanky away. I know how important the technology they pulled from the sub was to helping us stop the Germans. Sounded like a fair shake. One person damned to make the world safe for future generations. (looks over at Angel's gang) Except these guys.
ANGEL: Killing them's not going to change the past.
LAWSON: But it'll hurt you. Maybe that's enough.
ANGEL: Never is.
LAWSON: Then maybe I found my mission again after all these years.
ANGEL: Being an evil son of a bitch not keeping you busy?
LAWSON: We all need a reason to live, even if we're already dead. Mom, apple pie, the stars and stripes— That was good enough for me till I met you. Then I had this whole creature-of-the-night thing going for me—the joy of destruction and death—and I embraced it. I did all the terrible things a monster does—murdered women and children, tortured fathers and husbands just to hear 'em scream—and through it all... I felt nothing. 60 years of blood drying in my throat like ashes. So what do you think? Is it me, chief? Or does everyone you sired feel this way?
ANGEL: You're the only one I ever did this to...after I got a soul.
LAWSON: Do I have one, too?
ANGEL: I don't think it works that way, son.
LAWSON: Didn't think so.
(they fight)
LAWSON: You gave me just enough, didn't you? Enough of your soul to keep me trapped between who I was and who I should be. I'm nothin'... because of you.
(more fighting. Angel throws Lawson through his office window)
ANGEL: You really want it to end like this?
LAWSON: Sounds like a plan.
(they struggle for control of a stake)
LAWSON: Come on, chief. Give me a mission.
(Angel drives the stake home, and Lawson dusts)
written by: Steven S. DeKnight & Drew Goddard; Original transcript by CariCranberry. Edited & formatted by me.. Full transcript at:
http://www.buffyworld.com/angel/season5/transcripts/5x13_tran.php