A loud cheer erupted from the table closest to the stage as the band
came on. 'The Dingo’s' bass guitarist beamed momentarily at
the cute little redhead who was bouncing up and down and clapping
her hands excitedly. Three of the other occupants of the table were
also cheering loudly, if a little less giddily, the leggy brunette
merely smiled impassively for a moment. The black clad blonde let
out a piercing whistle. He was having fun. He had the most gorgeous
girl in the building, nah … in the whole bloody country, on
his arm, her friends and watcher were mostly accepting of him and
he was living in a comfortable home with two amazing women who spoilt
him rotten, most importantly he had his beautiful slayer in his bed
every night. Life, or unlife if you will, was damn good right now!
The music started and hey they weren’t half bad after all, downing
his drink he turned and asked Buffy if she would like to dance. Guiding
his beautifully grinning goddess to the dance floor he could not help
but reflect once again on just how bloody happy he was!
“Urgh” Xander looked at the two girls at the table with
him. “Am I the only one who finds this deeply disturbing?”
Willow looked at him and pouted. “I think they are good, and
Oz looks so cool, don’t you think, I mean with the hair and
the…..”
“Not the band, Will! Them.” Xander indicated the blonde
couple who were almost glued to each other on the dance floor. “Has
everyone else forgotten that this guy is a vampire, that he tried
to kill us, that he HAS killed like thousands of people not to mention
two slayers. Why is it that I am the only one who sees the major bad
in this?”
“Xander, Spike has changed, he loves Buffy, it’s so sweet.
I mean look at them, they are just so gorgeous together, don’t
you think they are gorgeous together?”
“No! No with the gorgeous and no with the together. I definitely
try very hard not to think about the ‘together’ part because
now THAT is just truly disturbing!” Xander gave a dramatic shudder
to emphasise his point. “As for changed, Will, VAMPIRE, I mean
ok at the moment he has this whole Buffy infatuation thing going,
but how long will that last and then what…he kills us all in
our beds?”
“Oh no, no Xander, I don’t think Spike would do that,
I mean, we’re almost like family aren’t we, you know seeing
how Buffy is kinda like a sister to us and he is kinda, well I mean
they are, with the....you know!”
“ Again Will, with the so not wanting that image, can we please
not go there again!”
“Oh my God, could you be any more pathetic!” Cordelia
turned on her boyfriend, eyes flashing angrily.
“What?” Xander stared at her, incredulous.
“Xander the guy saved our lives, you - me - cage, ringing any
bells? If it wasn’t for him we’d be puppy food about now!”
She turned to look at the redhead for a moment. “Sorry Willow!
Buffy is a big girl Xander, she doesn’t need you to make her
decisions for her and last time I looked you aren’t her father
or anything so just get over it already. Because I swear if I have
to listen to one more round of Xander Harris and his ‘I hate
the sexy evil undead monster who’s sleeping with my best friend’
crap, I’m going to scream! I mean can you consider someone other
than yourself for once? I came here to talk to you about important
stuff, like what NOT to say if we run into anyone I know, or what
we are going to do about your wardrobe and what you are going to buy
me for my birthday which is only 95 days away so you need to start
saving, like a year ago.”
“I….uh…but….he, he’s still a vampire!”
“Yeah he is and Oz is still a werewolf.” Speaking very
slowly, so he could take in every word she continued, “and they
are our friends, ok! Now go and get me a drink.”
Xander sighed with resignation, he knew when he was outnumbered, outmanoeuvred
and just plain outwitted. The women in his life, Willow, Buffy and
now inexplicably Cordelia would always rule him, he was a sucker for
their feminine wiles. When he thought about it he knew he was really
only continuing his protest out of sheer male stubbornness. Yeah he
had a problem with vamps, a huge problem in fact. But well, he actually
didn’t mind Spike, he certainly liked him a hell of a lot more
than he had ever like Angel, and the guy had saved his life and Buffy
really was happy. So he let go of the last of his animosity and decided
to just go with the flow.
And hey having another guy to hang around with just might be of the
good. When he thought about it life was starting to look up, he was
no longer destined to be the lone male fighting for survival in an
all female jungle.
***************
Later that night after a pleasant evening at The Bronze during which
he’d had several dances with his love, beat the whelp in numerous
games of pool and soaked up the not unpleasant sensation of belonging,
being a part of something other than just him, even if that something
was a rather unusual group of American teenagers. Buffy and him had
then gone on a rather quiet patrol before returning home late to the
joyful pleasures of their bedroom. He lay now in tranquillity with
his arms full of warm, sleeping, content slayer. As he brushed a stray
lock of golden blonde hair from her peaceful face and watched her
sleep.
She was his perfect mate, his lover, his friend, his realisation.
Her strength and power; the warrior, called to his demon. Her spirit
and compassion appealed to the poet. After a hundred and fifty years
on this earth Spike was finally home.
the end
Further reading:
Ficlet: Boys and Their Toys
(set approx 10 years after Axis)
Sequel: To Live Again
(wip set approx 125 years after Axis)